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{"topics":[{"id":"54d7ea926368725993da0800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@EHAN\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7ea6d63687228912a0500#post_54d7ea6d63687228912a0500\r\nSuperman, why.","author":"5446fcfc6368723ec21a0000"},{"id":"54d7eaef63687226880c2a00","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@EHAN\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7ea6d63687228912a0500#post_54d7ea6d63687228912a0500\r\nWow Superman got lame quick.\r\n!http://static.comicvine.com/uploads/original/10/101270/3397026-5778450909-202235.jpeg!","author":"505696b47f123b37e800effa"},{"id":"54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@igotnopicks\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7e99a6368723e43040a00#post_54d7e99a6368723e43040a00\r\nat the risk of being a sperg: isn't Gaara's sand chakra infused? ","author":"4fe16df67f123b13e400003f"},{"id":"54d7f11b6368726359040300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"the fuck is happening\r\n\r\n~I CAN'T KEEP UP~\r\n\r\n^~FUCK~^\r\n*fades away*","author":"511c09ec7f123b35980001eb"},{"id":"54d7f1b16368725876e10100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"Have been out walking for 4 hours now\r\nDon't feel like walking anymore, waiting for bus to take me home","author":"4fe3df367f123b517900066a"},{"id":"54d7f30463687225ba401f00","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Whatevs\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900#post_54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900\r\nIf I recall correctly, yes it is.","author":"5043cdb47f123b72cc0032d3"},{"id":"54d7f3066368722891340700","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":". . . Well I just accidentally made myself feel like shit tonight through video games.\r\n\r\nIf you're wondering how it's cause of Fallout 3; if you choose to save Megaton City your dad when at the water treatment experiment will say that he's proud of you and say that you're a good person. The reason why this made me feel like shit is that I've never been told this by anyone, except for whenever they utterly fuck up as a person and do something horrible and they tell me this as a cheap way of getting out of feeling bad about themselves as a person. I have never been told that I'm a good person or that anyone's proud of me by someone that hasn't hurt me emotionally offline; all of the times I've been told this is that it's been by someone that was screaming profanities, calling me a \"faggot\" or insulting me in some way and them realizing that they've done something horrible so they try to get out of feeling horrible about how they've acted by going \"you're a good person\".\r\n\r\nI try to be a good person, but all my family sees is that I don't have kids already and the one's that know all they see is \"oh uc9 is bi that means I'm not getting grandkids\"/\"uc9 is trans that means I'm not getting grandkids\"/\"uc9 wants to wait to start a family cause he's had a couple shit relationships so he's waiting to find someone he actually loves so I'm not getting grandkids right this second\"/\"Oh well you can't ever be a good person cause it's never good enough\"/\"you can't be a good person cause even though you're paying your rent because you don't have a car/higher paying job/my own house/<insert scapegoat reason to paint me as a bad person> that means he's a bad person\".\r\n\r\nI try to be a good person; even though our family has a extreme biological impulse to hurt others I resist that thought in the back of my mind that says it's okay to harm others and legitimately care about people. No matter what I do I can never be in anyone's eyes a good person simply because I'm bi/trans/don't have kids/don't have a car/don't have a house/ -don't have a job- (this one is scratched off the list because I have a job now). The way the people around me quantify what a good person is someone that's straight, has kids, has a car and has a house and people wonder why I struggle with mental problems because if that is what is quantified as a \"good\" person then I can never be good no matter what I do.\r\n\r\nTl:dr; my family quanti
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