time-wasting-thread-memorial/raw/pages/2868.json

{"topics":[{"id":"549e7693636872641b000700","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"Every time I realize it's only a few days away from being 2015 and I still haven't done shit with my life my body lurches forward like I'm about to vomit. ","author":"500b587e7f123b1f230014a9"},{"id":"549e7b99636872088cd70300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Too_Offensive\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e7693636872641b000700#post_549e7693636872641b000700\r\nDOOOOO EEEEEETTT!!!","author":"4fe1b9f47f123b13df002976"},{"id":"549e7d0963687247d1650200","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@HJSDGCE\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e7b99636872088cd70300#post_549e7b99636872088cd70300\r\nBUT MY TUMMY IS FULL OF YUMMY NACHOS\r\n\r\nALSO, thought: nachos and a bowl of corn flakes are the same thing.","author":"500b587e7f123b1f230014a9"},{"id":"549e7d1b63687264c5010800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"I officially had the most awesome dream.  I laid down for a bit and had a dream that was the anime equivalent of wreck-it-ralph.  I accidentally squeed so hard that I woke up.","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"549e809c636872647e7c0800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"my friend is dead\r\n\r\nand i couldnt do shit for him.\r\n\r\ni hate myself","author":"511c09ec7f123b35980001eb"},{"id":"549e812e63687262b4800800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e809c636872647e7c0800#post_549e809c636872647e7c0800\r\nWho died?  What happened?","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"549e824063687264e1770700","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e812e63687262b4800800#post_549e812e63687262b4800800\r\n\r\nmy friend\r\n\r\nkilled himself","author":"511c09ec7f123b35980001eb"},{"id":"549e83396368722fdb6d0400","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e824063687264e1770700#post_549e824063687264e1770700\r\nOh...\r\nWow...","author":"4fe1b9f47f123b13df002976"},{"id":"549e86d46368726079bf0800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"im tired of myself","author":"511c09ec7f123b35980001eb"},{"id":"549e885463687235521d0500","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e824063687264e1770700#post_549e824063687264e1770700\r\nDon't blame yourself.\r\n\r\nIf he killed himself cause of depression or such that shit is *way* harder to overcome than most people believe it is.  Even if he got help chances are it would have turned out the same cause speaking from experience most psychologists fall into two categories when it comes to helping those with suicidal thoughts: the crams down fifty different types of medication till they can't think straight but are so doped up that everyone thinks the underlying problem is fixed kind; or the generic \"hang in there kitty\" posters plastered on the walls kind.\r\n\r\nTo use an analogy think of trying to overcome suicidal thoughts and such as someone trying to run a marathon race with a 500lb weight roped to them.  Psychologists and most \"professionals\" are like a coach that keeps whistling at you believing you can you do it.  The people that don't understand how hard it is like a person that sees the 500lb weight and thinks there's no reason why it should slow them down.  Helping someone with depression takes multiple people all dragging that weight together to help them across the finish line.\r\n\r\n\"When you can’t run, you crawl, and when you can’t crawl, when you can’t do that you find someone to carry you.\"","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"549e893a636872615fe80800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"I knew him too\r\nI couldn't do anything because I only knew him online.\r\nApparently his phone broke and I was unable to get into contact with him....\r\nI feel so guilty.\r\nI wish I could have stopped him.\r\nI loved him. He was one of my best friends and I have very few, always there for me and we talked a lot.\r\nHe made me happy and meant the world to me.\r\nWhen he disappeared I had no idea he killed himself until now. \r\nI was depressed just at his disappearance but now I am even more so because I am in disbelief and guilt. I couldnt do anything...\r\nI do t know how to react right now I am so shocked","author":"534345d36368727047b40100"},{"id":"549e89c3636872088cf70400","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@orcinus\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e893a636872615fe80800#post_549e893a636872615fe80800\r\nWas he someone on here?","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"549e8b95636872641b9c0800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"No \r\nI feel so broken right now it doesn't help that I have no one to go to to talk to about this\r\nHe helped me through so much and I wasn't able to help him\r\n\r\nI feel a million times more alone \r\n\r\nSad thing is before I knew why he disappeared \r\nI still became depressed myself\r\nAnd am struggling with these thoughts as well\r\nAnd now even more so","author":"534345d36368727047b40100"},{"id":"549e8d9f636872338e080000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@orcinus\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e893a636872615fe80800#post_549e893a636872615fe80800\r\nJesus, dude. I'm so sorry.\r\nI can't imagine how you feel right now. You have my condolences.","author":"515ddf93a4c72d8a1f000d57"},{"id":"549e8dfd6368724cac010000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e824063687264e1770700#post_549e824063687264e1770700\r\nThat's the same for you too btw.","author":"515ddf93a4c72d8a1f000d57"},{"id":"549e8f926368724fe0190000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"i have no idea what to do now. how to deal with this. i cant process this shit\r\n\r\ni cant function straigth\r\n\r\ni cant get over this EVER\r\n\r\nI SHOULDNTN FUCKING HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS","author":"511c09ec7f123b35980001eb"},{"id":"549e8faf6368724fc3190000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e86d46368726079bf0800#post_549e86d46368726079bf0800\r\nA stranger's sympathy might not be much, but for what it's worth I'm sorry.\r\n\r\n[spoiler]Edited: People don't want to hear things but that doesn't make them any less untrue.[/spoiler]","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"},{"id":"549e902b6368724e401c0000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@orcinus\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e8b95636872641b9c0800#post_549e8b95636872641b9c0800\r\n\r\n\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e86d46368726079bf0800#post_549e86d46368726079bf0800\r\nI'm sorry, I am really sorry for you guys loss.\r\n\r\nYou have my love and my condolences in these hard times.\r\n\r\nAnd I hope that your friend is at peace.","author":"50c204917f123b31440000a5"},{"id":"549e9c526368724352100000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e8f926368724fe0190000#post_549e8f926368724fe0190000\r\nI'm sorry for your loss and I hope that EVERYBODY HERE won't lose someone like that ever.\r\n\r\n[spoiler]Also, I feel like a jerk for not feeling this much.[/spoiler]","author":"4fe1b9f47f123b13df002976"},{"id":"549e9dbd6368721709310000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e8faf6368724fc3190000#post_549e8faf6368724fc3190000\r\nDude, that's so not fucking cool.\r\nI mean, what the fuck made you think that was an ok thing to say?!","author":"515ddf93a4c72d8a1f000d57"},{"id":"549e9f54636872178d0f0000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@ParagonCommander\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e9dbd6368721709310000#post_549e9dbd6368721709310000\r\nYeah; I have to agree here, that was kind of in bad taste.","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"549e9ff763687211660d0000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e8faf6368724fc3190000#post_549e8faf6368724fc3190000\r\n[spoiler]Based on my beliefs, people at Hell can redeem themselves and when they finally understand their mistakes and truly and sincerely ask for forgiveness until willing to spend millennia of torture or stuff, they will ascend to Heaven. So, in the end, everyone's happy. :)[/spoiler]\r\n\r\nI made that belief myself.","author":"4fe1b9f47f123b13df002976"},{"id":"549ea00c63687215511a0000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@ParagonCommander\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e9dbd6368721709310000#post_549e9dbd6368721709310000\r\n\r\n\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549e9f54636872178d0f0000#post_549e9f54636872178d0f0000\r\nThat's why I spoilered it. No sense in lying, but feeling's the same. He has my condolences. ","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"},{"id":"549ea13763687218302a0000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549ea00c63687215511a0000#post_549ea00c63687215511a0000\r\n_*I don't give a shit whether it's been spoilered or not.*_\r\nYou _DON'T_ say that to people whose friends have committed suicide.","author":"515ddf93a4c72d8a1f000d57"},{"id":"549ea28463687217d1290000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@ParagonCommander\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/549ea13763687218302a0000#post_549ea13763687218302a0000\r\nI'm sorry you feel that way but I'm not sorry for being truthful. ","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"}]}