time-wasting-thread-memorial/raw/pages/1931.json

{"topics":[{"id":"544216fd6368725835540100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/5442152c63687249f11d0100#post_5442152c63687249f11d0100\r\nHey that looks just like my great-uncle.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"544218256368722acace0200","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544216fd6368725835540100#post_544216fd6368725835540100\r\nYou're Polish?","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"},{"id":"5442184963687214a06b0100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544218256368722acace0200#post_544218256368722acace0200\r\n[spoiler]I was referring to the bear.[/spoiler]","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"544218bd6368722cb5da0200","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/5442184963687214a06b0100#post_5442184963687214a06b0100\r\nThat bear really was a soldier and actually did a bit of Kraut control.","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"},{"id":"544218e063687243df140200","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544218bd6368722cb5da0200#post_544218bd6368722cb5da0200\r\nI think the joke was lost on you.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"544219f163687229a0030100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544218e063687243df140200#post_544218e063687243df140200\r\nI got the joke. I simply not found it all that amusing. ","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"},{"id":"54421a386368721765290100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544219f163687229a0030100#post_544219f163687229a0030100\r\nSmartass...","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"54421b9063687271d9c00000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54421a386368721765290100#post_54421a386368721765290100\r\nJust playin'. I used to have an Ursine physique years ago. Turned into a leaner figure now.","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"},{"id":"54421c3863687254c7fc0300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Albus Fahrenheits\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54421b9063687271d9c00000#post_54421b9063687271d9c00000\r\nI love my body. Mostly my shoulders and my butt though. I have gotten many compliments on my butt.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"54422bb063687275cc4c0000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"Slow night huh?\r\n\r\nI know I don't post often about myself, but often times I internally think about things and a lot of things and I know I've talked about it once in a while how I have mental problems, I'm doing fine no need to worry guys, but I often think on this subject and honestly I fascinate myself cause I'm what is called a outlier(basically a perosn who falls outside of normal characteristics for things) and my own mind interests me.  I used to have numerous things to the point you couldn't psychically touch me without me having a complete breakdown(if you hugged me back then I would have smashed your face into a desk and began beating the shit out of you while crying and laughing) and over the past five years I've reach the point where I no longer have the vast majority of them *without any medication or any psychiatric help until three months ago*.  I'm actually doing fairly well actually; the main things I'm taking care of is me being transgender is interfering with my schoolwork, but I've started working on transitioning because if I weren't to start I would psychologically stop working; the other thing is I wouldn't call it necessarily depression so much as massive emotional and physical dissociation.  Basically even though I seem normal and express normally I don't actually \"feel\" much emotions at all.\r\n\r\nTo use a analogy I'm like Hata no Kokoro; I can express emotions, but I don't \"feel\" them a lot and I don't \"feel\" a lot of things.  To use a extreme analogy I can technically feel pain but I'm dissociated with it in that if I were caught off guard and injured it would just confuse me more than anything else.  It's probably why I seem like such a strong person both physically and mentally because if I'm doing physical work I can work until my body gives out cause I don't \"feel\" the tiredness and why I seem strong to people mentally cause I don't \"feel\" the sadness or such.  Oh sure emotional situations do effect me still, but they effect my ability to function rather than me actually feeling depressed or sad.  I do have emotions; just not nearly to the level everyone else has.\r\n\r\nTl:dr; UC9 in a nutshell:\r\n!http://i.ytimg.com/vi/lIM1mCzCLCY/maxresdefault.jpg!\r\nTl:dr that don't get the analogy; I'm good at acting as though I'm emotional, but I'm not good at actually being emotional.\r\n\r\nSide note: god help you if you ever play poker against me.","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"54422cb763687271d9fe0200","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54422bb063687275cc4c0000#post_54422bb063687275cc4c0000\r\n\r\nnext game night game confirmed: poker.","author":"5154c5237f123bcd580002fc"},{"id":"54422e3e6368722b297f0200","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54422bb063687275cc4c0000#post_54422bb063687275cc4c0000\r\nI'm trying to think of a touhou analogy for me but I'm drawing a blank.\r\nFlirty, boisterous, and loyal with a deep connection to my family despite all the shit I've gone through. Who also wears his heart on his manly chest and cried like a baby over a fictional boat.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"544230776368726f46720300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"OOOH OOOH.\r\n\r\ndo i get a touhou analogy too?","author":"5154c5237f123bcd580002fc"},{"id":"544230fd6368720fe80b0100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@twistedmetalero\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544230776368726f46720300#post_544230776368726f46720300\r\nCirno.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"5442313e63687247a8b00100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544230fd6368720fe80b0100#post_544230fd6368720fe80b0100\r\n\r\n\r\ncool...\r\n\r\n\r\nwhat is that.","author":"5154c5237f123bcd580002fc"},{"id":"5442319f6368723e14fd0200","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@twistedmetalero\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/5442313e63687247a8b00100#post_5442313e63687247a8b00100\r\nShe's an ice fairy.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"544231b763687216a3150000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/5442319f6368723e14fd0200#post_5442319f6368723e14fd0200\r\n\r\noooooooh.\r\n\r\nok.","author":"5154c5237f123bcd580002fc"},{"id":"544231d163687218b0100000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544230fd6368720fe80b0100#post_544230fd6368720fe80b0100\r\nI second this.\r\n\"@twistedmetalero\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/5442313e63687247a8b00100#post_5442313e63687247a8b00100\r\nOne of the most popular characters.","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"544231ed63687218fb240000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"I bet uc9 and Seraphim are both having giggle fits right now.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"544232426368723dd6720300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"I am also especially fond of things that are cute, small, and weak.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"544232e26368721250140100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544231ed63687218fb240000#post_544231ed63687218fb240000\r\n!http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/678/156/014.gif!\r\nNo one explain the joke.","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"5442334e636872191a2d0000","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54422bb063687275cc4c0000#post_54422bb063687275cc4c0000\r\nI know what you mean to an extent. I've had times where I wouldn't really \"feel\". Times when I'd rather be sad than not feel at all. I don't really know what to add to that other than that I hope you can deal with it and I think I know how you feel. Or don't rather. \r\n\r\nSorry if that sounds insensitive, I'm not very good at sincerity... ","author":"500b587e7f123b1f230014a9"},{"id":"544233ab6368725fdb910100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544232e26368721250140100#post_544232e26368721250140100\r\n\r\nits not really hard to use google you know.","author":"5154c5237f123bcd580002fc"},{"id":"544233e16368723dc6570300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@twistedmetalero\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/544233ab6368725fdb910100#post_544233ab6368725fdb910100\r\nYeah but there are so many touhou in-jokes it'll be difficult to pinpoint the one we're talking about.","author":"4fde4618945b700aa0002fff"},{"id":"5442341f6368723077850100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@SquiggyBomb\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/5442319f6368723e14fd0200#post_5442319f6368723e14fd0200\r\nevery time I google a touhou character and see a picture of them, my first thought is \" hey, I've seen a lot of inflation porn of this girl!\"\r\nnone of the super hot oni girl though... ","author":"500b587e7f123b1f230014a9"}]}