time-wasting-thread-memorial/raw/pages/3874.json

{"topics":[{"id":"54d7ea926368725993da0800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@EHAN\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7ea6d63687228912a0500#post_54d7ea6d63687228912a0500\r\nSuperman, why.","author":"5446fcfc6368723ec21a0000"},{"id":"54d7eaef63687226880c2a00","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@EHAN\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7ea6d63687228912a0500#post_54d7ea6d63687228912a0500\r\nWow Superman got lame quick.\r\n!http://static.comicvine.com/uploads/original/10/101270/3397026-5778450909-202235.jpeg!","author":"505696b47f123b37e800effa"},{"id":"54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@igotnopicks\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7e99a6368723e43040a00#post_54d7e99a6368723e43040a00\r\nat the risk of being a sperg: isn't Gaara's sand chakra infused? ","author":"4fe16df67f123b13e400003f"},{"id":"54d7f11b6368726359040300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"the fuck is happening\r\n\r\n~I CAN'T KEEP UP~\r\n\r\n^~FUCK~^\r\n*fades away*","author":"511c09ec7f123b35980001eb"},{"id":"54d7f1b16368725876e10100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"Have been out walking for 4 hours now\r\nDon't feel like walking anymore, waiting for bus to take me home","author":"4fe3df367f123b517900066a"},{"id":"54d7f30463687225ba401f00","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Whatevs\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900#post_54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900\r\nIf I recall correctly, yes it is.","author":"5043cdb47f123b72cc0032d3"},{"id":"54d7f3066368722891340700","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":". . . Well I just accidentally made myself feel like shit tonight through video games.\r\n\r\nIf you're wondering how it's cause of Fallout 3; if you choose to save Megaton City your dad when at the water treatment experiment will say that he's proud of you and say that you're a good person.  The reason why this made me feel like shit is that I've never been told this by anyone, except for whenever they utterly fuck up as a person and do something horrible and they tell me this as a cheap way of getting out of feeling bad about themselves as a person.  I have never been told that I'm a good person or that anyone's proud of me by someone that hasn't hurt me emotionally offline; all of the times I've been told this is that it's been by someone that was screaming profanities, calling me a \"faggot\" or insulting me in some way and them realizing that they've done something horrible so they try to get out of feeling horrible about how they've acted by going \"you're a good person\".\r\n\r\nI try to be a good person, but all my family sees is that I don't have kids already and the one's that know all they see is \"oh uc9 is bi that means I'm not getting grandkids\"/\"uc9 is trans that means I'm not getting grandkids\"/\"uc9 wants to wait to start a family cause he's had a couple shit relationships so he's waiting to find someone he actually loves so I'm not getting grandkids right this second\"/\"Oh well you can't ever be a good person cause it's never good enough\"/\"you can't be a good person cause even though you're paying your rent because you don't have a car/higher paying job/my own house/<insert scapegoat reason to paint me as a bad person> that means he's a bad person\".\r\n\r\nI try to be a good person; even though our family has a extreme biological impulse to hurt others I resist that thought in the back of my mind that says it's okay to harm others and legitimately care about people.  No matter what I do I can never be in anyone's eyes a good person simply because I'm bi/trans/don't have kids/don't have a car/don't have a house/ -don't have a job- (this one is scratched off the list because I have a job now).  The way the people around me quantify what a good person is someone that's straight, has kids, has a car and has a house and people wonder why I struggle with mental problems because if that is what is quantified as a \"good\" person then I can never be good no matter what I do.\r\n\r\nTl:dr; my family quantifies what defines a good person as someone that's straight, has kids, has a house, has a job, has a car and because I'm not straight I can never be a good person to them.\r\n\r\n!http://i2.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/167/100/tumblr_loal57yTbj1qbnd1c.gif!","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"54d7f31d63687230d00b1900","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Whatevs\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900#post_54d7f0b56368722d49cb1900\r\nThe Avatar universe is a different place.","author":"505696b47f123b37e800effa"},{"id":"54d7f3de63687255a53e0f00","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f3066368722891340700#post_54d7f3066368722891340700\r\nDude\r\nFuck your family\r\n\r\nYou are a good person, and they clearly can't appreciate what they have\r\n\r\nIf it's an consolation, I love you man, I think you're great \r\n\r\n*hug*","author":"4fe3df367f123b517900066a"},{"id":"54d7f47063687242fc010300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f3066368722891340700#post_54d7f3066368722891340700\r\nDude. Your family sucks.\r\nI think you're a great person, no matter what you are.","author":"5446fcfc6368723ec21a0000"},{"id":"54d7f47e6368727669e70100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f3066368722891340700#post_54d7f3066368722891340700\r\n\r\n[spoiler]You shouldn't think lowly of yourself just because others do. They don't really have control over you; you're your own man. You can either shape up to their standards or continue with your own way of life. Just don't let their view of things get into your head. You're a great person.[/spoiler]\r\n\r\nugh im not helpful at times but here","author":"511c09ec7f123b35980001eb"},{"id":"54d7f686636872343f041300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f3066368722891340700#post_54d7f3066368722891340700\r\nI hate to basically repeat what Marc and Carcass, but yeah, fuck what your family thinks of you. You are you're own person and NOBODY can tell you otherwise.\r\nAnd while I'm not sure it'll mean much since I'm an online user whom you've never met, but _*I think you're a goddamn treat to be around.*_\r\n\r\nIf you ever need to talk, send a message. I might not reply right away but you can bet I will eventually.","author":"515ddf93a4c72d8a1f000d57"},{"id":"54d7f7826368726359e70300","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@mariomarc\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f3de63687255a53e0f00#post_54d7f3de63687255a53e0f00\r\n\"@Carcass Strife\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f47063687242fc010300#post_54d7f47063687242fc010300\r\n\"@Miyo\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f47e6368727669e70100#post_54d7f47e6368727669e70100\r\nI'm okayish; I just now know why their constant attempts at being social drive me crazy.  If you knew someone that constantly made you feel like shit as a human being wouldn't you be annoyed if they constantly went \"why don't you want to talk to me?  Why aren't you more social?\"  I am social, just not to these pricks.","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"54d7fa05636872680a260100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f3066368722891340700#post_54d7f3066368722891340700\r\n\r\nWell then they're wrong. You are a good person.","author":"500757fd7f123b75a90003b1"},{"id":"54d7fae463687208a1270500","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f7826368726359e70300#post_54d7f7826368726359e70300\r\nWell, there is someone in my school I'm not social to. He's not a total prick, but I feel wrong talking to him. However, at time, he can be disrespectful (Like throwing wet paper towel at me while I'm on the toilet.) But, to other people, I AM social.","author":"5446fcfc6368723ec21a0000"},{"id":"54d7fb5b6368722cba980800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"Wow my family is a bunch of assholes.\r\n\r\nI just got in a argument with them about this and tried putting in a respectful way and they just straight up went \"deal with it\".","author":"38b55cdf63616403d7560600"},{"id":"54d7fbb1636872328b5c2800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7fb5b6368722cba980800#post_54d7fb5b6368722cba980800\r\nWow.\r\nThis world is actually going to hell, for christ's sake.","author":"5446fcfc6368723ec21a0000"},{"id":"54d7fc2d6368723ef5100500","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7f3066368722891340700#post_54d7f3066368722891340700\r\nThey are not true family. You know at times VG NPCs portray more humanity than a lot of folks.\r\n\r\nAlso, Play Fallout: New Vegas.","author":"52f0834d63687261cba90300"},{"id":"54d7fc3263687249860b0100","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@uc9\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7fb5b6368722cba980800#post_54d7fb5b6368722cba980800\r\nLet those shitbirds spout off their egotistical nonsense. What really matters is how you get past this and carry on regardless of what they say or do.","author":"513e68eda4c72d4e3b000164"},{"id":"54d7fcb063687229a4d10f00","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"Rufus Xavier Sarsaparilla\":https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koZFca8AkT0","author":"9ba2e84e636164642cc03200"},{"id":"54d7fd206368720cac580400","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"for some reason youtube is telling me that none of my subscriptions have uploaded anything today\r\n\r\nbullshit","author":"4fe3df367f123b517900066a"},{"id":"54d7fd4863687242114c0800","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@mariomarc\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7fd206368720cac580400#post_54d7fd206368720cac580400\r\nHow many subscriptions do you have?","author":"5446fcfc6368723ec21a0000"},{"id":"54d7fd766368723999420500","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@mariomarc\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7fd206368720cac580400#post_54d7fd206368720cac580400\r\nThat happened to me too","author":"9ba2e84e636164642cc03200"},{"id":"54d7feba63687235bd000900","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@Carcass Strife\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7fd4863687242114c0800#post_54d7fd4863687242114c0800\r\ni have at least 3 hours of videos to watch everyday\r\nthere is definitely something wrong with youtube\r\n\r\nagain","author":"4fe3df367f123b517900066a"},{"id":"54d7ffa6636872639db30500","topic_id":"5161dd617f123bd25900013d","body":"\"@mariomarc\":/dis/the-time-wasting-thread/post/54d7feba63687235bd000900#post_54d7feba63687235bd000900\r\nYep, I found out someone uploaded a video 12 minutes ago, and another one a few hours ago, but the subscriptions tab isn't saying that, and I'm still only seeing videos uploaded yesterday.","author":"9ba2e84e636164642cc03200"}]}