diff --git a/blog/i-forgive-you-2021-08-08.markdown b/blog/i-forgive-you-2021-08-08.markdown new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7e5dbcd --- /dev/null +++ b/blog/i-forgive-you-2021-08-08.markdown @@ -0,0 +1,56 @@ +--- +title: I Forgive You +date: 2021-08-08 +--- + +Alicia stood in the throne room of her tormenter. Her blade raised, her +spellbook in hand, flipping through the destructive spells to find one that +would do the trick. Growling, she hacked towards the king, only to be stopped by +an evil shield. The malice seeped into her sword, making her drop it for fear of +becoming contaminated as well. + +The king looked over to her and laughed. "You fool! Destroy me and you guarantee +that another will take my place! You think all of those times we let you win +were our accidents? No, we planned this all along. You were chosen for this. We +took you from your home as a child. We raised you to our plans. As it was +before, so will it begin again! Have at you!" + +The king stood up and knocked his brilliant crystal throne over in rage, +shattering it against the stone floor. Alicia jumped and shielded, protecting +against the fragments. + +Flipping through her book, she made her way to the end. There was one spell +listed and it took up the last two pages. It read "Forgiveness: forgive your +opponent, cast aside all your weapons and armor then walk away." + +It struck her as odd; but after that faded Alicia thought about everything that +had happened to her in the last few months. The events she had experienced. The +life she made for herself. The circumstances that bound her to this catlike +form. If it all really was predestined for her and nothing she did had any +impact on it, why bother being angry? Is not forgiveness the answer here? + +Alicia stepped towards her former master and threw her armor off, cast aside her +spellbook and her backup dagger with it. "You know what, I forgive you." + +"...you what?" + +"I...forgive you. I don’t hate you. You have actually been a positive force in +my life even if that wasn’t your intent. If you hadn’t been involved I may have +ended up being some boring goon and never really gotten to know myself as the +woman I am. You have taken so much from me, but in the process you gave me the +tools that I needed to become who I am today, and I forgive you. I forgive your +henchmen. I forgive that mage that cursed me into this form. I forgive you. I +have no quarrel with you. I’m going to go leave now. Keep my stuff if you want, +I don’t need it anymore. It was only going to be used to hurt you, but I have no +more need for it because I forgive you." + +"This is not how this works you sniveling little bitch! You can’t just walk up +to the king of darkness after he made you experience a life of torment and get +away scot free! What the fuck is that?" + +Alicia turned her head and walked away, lifting her tail to make her exit a +graceful one. To tell the truth, she was happy with herself now. She had a +family of choice instead of that awful family of origin. She belonged in a +community that loved her for who she really was. The circumstances of her life +didn’t matter. They still loved her. What room is there for hate when you have +love instead?