# May, 2014

## Changed my Tumblr appearance

05/08/2014 03:00:00 PM

I’ve removed the picture and background theme for my blog, It gave out a message that was accurate in the past, but not so anymore. I believe that this change is a step at the right direction.

## Question on 05/09/2014

05/09/2014 10:38:58 AM

> Are you going to delete your blog? I don't want to see the blog, that showed me the world of tulpamancy, to disappear :C

No, This blog will be around for as long as Tumblr will let it.

## Day 638 - Part of the world

05/24/2014 11:12:00 PM

It been almost a month since my last blog post, A good amount of stuff happened since then.

I needed to increase my exposure to the outside world, I was cooped up inside my home too much, And this has damaged my mental health and well being, So i needed a reason, An excuse to go out more, A Job was what i needed. But after months of searching and a bit of luck, Am happy to announce that i got my first job at a fast food restaurant.

It’s hard work, as excepted. I’ve found out how out of shape i was both physically and mentally. But whenever i finish my shift, I feel a sense of fulfillment that I haven’t felt in a long time.

Oguigi is still around, I now know it’s impossible for her to ever disappear fully. as long as i remember what Oguigi is and the history of her existence her core will always be part of my being.

The days of isolation are coming to an end, this job is a major start to being part of the physical world once more. Everyday i still fight to be the person i want to be, i never give up.

I’ve gotten one message if it’s time to wrap things up, since this blog seems to be less and less about tulpamancy with each post, this is my answer. No, This blog will go on for until i feel like I’ve reach a state of True stability, and even then am not sure.

## Question on 05/27/2014

05/27/2014 07:52:10 PM

> Would you encourage anyone else to create a Tulpa? I am considering creating one myself.

Having a tulpa is a different way of living. If you value a simple, easy going life then i would recommend against it.

Because creating a tulpa is anything but stress free, it requires a lot of work. and it changes the way your brain works, once this is done it’s impossible to completely undo. In my personal opinion I don’t think tulpamancy is worth that.

Keep it simple, no need to complicated things. If you really want a escape from everyday life or if you want to experience something out of this world try working on lucid dreaming or astral projection, the experience is much more powerful.
