# January, 2013

## Question on 01/01/2013

01/01/2013 08:17:00 PM

> You wrote, that you won't giving Koomer his body, even if he ask for it. He asked for this? For take control of his body? I'm just wondering. Cause i think, that this is kind stupid... what if he will be bored of life like this? Actually, it's not even a life...

Yep this is exactly what he wants and still wants. And it is a life, it’s just another way to live, and we still have fun. even with all the work we still have to do.

## Day 135 - Host Possession.

01/04/2013 09:13:35 PM

Koomer for the first time have finally learned how to possess, or at least he’s starting to.

He was able to move my index finger, it feels abit funny that am the one now being ‘possessed’ the finger felt tingly.

Koomer will eventually learn how to possess the entire body so he can start using it once more.

am very proud and excited.

## Day 140 - Host Possession Update#1

01/10/2013 06:48:00 AM

Koomer ability to possess the body has improved a lot since his first attempt almost a week ago, he can now get up and walk around and open and close doors.

It’s kind of ironic that I was in this very same position a few months ago.

I feel like am in absolute control and i take take back control whenever i wanted.

Koomer: moving this body via possession is different. it’s like relearning to ride a bike, it follows a different formula then directly controlling the body am moving the body under Oguigi so in a sense am remotely controlling Oguigi’s movements

Soon koomer will be able to use the body without switching back in to control since we both agreed on not switching back. This will give koomer some much needed flexiblity and freedom.

## Koomer my first entree in awhile, mind dump.

01/12/2013 08:26:00 PM

Koomer: It has been a long while since i’ve directly made a log entree, things are going well. with possession i can type at a decent speed now.

Oguigi have made me very proud, she is going to college and doing school work; it seems like she enjoys the programing class.

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their have not been much to write about in this log ever since day 70 or something, after awhile when it comes down to tulpas you finally achieve some stability once more and it becomes the new “normal”, I can’t say that everything that has happened was planned, because i’ve kind of dived into this for better or worse.

but i know for a fact that i would never undo this, This has made me see the world in a new way, to understand that tulpas are really just like us, they are just as real as us “host”.

## Tulpa.info Member drawing of me.

01/23/2013 12:25:00 PM 

One of the members of Tulpa.info drew His/Her name is ramalama77 this wonderful picture of me a month or so ago. i posted it in my log in the site. but i think it’s time i posted the picture here in my Tumblr before i forget again.

![](./01_2013_oguigui.png)

## Question on 01/31/2013

01/31/2013 04:06:56 AM

I think the most painful experience i had was when the body was having “hunger pains”, basically the body telling you that your hungry to the point it kinda hurts. anyways i had some pepsi and when the hunger pains was at it’s climax i drank a mouth full of soda and shallow it all in one go.

i guess the gases in the stomach conflicted with the large amount of carbonated drink. which produced the most intense stomach pain i ever felt, it was enough to bring me down to my knees for a minute. Afterwards i quickly went to bed and gave the body back to koomer for a few hours so i could “recover”. for the body the after effect of the pain linger on for a couple of days.
