# February, 2014

## Question on 02/01/2014

02/01/2014 05:22:14 AM

> Keep marching ahead, Koomer! It might be tough at times, but if you continue pushing you are far more likely to succeed than if you toss in the towel and stop trying. If I believed in prayer, I would be praying for you. Please nurture the warmth in knowing that you have supporters who are cheering you on that want you to overcome your troubles.

Thanks A lot, Reading positive things like this give me some extra strength. Am still hanging in there, doing whatever i can. 

## Question on 02/01/2014

02/01/2014 05:30:08 AM

> Seek professional help. No really, if what you're writing is true and your life has turned to hell then you badly need a professional psychological therapy.

There was A time when i considered this. But I do not want to do anything like that. I don’t need pills or anything of the sort.

My Life isn’t at it’s best moment, but it’s not hell.

My Brain is working in a different way, A way that may not be desirable. But am trying hard to reverse it and to heal myself.

Somehow when things gets bad, I always find a way to get back up. I have too many plans. I won’t be giving up.

## Day 531 - Give peace to get peace.

02/07/2014 01:21:00 PM

When it comes down to what been happening to me recently, I have not been going about it in the best way possible.

Right now regarding possession, I have always demanded control whenever possible and i’ve gotten really worried when i didn’t had that control.

I was at war with myself, and thus by treating this as a problem it became a problem.

Really one of the big solutions is peace and respect for myself, being respectful to the ‘possessors’ and polite (as in not wrestling for control) actually carried me far very fast, in return i got respect back.

And my recent days have been a lot less shitty, am not worried about how much control I have, am just working at being in peace and accepting myself.

Right now letting things flow while being respectful of myself is the best thing i can do for myself right now.

Oguigi is still around, And she’s kinda hibernating right now.
