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6e/creators-landing.gmi

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 This church was established in the honor of a legendary hero named Divae that managed to ascend to godhood, if the legends are to be believed. The church has stained glass murals of important events in Cetacean history: the creation myth, the story of finding the island, the taming of the sharks, the airships from the north and so many others. There is a cleric that is willing to help answer questions.
 
-The cleric here is a quest giver for investigating the sewers for a monument to Nelo beneath the town. It's been rumored this exists, but nobody has really found any evidence of it. Maybe you will change this. Whoever find this monument will help save the island.
+The cleric here is a quest giver for investigating the sewers for a monument to Divae beneath the town. It's been rumored this exists, but nobody has really found any evidence of it. Maybe you will change this. Whoever find this monument will help save the island.
 
 ## Sewers
 

journal/07-29-2020-book-published.gmi

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+# My Book is Published!
+
+I'm pleased to announce my book Musings from Within is now available on Amazon and itch.io! If you want to purchase it, head to either of the links below:
+
+=> https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08DV75ML5 Amazon
+=> https://withinstudios.itch.io/musings-from-within itch.io
+
+I am currently putting this book up for USD$5, which I feel is more than fair. If you want to read this book but don't have the ability to pay $5 for its content, please email me and I'll give you an eBook copy for free.
+
+This book contains a lot of my stories, essays and even a few recipes. It's the culmination of over 5 years of writing into one volume. This is the second book I have ever published, and the first book that I have published on itch.io.
+
+Maybe some day I'll publish my flight journal into a book. The text/gemini format is simple enough that it could be done pretty easily.
+
+This morning I woke up unexpectedly. The fire alarm made the noise that it makes when it's about to go off, the light started flashing and then it just stopped while we were getting up to head down the fire escape stairs. Fucking troll. I'm very awake though! Nothing like a little bit of adrenaline to get the blood pumping. Probably going to complain to the apartment complex later today.
+
+I found this really nice vaporwave album called Underwater Computing. It's got a nice rhythm to it and the songs are just dripping with that late 90's aesthetic.
+
+=> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cAMt0YJ0MyA Underwater Computing
+
+---
+
+=> . Go back

journal/atom.xml

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   <id>gemini://cetacean.club/journal/</id>
   <title>Flight Journal</title>
-  <updated>2020-07-28T20:20:28.038074+00:00</updated>
+  <updated>2020-07-29T13:00:23.832871+00:00</updated>
   <author>
     <name>Cadey Alicia Ratio</name>
     <email>cadey@firemail.css</email>
@@ -10,12 +10,6 @@
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   <link href="gemini://cetacean.club/journal/" rel="alternate"/>
   <generator uri="https://lkiesow.github.io/python-feedgen" version="0.9.0">python-feedgen</generator>
-  <entry>
-    <id>gemini://cetacean.club/journal/hol.gmi</id>
-    <title>The Story of Hol</title>
-    <updated>2020-07-27T01:20:53.653307+00:00</updated>
-    <link href="gemini://cetacean.club/journal/hol.gmi" rel="alternate"/>
-  </entry>
   <entry>
     <id>gemini://cetacean.club/journal/07-27-2020-6e-notes.gmi</id>
     <title>6E Notes</title>
@@ -70,4 +64,10 @@
     <updated>2020-07-28T20:20:28.038074+00:00</updated>
     <link href="gemini://cetacean.club/journal/07-28-2020-majc-0-2-1.gmi" rel="alternate"/>
   </entry>
+  <entry>
+    <id>gemini://cetacean.club/journal/07-29-2020-book-published.gmi</id>
+    <title>My Book is Published!</title>
+    <updated>2020-07-29T13:00:23.832871+00:00</updated>
+    <link href="gemini://cetacean.club/journal/07-29-2020-book-published.gmi" rel="alternate"/>
+  </entry>
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journal/index.gmi

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 => 07-27-2020-majc-0-2-0.gmi 7/27/2020 - [ANN] majc 0.2.0
 => 07-28-2020-dreams-favicons-more.gmi 7/28/2020 - Favicon, Weird Dreams and More
 => 07-28-2020-majc-0-2-1.gmi 7/28/2020 - [ANN] majc 0.2.1
+=> 07-29-2020-book-published.gmi 7/29/2020 - My Book is Published!
 
 ## Stories
 Occasionally I write little stories that are not really connected to anything. I have not really had a good place to publish these in the past. This place seems as good as any.

paste/starfflame.gmi

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 > > Bootstrap
 > is cadey a tulpa that was sent back in time to ensure her own creation
 > terminator shit right there
+
+## M07 29 2020
+
+my job anxiety is back
+
+was doing well for a while until my mom asked me if i was depressed
+and i guess that made my brain think maybe it should feel depressed
+sigh...
+i probably should meditate but now i’m too scared to
+crash time
+
+> > Within
+> @Starfflame you're yourself
+
+huh?
+@Within wdym?
+
+> > Within
+> you'll see
+
+> > Emerald
+> i'm not myself
+> muahahaa
+
+i wish i wasn’t myself. :lpsad:
+also how will i see that
+i always see that
+i’m me
+
+> > Within
+> you can always ask the comrades
+> no ceremony required
+
+fuck the comrades
+
+> > Within
+> uwu?
+
+i am not plural
+
+> > Emerald
+> yeah but you are yourself
+> so why not make the most of it
+
+trying
+@Within they’re not like people i can have a conversation with
+
+> > Within
+> how do you know?
+
+...
+because they’re extensions of my own consciousness
+you’re literally just asking me to talk to myself
+
+> > Within
+> so you can't metaphorically talk to them by directing thoughts or ideas at that part of yourself?
+
+i don’t want to
+
+> > Within
+> fair
+
+because if i actually were to do that then
+i dont see that turning out well for me
+great now i’m anxious about not finding a job and anxious about my brain splitting in half
+this is great
+AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
+cadey i don’t want this
+how do i make it stop
+;_;
+
+> > Within
+> cold shower
+
+i’ve calmed down a bit
+i thought this was supposed to help me,  not create more problems
+what the fuck