forked from cadey/xesite
covid burnout
Signed-off-by: Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>
This commit is contained in:
parent
92b253972c
commit
4e0d107228
|
@ -0,0 +1,34 @@
|
|||
---
|
||||
title: COVID Burnout
|
||||
date: 2021-09-25
|
||||
---
|
||||
|
||||
NOTE: This was written out in
|
||||
[longhand](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1441842150824718337?s=21)
|
||||
in my diary. This post was converted to text using iPadOS 15's handwriting to
|
||||
text recognition. I hope I have cleared up all of the major errors in the
|
||||
conversion. My handwriting is horrible.
|
||||
|
||||
---
|
||||
|
||||
I am an introvert. I usually spend a lot of time in my cave. most of my work was
|
||||
alreary done remotely, when I first found out about the COVID-19 pandemic, I
|
||||
thought there would be at most 4-8 weeks of hardcore lockdown and then it would
|
||||
die out. Then life would go back to normal and I would be able to see my friends
|
||||
at conventions during the summer.
|
||||
|
||||
As of the time of writing this post, it is currently the 84th week OF COVID
|
||||
being a major presence in how I handle daily life. I am exhausted, I was
|
||||
scheduled to give talks at two conventions that were canceled, meet ups with
|
||||
friends at places across the us and Canada were postponed into oblivion. My
|
||||
relationship with my parents has fractured into no-contact. I feel powerless to
|
||||
do anything more to stop this.
|
||||
|
||||
I am the most connected I have ever been and I am the lonliest I have ever been.
|
||||
Most of the people I talk to are people I have never met in person, even my
|
||||
coworkers. My manager is someone I talk with near daily yet have never seen
|
||||
without the aid of video conferencing.
|
||||
|
||||
This is exhausting. I hate it. My Netflix queue is empty. I feel so alone.
|
||||
|
||||
This post doesn't have a message or moral.
|
Loading…
Reference in New Issue