bump rust

Signed-off-by: Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>
unix domain socket post
2021-04-01 22:23:16 -04:00 · 2021-04-01 22:18:37 -04:00 · 2021-04-01 19:51:28 -04:00 · 2021-04-01 19:36:04 -04:00
524 changed files with 2312 additions and 25126 deletions
--- a/.envrc
+++ b/.envrc
@ -1 +1 @@
-use flake
+eval "$(lorri direnv)"
--- a/.github/dependabot.yml
+++ b/.github/dependabot.yml
@ -1,53 +0,0 @@
 version: 2
 updates:
 - package-ecosystem: cargo
  directory: "/"
  schedule:
    interval: daily
    time: "10:00"
  open-pull-requests-limit: 10
  ignore:
  - dependency-name: tokio
    versions:
    - ">= 0.3.a, < 0.4"
  - dependency-name: hyper
    versions:
    - 0.14.4
    - 0.14.6
  - dependency-name: serde_json
    versions:
    - 1.0.62
    - 1.0.63
    - 1.0.64
  - dependency-name: tracing
    versions:
    - 0.1.24
    - 0.1.25
  - dependency-name: futures
    versions:
    - 0.3.12
    - 0.3.13
  - dependency-name: url
    versions:
    - 2.2.1
  - dependency-name: thiserror
    versions:
    - 1.0.24
  - dependency-name: tracing-futures
    versions:
    - 0.2.5
  - dependency-name: serde
    versions:
    - 1.0.123
  - dependency-name: rand
    versions:
    - 0.8.3
  - dependency-name: log
    versions:
    - 0.4.14
  - dependency-name: serde_yaml
    versions:
    - 0.8.16
  - dependency-name: tokio
    versions:
    - 1.1.1
--- a/.gitignore
+++ b/.gitignore
@ -6,5 +6,3 @@ cw.tar
 /result
 .#*
 /target
 .patreon.json
 .direnv
--- a/Cargo.lock
+++ b/Cargo.lock
--- a/Cargo.toml
+++ b/Cargo.toml
@ -1,7 +1,7 @@
 [package]
 name = "xesite"
-version = "2.4.0"
+version = "2.3.0"
-authors = ["Xe Iaso <me@christine.website>"]
+authors = ["Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>"]
 edition = "2018"
 build = "src/build.rs"
 repository = "https://github.com/Xe/site"
@ -9,32 +9,21 @@ repository = "https://github.com/Xe/site"
 # See more keys and their definitions at https://doc.rust-lang.org/cargo/reference/manifest.html
 [dependencies]
-axum = { version = "0.5", features = ["headers"] }
+color-eyre = "0.5"
 axum-macros = "0.2"
 axum-extra = "0.3"
 color-eyre = "0.6"
 chrono = "0.4"
-comrak = "0.14.0"
+comrak = "0.10"
 derive_more = "0.99"
 dirs = "4"
 envy = "0.4"
 estimated_read_time = "1"
 futures = "0.3"
 glob = "0.3"
 http = "0.2"
 http-body = "0.4"
 hyper = "0.14"
 kankyo = "0.3"
 lazy_static = "1.4"
 log = "0.4"
 lol_html = "0.3"
 maud = { version = "0.23.0", features = ["axum"] }
 mime = "0.3.0"
-prometheus = { version = "0.13", default-features = false, features = ["process"] }
+prometheus = { version = "0.12", default-features = false, features = ["process"] }
 rand = "0"
 regex = "1"
 reqwest = { version = "0.11", features = ["json"] }
-serde_dhall = "0.11.2"
+serde_dhall = "0.10.0"
 serde = { version = "1", features = ["derive"] }
 serde_yaml = "0.8"
 sitemap = "0.4"
@ -43,33 +32,25 @@ tokio = { version = "1", features = ["full"] }
 tokio-stream = { version = "0.1", features = ["net"] }
 tracing = "0.1"
 tracing-futures = "0.2"
-tracing-subscriber = { version = "0.3", features = ["fmt"] }
+tracing-subscriber = { version = "0.2", features = ["fmt"] }
 warp = "0.3"
 xml-rs = "0.8"
 url = "2"
 uuid = { version = "0.8", features = ["serde", "v4"] }
 xesite_types = { path = "./lib/xesite_types" }
 # workspace dependencies
 cfcache = { path = "./lib/cfcache" }
-xe_jsonfeed = { path = "./lib/jsonfeed" }
+go_vanity = { path = "./lib/go_vanity" }
 jsonfeed = { path = "./lib/jsonfeed" }
 mi = { path = "./lib/mi" }
 patreon = { path = "./lib/patreon" }
 [dependencies.tower]
 version = "0.4"
 features = [ "full" ]
 [dependencies.tower-http]
 version = "0.3"
 features = [ "full" ]
 # os-specific dependencies
 [target.'cfg(target_os = "linux")'.dependencies]
-sdnotify = { version = "0.2", default-features = false }
+sdnotify = { version = "0.1", default-features = false }
 [build-dependencies]
-ructe = { version = "0.14", features = [ "mime03" ] }
+ructe = { version = "0.13", features = ["warp02"] }
 [dev-dependencies]
 pfacts = "0"
--- a/README.md
+++ b/README.md
@ -6,28 +6,3 @@ nix](https://builtwithnix.org/badge.svg)](https://builtwithnix.org)
 ![Rust](https://github.com/Xe/site/workflows/Rust/badge.svg)
 My personal/portfolio website.
 ## <big>Information for people wishing to use this code</big>
 Don't. This code is not made for you to be able to use without extensive
 modification. The [license](https://github.com/Xe/site/blob/main/LICENSE) of
 this code is intentionally chosen in such a way that it will make reuse of this
 website code verbatim very difficult.
 If you are still adamant about using this backend, please keep several things in
 mind:
 1. All blog content is all rights reserved. I aggressively pursue and report
   content theft.
 2. You _must_ fully comply with the license. I will aggressively pursue people
   that are not in compliance with the license.
 3. You are on your own. I will not help you. This is code I made for myself and
   it's only really open source as a side effect of making deployment on NixOS
   easier. Please do not be the person that makes me have to take this repo
   closed source.
 4. Upon security issues being found and remediated, you will not be notified
   about issues or remediation instructions.
 This is probably not what you are looking for. Make your own website. Look into
 [Hugo](http://gohugo.io/) or [Zola](https://www.getzola.org/). They are going to
 be better maintained than this site will be.
--- a/1
+++ b/1
@ -0,0 +1 @@
 2.1.0
--- a/blog/3d-printing-openscad-2022-03-28.markdown
+++ b/blog/3d-printing-openscad-2022-03-28.markdown
@ -1,93 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Compiling Code to Matter in My Living Room
 date: 2022-03-28
 tags:
 - openscad
 - 3dprinting
 ---
 In a moment of weakness, my husband and I got a 3d printer. It's mostly been sitting around and not doing much since we got it, but recently I found a great use for it: I wanted a controller stand for my Valve Index controllers and VR full body trackers.
 After doing some digging on Thingiverse, I found [this stand](https://www.thingiverse.com/thing:4587097) that looked like it had promise. So I downloaded the model, sliced it and then sent it over to Kyubey:
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="tl" dir="ltr">Kyuubey is happy <a href="https://t.co/atTLN8MSgc">pic.twitter.com/atTLN8MSgc</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1507485129907871747?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 25, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 [Kyubey's name is a reference to <a href="https://madoka.fandom.com/wiki/Kyubey">Kyubey</a> from Puella Magi Madoka Magika</a>.](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 Once it was done I ended up with a stand that I could feed [these cables I got from Amazon](https://www.amazon.ca/gp/product/B09LSF8XL9/) through. The tracker holes worked great, but the controller holes were just barely too small.
 This was kinda frustrating and I almost gave up on the project, but then I remembered that [OpenSCAD](https://openscad.org) existed. OpenSCAD is a weird programming environment / 3D modeling hybrid program that I've seen used on Thingiverse. It works by letting you position platonic solids into a 3d environment, and from there you can create anything you want.
 One of the primitives that OpenSCAD offers is a cylinder. So I wondered if I could use one of those to widen the hole in the index stand and then reprint the part with the wider hole.
 [Wait, you're using a CAD program to fix your 3D print by modifying the model instead of using, I don't know, a drill and 5 minutes to make it fit that way?](conversation://Numa/dismay)
 [There's no doing like overdoing!](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 After some finangling, I managed to get the cylinders in the right place with this OpenSCAD code:
 ```scad
 //difference() {
    color("magenta") translate([0, 0, 0]) import("./assets/ValveTrackerDeckEditedByInugoro.stl");
    // bores for controller holders
    color([0, 1, 0]) translate([63, 44, 0]) cylinder(h = 55, r = 4.75);
    color([0, 1, 0]) translate([-63, 44, 0]) cylinder(h = 55, r = 4.75);
 //}
 ```
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">Some finagling required <a href="https://t.co/7T0R6x1XoP">pic.twitter.com/7T0R6x1XoP</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1508566854926745614?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 28, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 And when I uncommented out the `difference()` block, it ends up looking good enough:
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-conversation="none" data-dnt="true"><p lang="und" dir="ltr"><a href="https://t.co/fiShvlN8QH">pic.twitter.com/fiShvlN8QH</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1508567556759728141?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 28, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 So then I took a good solid look at the rest of the 3D printed part to see if I could improve on anything else before I sent it to another round of the printer. The last stand took _14 hours_ to print and used a lot of material. I want to avoid waste.
 Something I noticed is that the front of the print where all the cables come out was a bit too thin. All 5 of the cables wouldn't fit in there (my braided cables must have been thicker than the ones that the original modeler used). So again I grabbed a few platonic solids and managed to make it work out:
 ```scad
 // widen the paths
 color("green") translate([0, -16, 1.3]) rotate([0, 0, 90]) cube([10, 57, 7.8], center = true);
 color("green") translate([0, 0, 1.7]) rotate([0, 0, 0]) cube([25, 30, 7], center = true);
 ```
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-conversation="none" data-dnt="true"><p lang="und" dir="ltr"><a href="https://t.co/pKAVtiPfDS">pic.twitter.com/pKAVtiPfDS</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1508568858650685440?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 28, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 Then I wanted to add some wedges into the underside of the part to help me get the print off the bed. Most people have a problem with bed adhesion being too little. I have too much bed adhesion. So I added some angled rectangles:
 ```scad
 // wedges to help get the print off the bed
 color([1, 1, 0]) translate([-120, 0, 0]) rotate([15, 0, 90]) cube([10, 11, 2], center = true); // right
 color([1, 1, 0]) translate([120, 0, 0]) rotate([-15, 0, 90]) cube([10, 11, 2], center = true); // left
 color([1, 1, 0]) translate([0, -85, 0]) rotate([0, 15, 90]) cube([10, 11, 2], center = true); // back
 color([1, 1, 0]) translate([60, 56, 1]) rotate([0, -15, 90]) cube([10, 11, 2], center = true); // front left
 color([1, 1, 0]) translate([-60, 56, 1]) rotate([0, -15, 90]) cube([10, 11, 2], center = true); // front right
 color([1, 1, 0]) translate([32.5, 41, 1]) rotate([0, -15, 130]) cube([10, 11, 2], center = true); // front left inner
 color([1, 1, 0]) translate([-32.5, 41, 1]) rotate([0, -15, 60]) cube([10, 11, 2], center = true); // front right inner
 ```
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-conversation="none" data-dnt="true"><p lang="und" dir="ltr"><a href="https://t.co/XUQ9ZeYk1H">pic.twitter.com/XUQ9ZeYk1H</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1508569796253827077?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 28, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 And then once I spun it around for a bit and thought it was good, I sliced it in PrusaSlicer and sent it off to Kyubey. It was going to take 14 hours, so I went off to do other things, ate dinner and then went to bed while the printer continued.
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-conversation="none" data-dnt="true"><p lang="fr" dir="ltr">Diligent bean <a href="https://t.co/yPgnJA0ZdW">pic.twitter.com/yPgnJA0ZdW</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1508397506031460352?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 28, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 Then when I woke up, Kyubey was done:
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-conversation="none" data-dnt="true"><p lang="und" dir="ltr"><a href="https://t.co/2E1IS810EH">pic.twitter.com/2E1IS810EH</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1508407046995156992?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 28, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 I was excited and chiseled the print off the bed (the wedges helped a little, but it ended up making the print look kinda weird so I don't know if I will do that again), but the hole for the middle tracker didn't fit perfectly. Everything else did though.
 [If you want to get prints off your printer easier, see this video for the method we're starting to use: <br /><br /><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/VCCbzCvtRzU" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe>](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 I looked on my desk and found that a random pen that I had sitting around for months was about the right size, so I pushed it into and out of the hole a few times and then the cables fit perfectly. I assume some plastic was in a weird state or something.
 Then I set everything up and I had my Index controller stand:
 <blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-conversation="none" data-dnt="true"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">Victory! <a href="https://t.co/A3aCtQMQt5">pic.twitter.com/A3aCtQMQt5</a></p>&mdash; Xe Iaso (@theprincessxena) <a href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1508426229464064001?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 28, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>
 [I really need to get a table or something for this.](conversation://Cadey/facepalm)
 I've uploaded my modified version to [Thingiverse](https://www.thingiverse.com/thing:5332988). If you want to see the OpenSCAD code, you can check it out on GitHub [here](https://github.com/Xe/3dstuff/blob/main/index_stand_hack.scad). I'm really liking OpenSCAD so far. It's very weird but it lets you do whatever you want by chaining together basic shapes to build up to what you want. I imagine I will be using it a lot in the future, especially once my husband's new sim racing gear comes in.
 Having a 3D printer around is like having a very weird superpower on standby. You can compile matter in your living room, but you need a very pedantic description of what that should look like. You also can have any material you like as long as it's plastic. However when it's useful, it's a lifesaver. You can make something to fit a gap or mend something broken or even add functionality to something that lacked it. The cloud's the limit!
--- a/blog/7e-2020-12-20.markdown
+++ b/blog/7e-2020-12-20.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ tags:
 - ttrpg
 ---
 # The 7th Edition
 You know what, fuck rules. Fuck systems. Fuck limitations. Let's dial the
 tabletop RPG system down to its roots. Let's throw out every stat but one:
 Awesomeness. When you try to do something that could fail, roll for Awesomeness.
--- a/blog/OVE-20190623-0001.markdown
+++ b/blog/OVE-20190623-0001.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - release
 ---
 # OVE-20190623-0001
 ## Within Security Advisory
 Root-level Remote Command Injection in the [V](https://vlang.io) playground (OVE-20190623-0001)
--- a/blog/OVE-20191021-0001.markdown
+++ b/blog/OVE-20191021-0001.markdown
@ -9,6 +9,8 @@ tags:
 - oh-dear-god
 ---
 # OVE-20191021-0001
 ## Within Security Advisory
 Multiple vulnerabilities in the mysqljs API and code.
--- a/blog/TLDR-rust-2020-09-19.markdown
+++ b/blog/TLDR-rust-2020-09-19.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
  - golang
 ---
 # TL;DR Rust
 Recently I've been starting to use Rust more and more for larger and larger
 projects. As things have come up, I realized that I am missing a good reference
 for common things in Rust as compared to Go. This post contains a quick
--- a/blog/a-letter-to-those-that-bullied-me-2018-06-16.markdown
+++ b/blog/a-letter-to-those-that-bullied-me-2018-06-16.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - offmychest
 ---
 # A Letter to Those Who Bullied Me
 Hey,
 I'm not angry at you. I don't want to propagate hate. In a way, I almost feel like I should be thanking you for the contributions you've made in making me into the person I am today. Without you all, I would have had a completely different outcome in life. I would have stayed in the closet for good like I had planned. I would have probably ended up boring. I would have never met my closest friends and some even more.
--- a/blog/a-sigil-2022-01-11.markdown
+++ b/blog/a-sigil-2022-01-11.markdown
@ -1,45 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "Site Update: A Sigil"
 date: 2022-01-11
 ---
 <style>
 .logo-wumbo {
    background-color: #fdf5d7;
    -webkit-mask: url("/static/img/xeiaso.svg");
    -webkit-mask-repeat: no-repeat;
    -webkit-mask-size: 100%;
    mask: url("/static/img/xeiaso.svg");
    mask-repeat: no-repeat;
    mask-size: 100%;
    width: 9.5em;
    height: 16em;
    display: inline-block;
 }
@media (prefers-color-scheme: light) {
    .logo-wumbo {
        background-color: #1d2021;
    }
 }
 </style>
 The upper left-hand corner of my website has gotten more interesting as of
 recently. I have decided to experiment with adding an SVG icon to the upper left
 hand corner of the page.
 This is the sigilized form of the name `Xe Iaso`. This sigil is equivalent in
 meaning and semantics to the name `Xe Iaso`. Here is a version of it in a much
 bigger size:
 <center><span class="logo-wumbo"></span></center>
 [Fun fact: the sigil is written using <a
 href="https://greggshorthand.github.io/index.html">Gregg Shorthand</a>. It says
 the phonetic equivalent of `Xe Iaso`.](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 I have tested this in Edge on Linux, Firefox on Linux, Chrome on Android and
 Safari on iOS. This should cover most of the big web browsers, but surely I've
 missed something. If you use a _modern release_ of a _standards compliant_ web
 browser and you don't see a logo anywhere on the page, please let me know so I
 can go cry and then hopefully fix the issue.
--- a/blog/a-tool-to-aid-forgetfulness-2022-01-12.markdown
+++ b/blog/a-tool-to-aid-forgetfulness-2022-01-12.markdown
@ -1,27 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: A Tool to Aid Forgetfulness
 date: 2022-01-12
 series: stories
 ---
 The Egyptian God Thoth lived in the Egyptian city of Naucratis. Thoth was the
 inventor of many arts such as math and astronomy, but the most significant was
 the invention of writing. Thoth showed writing to the king of Egypt, claiming
 that it would make Egyptians wiser and give them better memories; that it it
 would vastly improve both the memory and the wit of the Egyptian people.
 The king replied: "Thoth, you invented this tool. As such you are not the best
 one to judge such things. You have not created a tool to aid memory, you have
 created a tool to aid forgetfulness. Learners will not use their memories, they
 will blindly trust these sigils and not remember for themselves.
 "You have discovered an aid to vague recollection, as the users of this tool
 will not be given truth. They will only be given a semblance of truth.
 "They will be hearers of many things and learners of nothing. They will appear
 to know all the knowledge of the world yet when asked they will only be the
 middleman to external forces that are trusted without verification. They will
 know wisdom, but not truth."
 Adapted from The Dialogues of Plato in Five Volumes, 3rd ed. Oxford
 University, 1892. Vol. 1 pp. 483-489.
--- a/blog/a-trip-into-freebsd-2021-02-13.markdown
+++ b/blog/a-trip-into-freebsd-2021-02-13.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ tags:
 - freebsd
 ---
 # A Trip into FreeBSD
 I normally deal with Linux machines. Linux is what I know and it's what I've
 been using since I was in college. A friend of mine has been coaxing me into
 trying out [FreeBSD](https://www.freebsd.org), and I decided to try it out and
--- a/blog/aegis-prometheus-2021-04-05.markdown
+++ b/blog/aegis-prometheus-2021-04-05.markdown
@ -1,278 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Prometheus and Aegis
 date: 2021-04-05
 tags:
 - prometheus
 - o11y
 ---
 [*Last time in the christine dot website cinematic
 universe:*](https://xeiaso.net/blog/unix-domain-sockets-2021-04-01) 
 *Unix sockets started to be used to grace the cluster. Things were at peace.
 Then, a realization came through:*
 [What about Prometheus? Doesn't it need a direct line of fire to the service to
 scrape metrics?](conversation://Mara/hmm?smol)
 *This could not do! Without observability the people of the Discord wouldn't have
 a livefeed of the infrastructure falling over! This cannot stand! Look, our hero
 takes action!*
 [It will soon!](conversation://Cadey/percussive-maintenance?smol)
 In order to help keep an eye on all of the services I run, I use
 [Prometheus](https://prometheus.io/) for collecting metrics. For an example of
 the kind of metrics I collect, see [here (1)](/metrics). In the configuration
 that I have, Prometheus runs on a server in my apartment and reaches out to my
 other machines to scrape metrics over the network. This worked great when I had
 my major services listen over TCP, I could just point Prometheus at the backend
 port over my tunnel.
 When I started using Unix sockets for hosting my services, this stopped working.
 It became very clear very quickly that I needed some kind of shim. This shim
 needed to do the following things:
 - Listen over the network as a HTTP server
 - Connect to the unix sockets for relevant services based on the path (eg.
  `/xesite` should get the metrics from `/srv/within/run/xesite.sock`)
 - Do nothing else
 The Go standard library has a tool for doing reverse proxying in the standard
 library:
 [`net/http/httputil#ReverseProxy`](https://pkg.go.dev/net/http/httputil#ReverseProxy).
 Maybe we could build something with this?
 [The documentation seems to imply it will use the network by default. Wait,
 what's this `Transport` field?](conversation://Mara/hmm?smol)
 ```go
 type ReverseProxy struct {
  // ...
  // The transport used to perform proxy requests.
  // If nil, http.DefaultTransport is used.
  Transport http.RoundTripper
  // ...
 }
 ```
 [So a transport is a <a
 href="https://pkg.go.dev/net/http#RoundTripper">`RoundTripper`</a>, which is a
 function that takes a request and returns a response somehow. It uses
 `http.DefaultTransport` by default, which reads from the network. So at a
 minimum we're gonna need: <ul><li>a `ReverseProxy`</li><li>a
 `Transport`</li><li>a dialing function</li><ul>Right?](conversation://Mara/hmm?smol)
 Yep! Unix sockets can be used like normal sockets, so all you need is something
 like this:
 ```go
 func proxyToUnixSocket(w http.ResponseWriter, r *http.Request) {
  name := path.Base(r.URL.Path)
  fname := filepath.Join(*sockdir, name+".sock")
  _, err := os.Stat(fname)
  if os.IsNotExist(err) {
    http.NotFound(w, r)
    return
  }
  ts := &http.Transport{
    Dial: func(_, _ string) (net.Conn, error) {
      return net.Dial("unix", fname)
    },
    DisableKeepAlives: true,
  }
  rp := httputil.ReverseProxy{
    Director: func(req *http.Request) {
      req.URL.Scheme = "http"
      req.URL.Host = "aegis"
      req.URL.Path = "/metrics"
      req.URL.RawPath = "/metrics"
    },
    Transport: ts,
  }
  rp.ServeHTTP(w, r)
 }
 ```
 [So in this handler:](conversation://Mara/hmm?smol)
 ```go
 name := path.Base(r.URL.Path)
 fname := filepath.Join(*sockdir, name+".sock")
 _, err := os.Stat(fname)
 if os.IsNotExist(err) {
  http.NotFound(w, r)
  return
 }
 ts := &http.Transport{
  Dial: func(_, _ string) (net.Conn, error) {
    return net.Dial("unix", fname)
  },
  DisableKeepAlives: true,
 }
 ```
 [You have the socket path built from the URL path, and then you return
 connections to that path ignoring what the HTTP stack thinks it should point
 to?](conversation://Mara/hmm?smol)
 Yep. Then the rest is really just boilerplate:
 ```go
 package main
 import (
  "flag"
  "log"
  "net"
  "net/http"
  "net/http/httputil"
  "os"
  "path"
  "path/filepath"
 )
 var (
  hostport = flag.String("hostport", "[::]:31337", "TCP host:port to listen on")
  sockdir  = flag.String("sockdir", "./run", "directory full of unix sockets to monitor")
 )
 func main() {
  flag.Parse()
  log.SetFlags(0)
  log.Printf("%s -> %s", *hostport, *sockdir)
  http.DefaultServeMux.HandleFunc("/", proxyToUnixSocket)
  log.Fatal(http.ListenAndServe(*hostport, nil))
 }
 ```
 Now all that's needed is to build a NixOS service out of this:
 ```nix
 { config, lib, pkgs, ... }:
 let cfg = config.within.services.aegis;
 in
 with lib; {
  # Mara\ this describes all of the configuration options for Aegis.
  options.within.services.aegis = {
    enable = mkEnableOption "Activates Aegis (unix socket prometheus proxy)";
    # Mara\ This is the IPv6 host:port that the service should listen on.
    # It's IPv6 because this is $CURRENT_YEAR.
    hostport = mkOption {
      type = types.str;
      default = "[::1]:31337";
      description = "The host:port that aegis should listen for traffic on";
    };
    # Mara\ This is the folder full of unix sockets. In the previous post we
    # mentioned that the sockets should go somewhere like /tmp, however this
    # may be a poor life decision: 
    # https://lobste.rs/s/fqqsct/unix_domain_sockets_for_serving_http#c_g4ljpf
    sockdir = mkOption {
      type = types.str;
      default = "/srv/within/run";
      example = "/srv/within/run";
      description =
        "The folder that aegis will read from";
    };
  };
  # Mara\ The configuration that will arise from this module if it's enabled
  config = mkIf cfg.enable {
    # Mara\ Aegis has its own user account to keep things tidy. It doesn't need
    # root to run so we don't give it root.
    users.users.aegis = {
      createHome = true;
      description = "tulpa.dev/cadey/aegis";
      isSystemUser = true;
      group = "within";
      home = "/srv/within/aegis";
    };
    # Mara\ The systemd service that actually runs Aegis.
    systemd.services.aegis = {
      wantedBy = [ "multi-user.target" ];
      # Mara\ These correlate to the [Service] block in the systemd unit.
      serviceConfig = {
        User = "aegis";
        Group = "within";
        Restart = "on-failure";
        WorkingDirectory = "/srv/within/aegis";
        RestartSec = "30s";
      };
      # Mara\ When the service starts up, run this script.
      script = let aegis = pkgs.tulpa.dev.cadey.aegis;
      in ''
        exec ${aegis}/bin/aegis -sockdir="${cfg.sockdir}" -hostport="${cfg.hostport}"
      '';
    };
  };
 }
 ```
 [Then I just flicked it on for a server of mine:](conversation://Cadey/enby?smol)
 ```nix
 within.services.aegis = {
  enable = true;
  hostport = "[fda2:d982:1da2:180d:b7a4:9c5c:989b:ba02]:43705";
  sockdir = "/srv/within/run";
 };
 ```
 [And then test it with `curl`:](conversation://Cadey/enby?smol)
 ```console
 $ curl http://[fda2:d982:1da2:180d:b7a4:9c5c:989b:ba02]:43705/printerfacts
 # HELP printerfacts_hits Number of hits to various pages
 # TYPE printerfacts_hits counter
 printerfacts_hits{page="fact"} 15
 printerfacts_hits{page="index"} 23
 printerfacts_hits{page="not_found"} 17
 # HELP process_cpu_seconds_total Total user and system CPU time spent in seconds.
 # TYPE process_cpu_seconds_total counter
 process_cpu_seconds_total 0.06
 # HELP process_max_fds Maximum number of open file descriptors.
 # TYPE process_max_fds gauge
 process_max_fds 1024
 # HELP process_open_fds Number of open file descriptors.
 # TYPE process_open_fds gauge
 process_open_fds 12
 # HELP process_resident_memory_bytes Resident memory size in bytes.
 # TYPE process_resident_memory_bytes gauge
 process_resident_memory_bytes 5296128
 # HELP process_start_time_seconds Start time of the process since unix epoch in seconds.
 # TYPE process_start_time_seconds gauge
 process_start_time_seconds 1617458164.36
 # HELP process_virtual_memory_bytes Virtual memory size in bytes.
 # TYPE process_virtual_memory_bytes gauge
 process_virtual_memory_bytes 911777792
 ```
 [And there you go! Now we can make Prometheus point to this and we can save
 Christmas!](conversation://Cadey/aha?smol)
 [:D](conversation://Mara/happy?smol)
 ---
 This is another experiment in writing these kinds of posts in more of a Socratic
 method. I'm trying to strike a balance with a [limited pool of
 stickers](https://tulpa.dev/cadey/kadis-layouts/src/branch/master/moonlander/leader.c#L68-L84)
 while I wait for more stickers/emoji to come in. [Feedback](/contact) is always welcome.
 (1): These metrics are not perfect because of the level of caching that
 Cloudflare does for me.
--- a/blog/against-toxicity-programming-languages.markdown
+++ b/blog/against-toxicity-programming-languages.markdown
@ -1,65 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "My Stance on Toxicity About Programming Languages"
 date: 2022-05-23
 tags:
 - toxicity
 - culture
 ---
 I have been toxic and hateful in the past about programming language choice. I
 now realize this is a mistake. I am sorry if my being toxic about programming
 languages has harmed you.
 By toxic, I mean doing things or saying things that imply people are lesser for
 having different experience and preferences about programming languages. I have
 seen people imply that using languages like PHP or Node.js means that they are
 idiots or similar. This is toxic behavior and I do not want to be a part of it
 in the future.
 I am trying to not be toxic about programming languages in the future. Each
 programming language is made to solve the tasks it was designed to solve and
 being toxic about it helps nobody. By being toxic about programming languages
 like this, I only serve to spread toxicity and then see it be repeated as the
 people that look up to me as a role model will then strive to repeat my
 behavior. This cannot continue. I do not want my passion projects to become
 synonymous with toxicity and vitriol. I do not want to be known as the person
 that hates $PROGRAMMING_LANGUAGE. I want to break the cycle.
 With this, I want to confirm that I will not write any more attack articles
 about programming languages. I am doing my best to ensure that this will also
 spread to my social media actions, conference talks and as many other things as
 I can.
 I challenge all of you readers to take this challenge too. Don't spread toxicity
 about programming languages. All of the PHP hate out there is a classic example
 of this. PHP is a viable programming language that is used by a large percentage
 of the internet. By insinuating that everyone using PHP is inferior (or worse)
 you only serve to push people away and worst case cause them to be toxic about
 the things you like. Toxicity breeds toxicity and the best way to stop it is to
 be the one to break the cycle and have others follow in your footsteps.
 I have been incredibly toxic about PHP in the past. PHP is one of if not the
 most widely used programming languages for writing applications that run on a
 web server. Its design makes it dead simple to understand how incoming HTTP
 requests relate to files on the disk. There is no compile step. The steps to
 make a change are to open the file on the server, make the change you want to
 see and press F5. This is a developer experience that is unparalleled in most
 HTTP frameworks that I've seen in other programming environments. PHP users
 deserve better than to be hated on. PHP is an incredibly valid choice and I'm
 sure that with the right linters and human review in the mix it can be as secure
 as "properly written" services in Go, Java and Rust.
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="enby">Take the "don't be toxic about programming
 languages" challenge! Just stop with the hate, toxicity and vitriol. Our jobs
 are complicated enough already. Being toxic to eachother about how we decide to
 solve problems is a horrible life decision at the least and actively harmful to
 people's careers at most. Just stop.</xeblog-conv>
 ---
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="hacker">This post is not intended as a sub-blog.
 If you feel that this post is calling you out, please don't take this
 personally. There is a lot of toxicity out there and it will take a long time to
 totally disarm it, even with people dedicated to doing it. This is an adaptation
 of [this twitter
 thread](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1527765025561186304).</xeblog-conv>
--- a/blog/all-there-is-is-now-2019-05-25.markdown
+++ b/blog/all-there-is-is-now-2019-05-25.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ date: 2019-05-25
 series: dreams
 ---
 # All There is is Now
 The dream scenario was going on for a while uneventfully. I saw an old man walking around and ranting about things. I decided to go and talk with him.
 "You fools! Time doesn't exist! The past is immutable! Don't worry about your trivial daily needs. All there is is Now!"
--- a/blog/anathema-2019-10-21.markdown
+++ b/blog/anathema-2019-10-21.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - makes-u-thonk
 ---
 # Outsider Art and Anathema
 This was going to be a post about [Urbit][urbit] at first; but in the process of discussing about my interest in writing something _positive_ about it, I was warned by a few people that this was a Bad Idea. I was focusing purely on the technical side of it and how closely it implemented a concept called [liquid software][liquidsoftware], but from what people were saying, it seemed like a creation that was spoiled by something outside of it, specifically the creator's political views (of which I had little idea at the time).
 As much as I will probably return to the original concept in the future with another post, this feels like something I had to address first.
--- a/blog/anbernic-win600-first-impressions.markdown
+++ b/blog/anbernic-win600-first-impressions.markdown
@ -1,175 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "Anbernic Win600 First Impressions"
 date: 2022-07-14
 series: reviews
 ---
 Right now PC gaming is largely a monopoly centered around Microsoft Windows.
 Many PC games only support Windows and a large fraction of them use technical
 means to prevent gamers on other platforms from playing those games. In 2021,
 Valve introduced the [Steam Deck](https://www.steamdeck.com/en/) as an
 alternative to that monopoly. There's always been a small, underground market
 for handheld gaming PCs that let you play PC games on the go, but it's always
 been a very niche market dominated by a few big players that charge a lot of
 money relative to the game experience they deliver. The Steam Deck radically
 changed this equation and it's still on backorder to this day. This has made
 other manufacturers take notice and one of them was Anbernic.
 [Anbernic](https://anbernic.com/) is a company that specializes in making retro
 emulation handheld gaming consoles. Recently they released their
 [Win600](https://anbernic.com/products/new-anbernic-win600) handheld. It has a
 Radeon Silver 3020e or a Radeon Silver 3050e and today I am going to give you my
 first impressions of it. I have the 3050e version.
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="happy">A review of the Steam Deck is coming up
 soon!</xeblog-conv>
 One of the real standout features of this device is that Anbernic has been
 working with Valve to allow people to run SteamOS on it! This makes us all one
 step closer to having a viable competitor to Windows for gaming. SteamOS is
 fantastic and has revolutionized gaming on Linux. It's good to see it coming to
 more devices.
 ## Out of the box
 I ordered my Win600 about 3 hours after sales opened. It arrived in a week and
 came in one of those china-spec packages made out of insulation. If you've ever
 ordered things from AliExpress you know what I'm talking about. It's just a
 solid mass of insulation.
 [![The console siting on my desk with its charging brick and included cable](https://cdn.xeiaso.net/file/christine-static/img/FXozAEjUsAQEg9d-smol.jpeg)](https://cdn.xeiaso.net/file/christine-static/img/FXozAEjUsAQEg9d.jpeg)
 The unboxing experience was pretty great. The console came with:
 * The console
 * A box containing the charger and cable
 * A slip of paper telling you how to set up windows without a wifi connection
 * A screen protector and cleaning cloth (my screen protector was broken in the
  box, so much for all that insulation lol)
 * A user manual that points out obvious things about your device
 One of the weirder things about this device is the mouse/gamepad slider on the
 side. It changes the USB devices on the system and makes the gamepad either act
 like an xinput joypad or a mouse and keyboard. The mouse and keyboard controls
 are strange. Here are the controls I have discovered so far:
 * R1 is right click
 * L1 is left click
 * A is enter
 * The right stick very slowly skitters the mouse around the screen
 * The left stick is a super aggressive scroll wheel
 Figuring out these controls on the fly without any help from the manual meant
 that I had taken long enough in the setup screen that [Cortana started to pipe
 up](https://youtu.be/yn6bSm9HXFg) and guided me through the setup process. This
 was not fun. I had to connect an external keyboard to finish setup.
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="coffee">This is probably not Anbernic's fault.
 Windows is NOT made for smaller devices like this and oh god it
 shows.</xeblog-conv>
 ## Windows 10 "fun"
 There is also a keyboard button on the side. When you are using windows this
 button summons a soft keyboard. Not the nice to use modern soft keyboard though,
 the legacy terrible soft keyboard that Microsoft has had for forever and never
 really updated. Using it is grating, like rubbing sandpaper all over your hands.
 This made entering in my Wi-Fi password an adventure. It took my husband and I
 15 minutes to get the device to connect to Wi-Fi. 15 minutes to connect to
 Wi-Fi.
 Once it was connected to Wi-Fi, I tried to update the system to the latest
 version of windows. The settings update crashed. Windows Update's service also
 crashed. Windows Update also randomly got stuck trying to start the installation
 process for updates. Once updates worked and finished installing, I rebooted.
 I tried to clean up the taskbar by disabling all of the random icons that
 product managers at Microsoft want you to see. The Cortana button was stuck on
 and I was unable to disable it. Trying to hide the Windows meet icon crashed
 explorer.exe. I don't know what part of this is Windows going out of its way to
 mess with me (I'm cursed) and what part of it is Windows really not being
 optimized for this hardware in any sense of the way.
 Windows is really painful on this device. It's obvious that Windows was not made
 with this device in mind. There are buttons to hack around this (but not as far
 as the task manager button I've seen on other handhelds), but overall trying to
 use Windows with a game console is like trying to saw a log with a pencil
 sharpener. It's just the wrong tool for the job. Sure you _can_ do it, but _can_
 and _should_ are different words in English.
 Another weird thing about Windows on this device is that the screen only reports
 a single display mode: 1280x720. It has no support for lower resolutions to run
 older games that only work on those lower resolutions. In most cases this will
 be not an issue, but if you want to lower the resolution of a game to squeeze
 more performance out then you may have issues.
 ## Steam
 In a moment of weakness, I decided to start up Steam. Steam defaulted to Big
 Picture mode and its first-time-user-experience made me set up Wi-Fi again.
 There was no way to bypass it. I got out my moonlander again and typed in my
 Wi-Fi password again, and then I downloaded Sonic Adventure 2 as a test for how
 games feel on it. Sonic Adventure 2 is a very lightweight game (you can play it
 for like 6.5 hours on a full charge of the Steam Deck) and I've played it to
 _death_ over the years. I know how the game _should_ feel.
 [![The starting screen of City Escape in Sonic Adventure 2, with the console propped up with a Steam Controller](https://cdn.xeiaso.net/file/christine-static/img/FXpIjhwUIAUEujg-smol.jpeg)](https://cdn.xeiaso.net/file/christine-static/img/FXpIjhwUIAUEujg.jpeg)
 City Escape ran at a perfect 60 FPS at the device's native resolution. The main
 thing I noticed though was the position of the analog sticks. Based on the
 design of the device, I'm pretty sure they were going for something with a
 PlayStation DualShock 4 layout with the action buttons on the top and the sticks
 on the bottom. The sticks are too far down on the device. Playing Sonic
 Adventure 2 was kind of painful.
 ## SteamOS
 So I installed SteamOS on the device. Besides a weird issue with 5 GHZ Wi-Fi not
 working and updates requiring me to reboot the device IMMEDIATELY after
 connecting to Wi-Fi, it works great. I can install games and they run. The DPI
 for SteamOS is quite wrong though. All the UI elements are painfully small. For
 comparison, I put my Steam Deck on the same screen as I had on the Win600. The
 Steam Deck is on top and the Win600 is on the bottom.
 [![The game overview for Sonic Adventure 2 on both the Steam Deck and Anbernic Win600](https://f001.backblazeb2.com/file/christine-static/img/FXqSz_tVsAAU0wf-smol.jpeg)](https://f001.backblazeb2.com/file/christine-static/img/FXqSz_tVsAAU0wf.jpeg)
 Yeah. It leaves things to be desired.
 When I had SteamOS set up, I did find something that makes the Win600 slightly
 better than the Steam Deck. When you are adding games to Steam with Emulation
 Station you need to close the Steam client to edit the leveldb files that Steam
 uses to track what games you can launch. On the Steam Deck, the Steam client
 also enables the built-in controllers to act as a keyboard and mouse. This means
 that you need to poke around and pray with the touchscreen to get EmuDeck games
 up and running. The mouse/controller switch on the Win600 makes this slightly
 more convenient because the controllers can always poorly act as a mouse and
 keyboard.
 When you are in KDE on the Win600, you don't get a soft keyboard at all. This is
 mildly inconvenient, but can be fixed with the moonlander yet again. Here's a
 screenshot of what my KDE desktop on the Win600 looks like:
 [![My SteamOS desktop on the Win600, showing Crossette from Xenoblade Chronicles 2 center frame](https://f001.backblazeb2.com/file/christine-static/img/Screenshot_20220714_144655-smol.jpg)](https://f001.backblazeb2.com/file/christine-static/img/Screenshot_20220714_144655.png)
 Overall, SteamOS is a lot more ergonomic in my opinion and will let you play
 games to your heart's content.
 The D-pad feels really good. I love how it responds. When I did a little bit of
 Sonic Mania I never felt like I was inaccurate. There were some weird audio
 hitches on Sonic Mania though where the music would cut out randomly. Not sure
 what's going on with that. I could play through entire Pokemon games with that
 D-pad.
 ## Conclusions for now
 Overall I'm getting the feeling that this device is _okay_. It's not great, it's
 not terrible, but it's okay. I need to get some more experience with it, but so
 far it seems that this device really does have a weight class and oh god if you
 play a game outside its weight class your UX goes to shit instantly. The battery
 life leaves _a lot_ to be desired so far. However it does work. It's hard to not
 compare this to the Steam Deck, but it's so much less in comparison to the Steam
 Deck.
 I don't know how I feel about this device. I'm not sure it's worth the money. I
 need to get more experience with it. I'll have a better sense of all this when I
 write my full review. Stay tuned for that!
--- a/blog/android-thoughts-2021-07-03.markdown
+++ b/blog/android-thoughts-2021-07-03.markdown
@ -1,127 +0,0 @@
 ---
 date: 2021-07-03
 title: My Thoughts About Using Android Again as an iPhone User
 tags:
 - android
 - iphone
 author: ectamorphic
 ---
 I used to be a hardcore Android user. It was my second major kind of smartphone
 (the first was Windows Mobile 6.1 on a T-Mobile Dash) and it left me hooked to
 the concept of smartphones and connected tech in general. I've used many Android
 phones over the years but one day I rage-switched over to an iPhone. My Samsung
 Galaxy S7 pissed me off for the last time and I went to the Apple store and
 bought an iPhone 7 on the spot. I popped my sim card into it (after a lovely
 meal at Panda Express) and I was off to the races. I haven't really used Android
 since other than in little stints with devices like the Amazon Fire 7 (because
 it was so darn cheap).
 Recently I realized that it would be very easy to package up my website for the
 Google Play Store using [pwabuilder](https://www.pwabuilder.com/). I've been
 shipping my site as a progressive web app (PWA) for years (and use that PWA for
 testing how the site looks on my phone), but aside from the occasional confused
 screenshot that's been tweeted at me I've never actually made much use of this.
 It does do an additional level of caching (which is why you can load a bunch of
 pages on the site, disconnect from the internet and then still browse those
 pages that you loaded like you were online) though, which helps a lot with the
 bandwidth cost of this site.
 So, I decided to ship this site as an Android app. You can download it from the
 Google Play Store
 [here](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=website.christine.xesite)
 and get a partially native experience. It worked perfectly in the Android
 emulator but you really need to experience it on a phone to know for sure. On a
 whim I grabbed a [Moto g8
 Power](https://www.gsmarena.com/motorola_moto_g8_power-10052.php) from Amazon
 and then I used it for the final testing on the app before I shipped it on the
 Google Play store. I unboxed the phone, set it up, plugged it into my MacBook
 and then hit "run" in Android Studio. The app installed instantly and I saw [the
 homepage for my site](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/Screenshot_20210703-101654.png).
 It was a magical experience. Me, someone that has no idea what they are doing
 with Android app development was able to take an existing project I've poured
 years of work into and make it work on a phone like a native app. I literally
 just had the phone barely out of the box and my code was running natively on it.
 I don't have to worry about the app timing out, I don't have to pay Google money
 to test things on my own device, I just hit play and it runs.
 This is the kind of developer experience I wish I could have on iOS. I used to
 have a paid developer cert for resigning a few personally hacked up apps, but
 when I moved to Canada and changed over my cards to have Canadian billing
 addresses I lost the ability to purchase a renewal for my developer certificate.
 I _can_ change my Apple account over to a Canadian one but doing that means I
 have to delete my Apple Music subscription and that would delete all of the
 custom uploaded music I have in the cloud. I have more music up there than I
 have disk space locally, so this is not really a viable option.
 Meanwhile on Android you just open the box, turn the phone on, set it up, press
 on the build number 10 times, enable USB debugging, plug it in, confirm debug
 access and bam, you're in. You can test an unlimited number of Android apps
 forever. I can give the APK to people and then they can tell me if it works on
 their device. You cannot do this on iOS. It's making me really consider if iOS
 really is the best option for me going forward.
 But then the claws of the Apple ecosystem show their face. I have an iPad,
 MacBook Air, Apple Watch, iPhone and AirPods. If I end up switching to Android
 as my main phone I make my watch significantly less useful. I won't have the
 seamless notification syncing to my wrist unless I buy a new watch. I don't
 really know if I want to do that.
 At the same time though, Android lets me poke around and change things that
 bother me. I can make animations faster, which makes the phone _feel_ so much
 more snappy and responsive. I can rip out Chrome and replace it with something
 else. I can choose which app to use for text messages. I have _agency_ and
 _power_ over my experience in ways that iOS simply cannot match. As a tinkerer
 that mains a NixOS tower this is a huge factor for me. And then I'm able to test
 my apps for free. I can just do it. I don't have to worry about dev certs,
 licenses or anything else. I just put the app on the phone and I'm done.
 Android's UX is a lot different than it was when I used it last. The last
 Android phone I used had hardware home, menu and back buttons. This Moto g8
 Power seems to have some kind of gesture control mode that mostly emulates
 modern iPhone gesture controls, so my muscle memory isn't totally freaked out.
 It was a bit more sensitive than I would have liked out of the box, but I was
 easily able to tweak the sensitivity until I got to a level I was comfortable
 with. This would have never been able to happen on iOS.
 I guess this post is a lot more rambly and less focused than I thought it would
 be while I was outlining it on paper. I didn't go into this expecting a 1:1
 experience matchup with what I have on iOS. This phone is not nearly powerful
 enough to make them comparable, however I can easily just pick it up, do what I
 need and it does it. I'm considering getting a burner sim for this thing so I
 can take it with me instead of (or in addition to) my iPhone. The camera is
 decent, but I don't really have any good comparison shots yet. Android and iOS
 are at a state of convergent evolution at this point. They both do about the
 same things. Android is more easily customizeable and iOS is more about a guided
 experience. Neither is really "better" at this point, but I guess it really will
 boil down to the ecosystem you want.
 Apple's walled garden approach has a lot of
 things in its favor. You can buy accessories from the Apple Store and they will
 just work. You can seamlessly copy things from your phone to your tablet or your
 laptop. iCloud and Airdrop glue your machines together, and in the future I can
 only anticipate that each of those devices will get more and more muddled
 together until there's not really a difference between them. Android has a lot
 of options. There's over 15,000 Android devices out there with official Google
 Play support. They're all at different patch states and have different gimmicks
 to distinguish them, but you have an unparalleled amount of choice and agency.
 This means that there's less of a consistent total experience, however it leaves
 a lot of room for experimentation and innovation.
 I like this phone and the instance of Android that runs on it. The only real
 downside I've seen so far is that the update notes are in Spanish. I have no
 idea why they're in Spanish, I don't speak Spanish and the phone's UI language
 is set to English, but I get ["Seguridad de
 Android"](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1411072416986587138/photo/1)
 patches on it and that's my life now.
 A lot of the Airdrop and integration features I've been missing have been
 supplemented by [Taildrop](https://tailscale.com/kb/1106/taildrop/) and
 Tailscale in general. It's really satisfying to be able to work for a company
 that makes the annoyingly hard problem of "make computers talk to eachother" so
 _trivial_.
 Overall, it's a 7/10 experience for me. I'd likely choose Android if I wasn't so
 entrenched in the Apple/iOS ecosystem. If only it wasn't so tied into Google's
 fangs.
--- a/blog/animal-crossing-stability-2021-02-28.markdown
+++ b/blog/animal-crossing-stability-2021-02-28.markdown
@ -1,10 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "Animal Crossing New Horizons: An Island of Stability in an Unstable World"
 date: 2021-02-28
 tags:
 - link
 redirect_to: https://www.getrevue.co/profile/theprincessxena/issues/animal-crossing-new-horizons-an-island-of-stability-in-an-unstable-world-313933
 ---
 Check out this post [on my
 newsletter](https://www.getrevue.co/profile/theprincessxena/issues/animal-crossing-new-horizons-an-island-of-stability-in-an-unstable-world-313933)!
--- a/blog/apple-macbook-air-m1-review-2021-02-15.markdown
+++ b/blog/apple-macbook-air-m1-review-2021-02-15.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - aarch64
 ---
 # The Worst Experience I've Had With an aarch64 MacBook
 I've had my hands on this M1 MacBook Air for a few weeks now and I have gotten a
 lot of opinions about it. I wanted to go over them and give my thoughts. This is
 an amazing laptop. Its battery life is iPad tier. I can run iPad and iPhone apps
@ -21,7 +23,7 @@ up being the _worst_ experience that I have using an aarch64 MacBook.
 [This website](https://github.com/Xe/site) is a fairly complicated webapp
 written in Rust. As such it makes for a fairly decent compile stress test. I'm
 going to do a compile test against my [Ryzen
-3600](https://xeiaso.net/blog/nixos-desktop-flow-2020-04-25) with this M1
+3600](https://christine.website/blog/nixos-desktop-flow-2020-04-25) with this M1
 MacBook Air.
 My tower is running this version of Rust:
--- a/blog/atom-as-vim-2014-11-18.markdown
+++ b/blog/atom-as-vim-2014-11-18.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,9 @@ tags:
 - vim
 ---
 My Experience with Atom as A Vim User
 =====================================
 Historically, I am a Vim user. People know me as a very very heavy vim
 user. I have spent almost the last two years customizing [my .vimrc
 file](https://github.com/Xe/dotfiles/blob/master/.vimrc) and I have parts 
--- a/blog/backslash-kubernetes-2021-01-03.markdown
+++ b/blog/backslash-kubernetes-2021-01-03.markdown
@ -1,8 +1,10 @@
 ---
-title: "Goodbye Kubernetes"
+title: "</kubernetes>"
 date: 2021-01-03
 ---
 # &lt;/kubernetes&gt;
 Well, since I posted [that last post](/blog/k8s-pondering-2020-12-31) I have had
 an adventure. A good friend pointed out a server host that I had missed when I
 was looking for other places to use, and now I have migrated my blog to this new
@ -181,7 +183,7 @@ server, my kubernetes cluster and my dokku server:
 - hlang -> https://h.christine.website
 - mi -> https://mi.within.website
 - printerfacts -> https://printerfacts.cetacean.club
- xesite -> https://xeiaso.net
+- xesite -> https://christine.website
 - graphviz -> https://graphviz.christine.website
 - idp -> https://idp.christine.website
 - oragono -> ircs://irc.within.website:6697/
--- a/blog/beauty-in-ugly-2018-04-23.markdown
+++ b/blog/beauty-in-ugly-2018-04-23.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - shell
 ---
 # The Beautiful in the Ugly
 Functional programming is nice and all, but sometimes you just need to have
 things get done regardless of the consequences. Sometimes a dirty little hack
 will suffice in place of a branching construct. This is a story of one of these
--- a/blog/beego-2014-11-28.markdown
+++ b/blog/beego-2014-11-28.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,9 @@ tags:
 - beego
 ---
 Web Application Development with Beego
 ======================================
 Beego is a fantastic web application framework from the Go China
 community. It currently powers some of the biggest websites in China,
 and thus the world.
--- a/blog/best-friend-imaginary-bottle-window-cleaner-2021-09-24.markdown
+++ b/blog/best-friend-imaginary-bottle-window-cleaner-2021-09-24.markdown
@ -1,191 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "My Next Life as an Imaginary Bottle of Window Cleaner"
 date: 2021-09-24
 author: Mai
 tags:
 - isekai
 - fiction
 ---
 Today was another boring day, like all the other boring days. I was almost done
 with my commute to the office, not looking forward to spending another day
 working on the same spreadsheet. I don't believe in monsters, ghosts or spirits,
 but I do believe that thing is haunted.
 "Next stop is Broughton Junction, end of the line!"
 That was my stop. I thought I got it easy by getting an apartment right next to
 the train, but I never thought that my job would move so far away. I got up with
 the others and walked my way to the exit of the station. The crowd was lifeless
 and dead today. The usual morning rush of the station I got on the train at had
 turned into a lazy slump towards the exit.
 The only solace from these doldrums was the barista at the coffee shop by the
 doors. She had such a lovely smile; sometimes it was the only thing that kept me
 going. _I wonder what her name is_, I thought to myself as I breached the
 darkness of the station and was enveloped in the light of the outside world.
 Nubypool was the financial hub of the province. My work was in the Ministry of
 Accounting, taming the beast that was their spreadsheets. As I walked towards
 the entrance of the building I looked around, seeing the gray, drab skyscrapers
 around me sully the lively deep blue above them.
 I crossed the street and walked to the double doors, but then there was a noise.
 I looked up and saw something falling towards me, then suddenly there was a loud
 noise and everything went dark.
 The darkness persisted for a while, I couldn't touch, see or hear myself. I was
 alone in a silent hell with only my thoughts to break the sheer emptiness of it
 all. Suddenly, it hit me. _I'm dead, aren't I? I'm never going to get that
 barista's number, am I?_
 A noise filled my awareness. I couldn't recognize it, but it came with a
 friendly presence. It felt like my best friend, mother, and more all in one. I
 felt like I knew this person intimately even though we had never spoken before.
 I could pick out that there were words, but nothing usable other than that.
 The words stopped after a while, and that was the saddest part of the whole
 thing. I was so alone without the words, but I didn't feel like I had any
 control over when they started. They started and stopped without any indication
 of where or when they were coming from.
 Then they started again and I knew that I needed to capitalize on this. The
 voice was going to go away if I didn't do anything about it. All I could do was
 think, so I decided to think as loud and hard as I could. I screamed in my mind.
 I would have woke the neighbors if this was in the apartment back home. Those
 thin walls would have made the entire floor wake up. I shouted and shouted like
 my life depended on it. As I shouted and screamed the darkness started to gain
 color. There was a small pinhole of light that expanded and filled my awareness
 until it grew to everywhere I could see. _Is this reincarnation?_
 As if a blindfold had been lifted, I could finally get to see myself in some
 level of detail. I looked down and all I saw was a bright poster with what
 looked like words on it. I looked behind me and I saw what appeared to be a
 poster with more smaller words. I looked to the sides and saw what appeared to
 be clear plastic with a blue liquid in it.
 I started panicking. I didn't know what was going on. _Aren't I supposed to be
 some kind of animal? Why am I this?_
 The voice started again, a lot more clearly. I could pick out the words: "So
 _that's_ why they call it a 'head pressure'! Wow I don't even know how to
 describe this feeling other than that!"
 I looked ahead and I saw a young boy, something like 18 years old. I was in some
 kind of small apartment. There was a ritual circle of some kind, I was right in
 the middle of it. Looking around there was a pentagram made out of a white and
 blue powder, cards I've never seen before and a bottle of red liquid. There was
 a mirror to the side of me though. I took a long and detailed look at myself.
 I saw an orange nozzle look back at me. There was what appeared to be a handle
 under the nozzle, looking like it was screwed on top of a bottle of...
 _No, this can't be!_
 It was screwed on top of a bottle of window cleaner.
 "I'M A BOTTLE OF WINDOW CLEANER????"
 The boy in front of me winced and grunted, my shouting must have hurt him. I
 suddenly got a feeling of fear washing over me. I felt the tip of my nozzle
 screw itself shut and my self-image vanished from the mirror. Had I interrupted
 the ritual?
 The boy composed himself and looked down at me. "So, you're the succubus I
 summoned? What's wrong with you?"
 "S...succubus? I'm not a succubus, I could swear that a few days ago I was...
 well not this. I don't know what I am other than apparently..."
 I tried to gesture at my own body but only ended up making my handle flail about
 meaninglessly, spraying a bit of blue fluid out of my nozzle. It felt like it
 had come out of my mouth. It had no taste initially, but it left a slightly sour
 taste after a moment.
 "A bottle of window cleaner??"
 "...What. How did this happen?"
 "Why are you asking me? You apparently summoned me. What did you expect to get?"
 The boy looked at me like I had lobsters crawling out of my ears. Assuming I had
 ears that were big enough for lobsters crawling out of them that is.
 "I...what...how...okay"
 There was suddenly a knock at the door. "SHIT!", the boy said to himself without
 saying it. He started scrambling around and frantically trying to clean things.
 He swept up the white powder and put away the playing cards, but try as he might
 he couldn't grab me to put me away. His hand phased through me like I wasn't
 there. He got up and let the other person in. It was a pizza delivery person.
 The boy handed over some money and then took the pizza and placed it on top of a
 clear spot of his desk.
 I suddenly found myself on top of a metal surface. I could feel something
 spinning under me and heard the soft hum of an idle fan. I had just teleported
 across the room. "W..what, why am I here?"
 "I didn't...know that would do anything. I thought it would be nice if you were
 on top of my computer and you just appeared there." Another knock came at the
 door. There was a female voice.
 "Shit, play it cool."
 "I don't know how I can do anything other than what I am doing now, but okay."
 A woman entered the room. She appeared to be in a very skimpy outfit, showing
 off her curves. She also seemed to have a pair of demonic looking wings that she
 let open in the middle of the room. The boy awkwardly made conversation with her
 for a while. I tried to get the boy's attention by spraying at him. I definitely
 got his attention. "What're you looking at, roomie? Aren't you gonna give your
 poor roomie some pizza?"
 I didn't think she could see me. I tried spraying more. The boy looked over at
 me angrily. "Cut it out bottle, I'll throw you out with the trash if you keep
 that up!"
 "What are you talking about? I'm not a bottle, I'm hungry." She walked over to
 the pizza and grabbed a slice, pushing the boy into his desk. She looked dead at
 me when she had her slice. I don't think she saw me. She turned around and
 bumped one of her wings into the boy, causing them to fall off. "Nooo! My
 costume!"
 "That's what you get for wearing a succubus costume in a dorm hall."
 She stuck her tongue out sarcastically at the boy and picked up her wing. "Okay
 sarcasm boy, you're gonna help me get this on~. If you do I may have a fun time
 planned for you~."
 "I know what you're planning Mike. I'm not going to bang you. We agreed that I
 wouldn't before you did this."
 "No fun."
 Her name is _Mike_? I thought about it and decided that it was better to leave
 things be.
 "Hey, dude, I don't really know what's going on. Where am I? Who am I? What am
 I? Are you just gonna keep me in the dark about all of this?" I tried to direct
 this to the boy with a burst of energy, spraying him to be sure I got his
 attention.
 He looked over at me like I was cock-blocking him. I felt myself blush and
 backed off. It looks like there would be plenty of time later to get those
 questions answered.
 "Hey Conner, when are you going to get into your costume? Did the ritual I gave
 you work?"
 "Yeah...about that..."
 ---
 Elsewhere at a random cleaning product factory, it was business as usual. The
 production lines were running smoothly. The trucks of cleaner continued as
 normal and every bottle was being filled at the normal rate.
 A woman in a skimpy outfit suddenly appeared on the production line, causing one
 of the workers to hit the "emergency stop" button. The woman had a demonic aura
 about her. Her bewitching gaze stunned the factory floor. She got off the
 production line and walked out of the building, with that worker in tow;
 seemingly enamored with her. _This is going to be fun~_, she thought to herself.
--- a/blog/big-domain-move.markdown
+++ b/blog/big-domain-move.markdown
@ -1,125 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "Site Update: The Big Domain Move To xeiaso.net"
 date: 2022-05-28
 tags:
 - dns
 ---
 Hello all!
 If you take a look in the URL bar of your browser (or on the article URL section
 of your feed reader), you should see that there is a new domain name! Welcome to
 [xeiaso.net](https://xeiaso.net)!
 Hopefully nothing broke in the process of moving things over, I tried to make
 sure that everything would forward over and today I'm going to explain how I did
 that.
 I have really good SEO on my NixOS articles, and for my blog in general. I did
 not want to risk tanking that SEO when I moved domain names, so I have been
 putting this off for the better part of a year. As for why now? I got tired of
 internets complaning that the URL was "christine dot website" when I wanted to
 be called "Xe". Now you have no excuse.
 So the first step was to be sure that everything got forwarded over to the new
 domain. After buying the domain name and setting everything up in Cloudflare
 (including moving my paid plan over), I pointed the new domain at my server and
 then set up a new NixOS configuration block to have that domain name point to my
 site binary:
 ```nix
 services.nginx.virtualHosts."xeiaso.net" = {
  locations."/" = {
    proxyPass = "http://unix:${toString cfg.sockPath}";
    proxyWebsockets = true;
  };
  forceSSL = cfg.useACME;
  useACMEHost = "xeiaso.net";
  extraConfig = ''
    access_log /var/log/nginx/xesite.access.log;
  '';
 };
 ```
 After that was working, I then got a list of all the things that probably
 shouldn't be redirected from. In most cases, most HTTP clients should do the
 right thing when getting a permanent redirect to a new URL. However, we live in
 a fallen world where we cannot expect clients to do the right thing. Especially
 RSS feed readers.
 So I made a list of all the things that I was afraid to make permanent redirects
 for and here it is:
 * `/jsonfeed` - a JSONFeed package for Go
  ([docs](https://pkg.go.dev/christine.website/jsonfeed)), I didn't want to
  break builds by issuing a permanent redirect that would not match the
  [go.mod](https://tulpa.dev/Xe/jsonfeed/src/branch/master/go.mod) file.
 * `/.within/health` - the healthcheck route used by monitoring. I didn't want to
  find out if NodePing blew up on a 301.
 * `/.within/website.within.xesite/new_post` - the URL used by the [Android
  app](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=website.christine.xesite)
  widget to let you know when a new post is published. I didn't want to find out
  if Android's HTTP library handles redirects properly or not.
 * `/blog.rss` - RSS feed readers are badly implemented. I didn't want to find
  out if it would break people's feeds entirely. I actually care about people
  that read this blog over RSS and I'm sad that poorly written feed readers
  punish this server so much.
 * `/blog.atom` - See above.
 * `/blog.json` - See above.
 Now that I have the list of URLs to not forward, I can finally write the small
 bit of Nginx config that will set up permanent forwards (HTTP status code 301)
 for every link pointing to the old domain. It will look something like this:
 ```nginx
 location / {
  return 301 https://xeiaso.net$request_uri;
 }
 ```
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="hacker">Note that it's using `$request_uri` and
 not just `$uri`. If you use `$uri` you run the risk of [CRLF
 injection](https://reversebrain.github.io/2021/03/29/The-story-of-Nginx-and-uri-variable/),
 which will allow any random attacker to inject HTTP headers into incoming
 requests. This is not a good thing to have happen, to say the
 least.</xeblog-conv>
 So I wrote a little bit of NixOS config that automatically bridges the gap:
 ```nix
 services.nginx.virtualHosts."christine.website" = let proxyOld = {
    proxyPass = "http://unix:${toString cfg.sockPath}";
    proxyWebsockets = true;
  }; in {
  locations."/jsonfeed" = proxyOld;
  locations."/.within/health" = proxyOld;
  locations."/.within/website.within.xesite/new_post" = proxyOld;
  locations."/blog.rss" = proxyOld;
  locations."/blog.atom" = proxyOld;
  locations."/blog.json" = proxyOld;
  locations."/".extraConfig = ''
    return 301 https://xeiaso.net$request_uri;
  '';
  forceSSL = cfg.useACME;
  useACMEHost = "christine.website";
  extraConfig = ''
    access_log /var/log/nginx/xesite_old.access.log;
  '';
 };
 ```
 This will point all the scary paths to the site itself and have
 `https://christine.website/whatever` get forwarded to
 `https://xeiaso.net/whatever`, this makes sure that every single link that
 anyone has ever posted will get properly forwarded. This makes link rot
 literally impossible, and helps ensure that I keep my hard-earned SEO.
 I also renamed my email address to `me@xeiaso.net`. Please update your address
 books and spam filters accordingly. Also update my name to `Xe Iaso` if you
 haven't already.
 I've got some projects in the back burner that will make this blog even better!
 Stay tuned and stay frosty.
 What was formerly known as the "christine dot website cinematic universe" is now
 known as the "xeiaso dot net cinematic universe".
--- a/blog/blind-men-and-an-elephant-2018-11-29.markdown
+++ b/blog/blind-men-and-an-elephant-2018-11-29.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ date: 2018-11-29
 series: conlangs
 ---
 # Blind Men and an Elephant
 or
 # le'i ka na viska kakne ku e le xanto
--- a/blog/blog-feature-art-gallery-2019-11-01.markdown
+++ b/blog/blog-feature-art-gallery-2019-11-01.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - 100th-post
 ---
 # Blog Feature: Art Gallery
 I have just implemented support for my portfolio site to also function as an art
 gallery. See all of my posted art [here](/gallery).
--- a/blog/borg-backup-2021-01-09.markdown
+++ b/blog/borg-backup-2021-01-09.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
  - borgbackup
 ---
 # How to Set Up Borg Backup on NixOS
 [Borg Backup](https://www.borgbackup.org/) is a encrypted, compressed,
 deduplicated backup program for multiple platforms including Linux. This
 combined with the [NixOS options for configuring
--- a/blog/brain-fmri-to-3d-model-2019-08-23.markdown
+++ b/blog/brain-fmri-to-3d-model-2019-08-23.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - blender
 ---
 # How I Converted my Brain fMRI to a 3D Model
 AUTHOR'S NOTE: I just want to start this out by saying I am not an expert, and
 nothing in this blogpost should be construed as medical advice. I just wanted 
 to see what kind of pretty pictures I could get out of an fMRI data file.
--- a/blog/broken-database-schemas-2022-01-10.markdown
+++ b/blog/broken-database-schemas-2022-01-10.markdown
@ -1,105 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: You Win, Broken Database Schemas
 date: 2022-01-10
 tags: 
  - rant
 ---
 There is [no software that correctly handles
 names](https://www.kalzumeus.com/2010/06/17/falsehoods-programmers-believe-about-names/)
 that exists on this planet. One of the major things I have bashed my head into
 as of late is the assumption that people have a first and a last name. The first
 name is usually what identifies the person, and the last name usually identifies
 the family.
 I have wanted to use `Xe` as my name places (no last name, like Socrates), but
 everyone has broken database schemas that make it impossible. These schemas
 usually look like this:
 ```sql
 CREATE TABLE IF NOT EXISTS people
  ( id          VARCHAR  PRIMARY KEY  DEFAULT (uuid4())
  , first_name  VARCHAR  NOT NULL
  , last_name   VARCHAR  NOT NULL
  -- draw the rest of the owl
  );
 ```
 And as a result things like `Xe` (no last name) cannot fit into this schema. I
 have found out the depth of this shitshow while trying to use my handle as my
 name on newly registered account things and the amount of stuff that breaks or
 works in weird ways is _staggering_. Email salutations look like this:
 > Hello Xe ,
 Forms will break if I don't put a last name in the field. The assumptions about
 names are _so deep_ that it's rapidly becoming not worth it to only have my name
 as `Xe`. Not to mention [overzealous journalists that will argue with you over
 what your name is due to name
 collisions](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1479197000667181061?s=20).
 You win, broken database schemas. I give up trying to deal with you to encode my
 name correctly. You just don't let me and I am tired of fighting it, opening
 support tickets and arguing with people over what my name is. I give in. I'm
 going to use a last name for my handle, which is absolutely ridiculous, but here
 we are.
 It took me a few hours to dig through ideas over the weekend and today, but I
 think I have found something satisfactory enough that I can keep it for the long
 haul: [Iaso](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iaso) (ai-uh-so, /aɪ.ə.soʊ/), the
 minor Greek goddess of recovering from illness.
 Hopefully I don't have to deal with professional issues as a result of me trying
 to be more true to myself about my identity. At the very least I want very
 little to do with the last name that I was born into. Some day that name will be
 removed from the last database with it set, but today is not that day.
 If you work on systems that handle names, please, please, please take the time
 to reconsider if you actually need to deal with a last name for more reason than
 it's the cultural standard. There are valid reasons to have a mononym, and by
 supporting mononyms you will make people's lives easier.
 Until then, I am `Xe Iaso`. Let's see where this phase of the identity
 experiment goes. It's still really complicated. Anyone who claims to have their
 identity figured out is either in denial or stopped digging into it for the time
 being. The rabbit hole truly never ends.
 The main thing I don't like about this name is how ambiguous it shows up in
 sans-serif fonts:
 <div style="font-family:sans-serif">
 Xe Iaso
 </div>
 It looks like `Xe laso`. I've edited my email signature to try and compensate
 for this:
 ```
 Xe Iaso (zi ai-uh-so)
 https://xeiaso.net
 .i la budza pu cusku lu
 <<.i ko snura .i ko kanro
   .i ko panpi .i ko gleki
 ```
 Let's see if that helps. It will probably look bad when things are put into
 sans-serif fonts, but what can you do lol.
 ---
 Also I would _prefer_ you call me `Xe` from now on when possible. This conflicts
 with and supercedes suggestions I made in [this article](/blog/xe-2021-08-07). I
 consider most of that experiment to have worked out and I am going into the next
 phase, albeit less "pure" than I wanted.
 Thank you for sticking with this blog. This started out as a place for me to get
 better at writing but has rapidly turned into something that has helped me
 explore my identity in ways that I never would have thought it would. Thanks for
 following the rabbit hole. Thank you for supporting me being more authentic to
 myself about who I am. Your support means more than you possibly will know.
 I wonder if my SEO craft is strong enough to get me high on the list of google
 results for `Iaso`.
--- a/blog/career-advice-2019-06-18.markdown
+++ b/blog/career-advice-2019-06-18.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ tags:
 - career
 ---
 # Advice to People Nurturing a Career in Computering
 Computering, or making computers do things in exchange for money, can be a
 surprisingly hard field to break into as an outsider. There's lots of jargon, 
 tool holy wars, flamewars about the "right" way to do things and a whole host
@ -36,7 +38,7 @@ Your website should include at least the following things:
 - Links to or words about projects of yours that you are proud of
 - Some contact information (an email address is a good idea too)
-If you feel comfortable doing so, I'd also suggest putting your [resume](https://xeiaso.net/resume)
+If you feel comfortable doing so, I'd also suggest putting your [resume](https://christine.website/resume)
 on this site too. Even if it's just got your foodservice jobs or education 
 history (including your high school diploma if need be).
@ -47,7 +49,7 @@ not.
 ## Make a Tech Blog On That Site
 This has been the single biggest thing to help me grow professionally. I regularly
-put [articles](https://xeiaso.net/blog) on my blog, sometimes not even about
+put [articles](https://christine.website/blog) on my blog, sometimes not even about
 technology topics. Even if you are writing about your take on something people have
 already written about, it's still good practice. Your early posts are going to be
 rough. It's normal to not be an expert when starting out in a new skill.
--- a/blog/change-2021-10-20.markdown
+++ b/blog/change-2021-10-20.markdown
@ -1,115 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Change
 date: 2021-10-20
 tags:
  - enby
  - trans
 ---
 [Content warning: this post talks about the transgender/nonbinary coming out of
 the closet experience. If you are not in the best headspace for that, feel free
 to skip this post until you're in a better headspace. This post isn't going to
 randomly vanish. It will be there when you're ready. There are some descriptions
 of subconscious body functions and bodily fluids that may gross some people
 out.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 Coming out as transgender/nonbinary to someone you care about one of the most
 terrifying things you can do. At least it feels that way, it feels like things
 are going to change and you'll lose that person. It can be gut-wrenching,
 especially for family.
 For me the scariest part of this whole thing has been the change in how people
 see me. It can be a huge abrupt difference for some people, and the unknowns in
 how people will react to that can make you paralyzed with fear. So, let's look
 at change a little.
 [Annoyingly, the same kinds of people that get upset about someone changing
 their name and pronouns for coming out as transgender/nonbinary are _instantly_
 and _immediately_ tolerant of someone changing their last name for marriage and
 "get used to it" almost instantly.](conversation://Cadey/facepalm)
 Life is a constant change. Stop for a moment right now and feel your body. Feel
 how the pressure in your chest changes as your lungs subconsciously inhale and
 exhale. If you have a watch, look at the seconds hand (or equivalent digital
 display) and watch it tick forward for a bit. Change is constant, yet still
 continuously moving forward. Even though the change is happening though,
 everything is still roughly the same as it was before. Blood continues to move
 through your body, constantly cycling its oxygen with other parts, but it
 continues.
 Coming out to my parents was one of the most terrifying things I have ever done.
 I was nervous beyond belief. I hardly ate that day I hit send. I turned off my
 phone after doing it and got lost in a game that I liked playing. The real
 reason it was so scary to me though is that I had already tried to come out to
 them in the past but I was shut down.
 Middle school was rough for me. I don't really remember much of it (other than
 they banned high fives for "gang activity"), but that was when my parents found
 my diary app. I don't remember why they were going through my laptop (I grew up
 in one of _those_ kinds of Jesus freak households), but they found it somehow
 and my entries where I was questioning my gender came to their attention and
 they confronted me about it. I was not ready at all. I was completely blindsided
 by it. That attempt to come out failed and I was put into Christian
 "counseling". I was pushed deep back into the closet and I still have trouble
 writing down my thoughts in a journal to this day.
 So that day I hit "send" on [the
 email](https://xeiaso.net/blog/coming-out-2015-12-01) was mortally
 terrifying. All that fear from so long ago came raging up to the surface and I
 was left in a crying and vulnerable state. However it ended up being a good kind
 of cry, the healing kind.
 My relationship with my parents (and later my siblings) has deteriorated since,
 and not just for religious differences. However, I am fine. I am still healing
 and I probably will be healing for a long time and I have accepted that. In
 place, I have found something more powerful to put in their place. I have found
 a new family of choice.
 [For the parents that read this blog, please do not repeat this kind of
 suffering if you can avoid it. I don't want anyone else to suffer the way I have
 if I can help to avoid it.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 This was a huge change, but it ended up being for the better. That change was a
 tool to help me live a better life surrounded by the people I wanted to be
 around as opposed to the people I inherited.
 There's an idiom that comes to mind, something that is in the "completely
 misunderstood" brand of idioms: "blood is thicker than water".
 It's often used by people to emphasize the importance of familial relationships
 over friendships or the like (family is the "blood" part of that idiom, and
 friendships are the "water" part). The full form of the idiom is closer to this:
 > The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb
 This overall sentiment is [commonly interpreted by Christian
 scholars](https://www.blueletterbible.org/Comm/murray_andrew/two/two09.cfm) to
 have a meaning closer to "the bond between Jesus and someone who chooses to
 believe in Him is stronger than the bond between family members", however we can
 afford to interpret this differently for the sake of this message.
 The bonds you choose are stronger than the bonds you inherited. The bonds I have
 with my friends, my husband, my closest companions and all those who I keep
 close to me are stronger than the bonds with my family will ever be.
 In a way, coming out as transgender to people and that level of associated
 change has become a _tool_ to help me figure out who really cares about me and
 who I should bother keeping around me. It's my life. I can live it as honestly,
 openly and real as I want to. I don't have to justify it to anyone but myself.
 You don't really have to justify this level of change to anyone else but
 yourself either. It'll let you know who your real friends are, for better and
 for worse. You don't have to keep anyone around you that can't accept you for
 who you are. Your family of choice will _always_ have stronger bonds than your
 family of origin.
 <center>
  <picture>
    <source srcset="/static/blog/change/the-dude-dither.avif" type="image/avif">
    <source srcset="/static/blog/change/the-dude-dither.webp" type="image/webp">
    <img src="/static/blog/change/the-dude-dither.png" alt="The dude abides">
  </picture>
 </center>
 The Dude abides, so will you. Change as a result of coming out can be a good
 thing as much as it can be a bad thing. Don't let inherent negativity biases
 blind you to that.
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 series: magick
 ---
 # Chaos Magick Debugging
 Belief is a powerful thing. Beliefs are the foundations of everyone's points of view, and the way they interpret reality. Belief is what allows people to create the greatest marvels of technology, the most wondrous worlds of imagination, and the most oppressive religions. 
 But at the core, what *is* a belief, other than the sheer tautology of *what a person believes*? 
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@ -9,6 +9,8 @@ tags:
 - garlic
 ---
 # Chicken Stir Fry
 This recipe was made up by me and my fiancé. We just sorta winged it every time
 we made it until we found something that was easy to cook and tasty. We make
 this every week or so.
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@ -5,6 +5,9 @@ tags:
 - cinemaquestria
 ---
 CinemaQuestria Orchestration
 ============================
 ### Or: Continuous Defenstration in a Container-based Ecosystem
 I've been a core member of the staff for [CinemaQuestria](http://cinemaquestria.com)
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@ -1,38 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "Book Release: Closed Projects"
 date: 2022-03-24
 tags:
 - shortstory
 - fiction
 - retrospective
 ---
 Closed Projects is a retelling of [a four-part series](/blog/series/freenode) on
 my blog where I process the events that lead to the death of freenode, the
 largest IRC network for peer-directed projects.
 freenode was the reason that I managed to get into tech. Without freenode I
 would be a vastly different person today. The death of freenode last year
 brought up many lingering memories and emotions. I talk about my history with
 freenode, the events that happened in the wake of its death and how a new
 community took its place.
 Each part of this story is written by weaving the narrative of the last
 caretaker trying to protect the discussion halls against the darkness, and
 things continue as the darkness gets more crafty and clever.
 I have included versions of this for all common eBook reader devices and
 formats. I have tested this on my Kindle Oasis and iPad Pro, but I see no reason
 that at least one of these formats wouldn't work for you.
 <iframe frameborder="0" src="https://itch.io/embed/1454153?dark=true" width="552" height="167"><a href="https://withinstudios.itch.io/closed-projects">Closed Projects by Within</a></iframe>
 If you are a [Patreon supporter](https://patreon.com/cadey), you can get this
 for free by clicking [this
 link](https://withinstudios.itch.io/closed-projects/patreon-access).
 If you are a part of a marginalized group and cannot afford this but want to
 read it anyways, please [contact me](/contact).
 Thank you for reading what I put out to the world. I only hope I can continue to
 create and inspire you.
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@ -1,478 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: My Magical Adventure With cloud-init
 date: 2021-06-04
 ---
 > "If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be
 > what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what
 > is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
 - The Mad Hatter, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
 The modern cloud is a magical experience. You take a template, give it some SSH
 keys and maybe some user-data and then you have a server running somewhere. This
 is all powered by a tool called [cloud-init](https://cloud-init.io/). cloud-init
 is the most useful in actual datacenters with proper metadata services, but what
 if you aren't in a datacenter with a metadata service?
 Recently I wanted to test a
 [script](https://github.com/tailscale/tailscale/blob/main/scripts/installer.sh)
 a coworker wrote that allows users to automatically install Tailscale on every
 distro and version Tailscale supports. I wanted to try and avoid having to
 install each version of every distribution manually, so I started looking for
 options. 
 [This may seem like overkill (and at some level it probably is), however as a
 side effect of going through this song and dance you can spin up a bunch of VMs
 pretty easily. <br /> <center> <blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="und"
 dir="ltr"><a
 href="https://t.co/yays27Wmes">pic.twitter.com/yays27Wmes</a></p>&mdash; Xe from
 Within (@theprincessxena) <a
 href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1394265890494062593?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">May
 17, 2021</a></blockquote> <script async
 src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js"
 charset="utf-8"></script> <center>](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 cloud-init has a feature called the
 [NoCloud](https://cloudinit.readthedocs.io/en/latest/topics/datasources/nocloud.html)
 data source. To use it, you need to write two yaml files, put them into a
 specially named ISO file and then mount it to the virtual machine. cloud-init
 will then pick up your configuration data and apply it.
 [Wait...really? What.](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [Yes, really.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 Let's make an [Amazon Linux
 2](https://docs.aws.amazon.com/AWSEC2/latest/UserGuide/amazon-linux-2-virtual-machine.html)
 virtual machine as an example. Amazon offers their Linux distribution for
 download so you can run it on-premises (I don't really know why you'd want to do
 this outside of testing stuff on Amazon Linux). In this blog we use KVM, so keep
 that in mind when you set things up yourself.
 First you need to make a `meta-data` file, this will contain the VM's hostname
 and the "instance ID" (this makes sense in cloud contexts however you can use
 whatever you want):
 ```yaml
 local-hostname: mayhem
 instance-id: 31337
 ```
 [You can configure networking settings here, but our VM is going to get an
 address over DHCP so you don't really need to care about that in this case](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 Next you need to make a `user-data` file, this will actually configure your VM:
 ```yaml
 #cloud-config
 #vim:syntax=yaml
 cloud_config_modules:
 - runcmd
 cloud_final_modules:
 - [users-groups, always]
 - [scripts-user, once-per-instance]
 users:
  - name: xe
    groups: [ wheel ]
    sudo: [ "ALL=(ALL) NOPASSWD:ALL" ]
    shell: /bin/bash
    ssh-authorized-keys: 
      - ssh-ed25519 AAAAC3NzaC1lZDI1NTE5AAAAIPYr9hiLtDHgd6lZDgQMkJzvYeAXmePOrgFaWHAjJvNU cadey@ontos
 write_files:
  - path: /etc/cloud/cloud.cfg.d/80_disable_network_after_firstboot.cfg
    content: |
      # Disable network configuration after first boot
      network:
        config: disabled
 ```
 Please make sure to change the username and swap out the SSH key as needed,
 unless you want to get locked out of your VM. For more information about what
 you can do from cloud-init, see the list of modules
 [here](http://cloudinit.readthedocs.io/en/latest/topics/modules.html). 
 Now that you have the two yaml files you can make the seed image with this
 command (Linux):
 ```console
 $ genisoimage -output seed.iso \
    -volid cidata \
    -joliet \
    -rock \
    user-data meta-data
 ```
 [In NixOS you may need to run it inside nix-shell: `nix-shell -p
 cdrkit`.](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 Or this command (macOS):
 ```console
 $ hdiutil makehybrid \
    -o seed.iso \
    -hfs \
    -joliet \
    -iso \
    -default-volume-name cidata \
    user-data meta-data
 ```
 Now you can download the KVM image from that [Amazon Linux User Guide page from
 earlier](https://docs.aws.amazon.com/AWSEC2/latest/UserGuide/amazon-linux-2-virtual-machine.html)
 and then put it somewhere safe. This image will be written into a [ZFS
 zvol](https://pthree.org/2012/12/21/zfs-administration-part-xiv-zvols/). To find
 out how big the zvol needs to be, you can use `qemu-img info`:
 ```console
 $ qemu-img info amzn2-kvm-2.0.20210427.0-x86_64.xfs.gpt.qcow2
 image: amzn2-kvm-2.0.20210427.0-x86_64.xfs.gpt.qcow2
 file format: qcow2
 virtual size: 25 GiB (26843545600 bytes)
 disk size: 410 MiB
 cluster_size: 65536
 Format specific information:
    compat: 1.1
    compression type: zlib
    lazy refcounts: false
    refcount bits: 16
    corrupt: false
    extended l2: false
 ```
 The virtual disk image is 25 gigabytes, so you can create it with a command like
 this:
 ```console
 $ sudo zfs create -V 25G rpool/safe/vms/mayhem
 ```
 Then you use `qemu-img convert` to copy the image into the zvol:
 ```console
 $ sudo qemu-img convert \
    -O raw \
    amzn2-kvm-2.0.20210427.0-x86_64.xfs.gpt.qcow2 \
    /dev/zvol/rpool/safe/vms/mayhem
 ```
 If you don't use ZFS you can make a layered disk using `qemu-img create`:
 ```console
 $ qemu-img create \
    -f qcow2 \
    -o backing_file=amzn2-kvm-2.0.20210427.0-x86_64.xfs.gpt.qcow2 \
    mayhem.qcow2
 ```
 Open up virt-manager and then create a new virtual machine. Make sure you select
 "Manual install".
 <center>
 ![The first step of the "create a new virtual machine" wizard in virt-manager
 with "manual install"
 selected](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_06h43m27s_grim.png)
 </center>
 virt-manager will then ask you what OS the virtual machine is running so it can
 load some known working defaults. It doesn't have an option for Amazon Linux,
 but it's kinda sorta like CentOS 7, so enter CentOS 7 here.
 <center>
 ![The second step of the "create a new virtual machine" wizard in virt-manager
 with "CentOS 7" selected as the OS the virtual machine will be
 running](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_06h45m35s_grim.png)
 </center>
 The default amount of ram and CPU are fine, but you can choose other options if
 you have more restrictive hardware requirements.
 <center>
 ![The third step of the "create a new virtual machine" wizard in virt-manager
 with 1024 MB of ram and 2 virtual CPU cores
 selected](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_06h50m09s_grim.png)
 </center>
 Now you need to select the storage path for the VM. virt-manager will helpfully
 offer to create a new virtual disk for you. You already made the disk with the
 above steps, so enter in `/dev/zvol/rpool/safe/vms/mayhem` (or the path to your
 custom layered qcow2 from the above `qemu-img create` command) as the disk
 location.
 <center>
 ![The fourth step of the "create a new virtual machine" wizard in virt-manager
 with `/dev/zvol/rpool/safe/vms/mayhem` selected as the path to the
 disk](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_06h53m58s_grim.png)
 </center>
 Finally, name the VM and then choose "Customize configuration before install" so
 you can mount the seed data.
 <center>
 ![The last step of the "create a new virtual machine" wizard in virt-manager,
 setting the virtual machine name to "mayhem" and indicating that you want to
 customize configuration before
 installation](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_06h56m54s_grim.png)
 </center>
 Click on the "Add Hardware" button in the lower left corner of the configuration
 window.
 <center>
 ![](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_06h58m53s_grim.png)
 </center>
 Make a new CDROM storage device that points to your seed image:
 <center>
 ![](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_07h01m24s_grim.png)
 </center>
 And then click "Begin Installation". The virtual machine will be created and its
 graphical console will open. Click on the info tab and then the NIC device. The
 VM's IP address will be listed:
 <center>
 ![](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/20210604_07h05m28s_grim.png)
 </center>
 Now SSH into the VM:
 ```console
 $ ssh xe@192.168.122.122
 The authenticity of host '192.168.122.122 (192.168.122.122)' can't be established.
 ED25519 key fingerprint is SHA256:TP7dWLkHOixx5tr78qn0yvDQKttH0yWz6IBvbadEqcs.
 This key is not known by any other names
 Are you sure you want to continue connecting (yes/no/[fingerprint])? yes
 Warning: Permanently added '192.168.122.122' (ED25519) to the list of known hosts.
       __|  __|_  )
       _|  (     /   Amazon Linux 2 AMI
      ___|\___|___|
 https://aws.amazon.com/amazon-linux-2/
 8 package(s) needed for security, out of 17 available
 Run "sudo yum update" to apply all updates.
 [xe@mayhem ~]$
 ```
 And voila! A new virtual machine that you can do whatever you want with, just
 like you would any other server.
 [Do you really need to make an ISO file for this? Can't I just use HTTP like <a
 href="https://docs.aws.amazon.com/AWSEC2/latest/UserGuide/ec2-instance-metadata.html">the
 AWS metadata service</a>?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 Yes and no. You can have the configuration loaded over HTTP/S, but without
 special network configuration you won't be able to have `http://169.254.169.254`
 work like the AWS metadata service without a fair bit of effort. Either way, you
 are going to have to edit the virtual machine's XML though.
 [XML? Why is XML involved?](conversation://Mara/wat)
 virt-manager is a frontend to [libvirt](https://libvirt.org/index.html). libvirt
 uses XML to describe virtual machines.
 [Here](https://gist.github.com/Xe/f870ebb2d9dce0929a35a4ba347cbda3) is the XML
 used to describe the VM you made earlier. This looks like a lot (because frankly
 it is a lot, computers are complicated), however this is a lot more manageable
 than the equivalent qemu flags.
 [What do the qemu flags look like?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [Like
 this](https://gist.githubusercontent.com/Xe/2eba35ec6cbd54becf9fca02f6d69f0b/raw/89d68424c0ae26333d798bd9bd6a224dfec844d7/qemu%2520flags.txt).
 It is kind of a mess that I would rather have something made by people smarter
 than me take care of.
 To enable cloud-init to load over HTTP, you are going to have to add the qemu XML
 namespace to mayhem's configuration. At the top you should see a line that looks
 like this:
 ```xml
 <domain type="kvm">
 ```
 Replace it with one that looks like this:
 ```xml
 <domain xmlns:qemu="http://libvirt.org/schemas/domain/qemu/1.0" type="kvm">
 ```
 This will allow you to set the cloud-init seed location information using a
 [SMBIOS value](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/System_Management_BIOS). To enable
 this, add the following to the _bottom_ of your XML file, just before the
 closing `</domain>`:
 ```xml
 <qemu:commandline>
  <qemu:arg value="-smbios"/>
  <qemu:arg value="type=1,serial=ds=nocloud-net;h=mayhem;s=http://10.77.2.22:8000/mayhem/"/>
 </qemu:commandline>
 ```
 Make sure the data is actually being served on that address. Here's a nix-shell
 python one-liner HTTP server:
 ```console
 $ nix-shell -p python3 --run 'python -m http.server 8000'
 ```
 Then you will need to either load the base image back into the zvol or recreate
 the qcow2 file to reset the VM back to its default state.
 Reboot the VM and wait for it to connect to your "metadata server":
 ```console
 192.168.122.122 - - [04/Jun/2021 11:41:10] "GET /mayhem/meta-data HTTP/1.1" 200 -
 192.168.122.122 - - [04/Jun/2021 11:41:10] "GET /mayhem/user-data HTTP/1.1" 200 -
 ```
 Then you can SSH into it like normal:
 ```console
 $ ssh xe@192.168.122.122
 The authenticity of host '192.168.122.122 (192.168.122.122)' can't be established.
 ED25519 key fingerprint is SHA256:eJRjDsvnVrXfntVtNVN6N+JdakaA+dvGKWWQP5OFkeA.
 This key is not known by any other names
 Are you sure you want to continue connecting (yes/no/[fingerprint])? yes
 Warning: Permanently added '192.168.122.122' (ED25519) to the list of known hosts.
       __|  __|_  )
       _|  (     /   Amazon Linux 2 AMI
      ___|\___|___|
 https://aws.amazon.com/amazon-linux-2/
 8 package(s) needed for security, out of 17 available
 Run "sudo yum update" to apply all updates.
 [xe@mayhem ~]$
 ```
 [Can I choose other distros for this?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 Yep! Most distributions offer cloud-init enabled images. They may be hard to
 find, but they do exist. Here's some links that will help you with common
 distros:
 - [Arch Linux](https://mirror.pkgbuild.com/images/) (use the `cloudimg` ones)
 - [CentOS 7](https://cloud.centos.org/centos/7/images/) (use the `GenericCloud`
  one)
 - [CentOS 8](https://cloud.centos.org/centos/8-stream/x86_64/images/) (use the
  `GenericCloud` one)
 - [Debian 9](http://cloud.debian.org/images/cloud/OpenStack/9.13.22-20210531/)
  (use the `openstack` one)
 - [Debian 10](http://cloud.debian.org/images/cloud/buster/20210329-591/) (use
  the `generic` one)
 - [Debian 11](http://cloud.debian.org/images/cloud/bullseye/daily/) (use the
  `generic` one)
 - [Fedora 34](https://alt.fedoraproject.org/cloud/) (use the Openstack image)
 - [OpenSUSE Leap
  15.2](https://download.opensuse.org/repositories/Cloud:/Images:/Leap_15.2/images/)
  (use the `OpenStack` image)
 - [OpenSUSE Leap 15.3](https://get.opensuse.org/leap/) (use the JeOS one labeled
  `OpenStack-Cloud`)
 - [OpenSUSE Tumbleweed](https://download.opensuse.org/tumbleweed/appliances/)
  (use the JeOS one labeled `Openstack-Cloud`)
 - [Ubuntu](https://cloud-images.ubuntu.com/) (use the `server-cloudimg` image
  for your version of choice)
 In general, look for images that are compatible with OpenStack. OpenStack uses
 cloud-init to configure virtual machines and the NoCloud data source you're using
 ships by default. It usually works out, except for cases like OpenSUSE Leap
 15.1. With Leap 15.1 you have to [pretend to be OpenStack a bit
 more](https://github.com/tailscale/tailscale/blob/aa6abc98f30df67a0d86698b77932d4d9cc45ac0/tstest/integration/vms/opensuse_leap_15_1_test.go)
 for some reason.
 [What if I need to template the userdata file?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [You really should avoid doing this if possible. Templating yaml is a delicate
 process fraught with danger. The error conditions in things like Kubernetes are
 that it does the wrong thing and you need to replace the service. The error
 condition with this is that you lose access to your
 server.](conversation://Cadey/facepalm)
 [Let's say that Facts and Circumstances™ made me have to template
 it.](conversation://Mara/happy)
 <center>
  <picture>
    <source srcset="https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/stickers/cadey/percussive-maintenance.avif" type="image/avif">
    <source srcset="https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/stickers/cadey/percussive-maintenance.webp" type="image/webp">
    <img src="https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/stickers/cadey/percussive-maintenance.png" alt="Cadey is percussive-maintenance">
  </picture>
 </center>
 When you are templating yaml, you have to be really careful. It is very easy to
 incur [the wrath of Norway and
 Ontario](https://hitchdev.com/strictyaml/why/implicit-typing-removed/) on
 accident with yaml. Here are some rules of thumb (unfortunately gained from
 experience) to keep in mind:
 - yaml has implicit typing, quote everything to be safe.
 - ensure that every value you pass in is yaml-safe
 - ensure that the indentation matches for every value
 Something very important is to test the templating on a virtual machine image
 that you have a back door into. Otherwise you will be locked out. You can
 generally hack around it by adding `init=/bin/sh` in your kernel command line
 and changing your password from there.
 When you mess it up you will need to get into the VM somehow and do one of a few
 things:
 1. Run `cloud-init collect-logs` to generate a log tarball that you can export
   to your host machine and dig into from there
 2. Look through the system journal for any errors
 3. Look in `/var/log` for files that begin with `cloud-init` and page through
   them
 If all else fails, start googling. If you are running commands against a VM with
 the `runcmd` feature of cloud-init, I'd suggest going through the steps on a
 manually installed virtual machine image at least once so you can be sure the
 steps work. I have lost 4 hours of time to this. Also keep in mind that in the
 context that `runcmd` runs from, there is no standard input hooked up. You will
 need to pass `-y` everywhere.
 If you want a simple Alpine Linux image to test with, look
 [here](https://github.com/Xe/alpine-image) for the Alpine Linux images I test
 with. You can download this image from
 [here](https://xena.greedo.xeserv.us/pkg/alpine/img/alpine-edge-2021-05-18-cloud-init-within.qcow2)
 in case you trust that I wouldn't put malware in that image and don't want to
 make your own.
 ---
 In the future I plan to use cloud-init _extensively_ within my [new homelab
 cluster](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1400592778309115905). I have
 plans to make a custom VM management service I'm calling
 [waifud](https://github.com/Xe/waifud). I will write more on that as I have
 written the software. I currently have a minimum viable prototype of this tool
 called `mkvm` that I'm using today without any issues. I also will be writing up
 how I built the cluster and installed NixOS on all the systems in a future
 article.
 cloud-init is an incredible achievement. It has its warts, but it being used in
 so many places enables you to make configuring virtual machines so much easier.
 It [even works on Windows!](https://cloudbase.it/cloudbase-init/). As much as I
 complain about it in this post, life would be so much worse without it. It
 allows me to use the magic of the cloud in my local virtual machines so I can
 get better use out of my hardware.
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+++ b/blog/coding-on-an-ipad-2018-04-14-2018.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ tags:
 - ipad
 ---
 # Coding on an iPad
 As people notice, I am an avid user of Emacs for most of my professional and
 personal coding. I have things set up such that the center of my development
 environment is a shell (eshell), and most of my interactions are with emacs
--- a/blog/colemak-layout-2-2020-08-22.markdown
+++ b/blog/colemak-layout-2-2020-08-22.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ date: 2020-08-22
 series: colemak
 ---
 # Colemak Layout - First Week
 A week ago I posted the last post in this series where I announced I was going
 all colemak all the time. I have not been measuring words per minute (to avoid
 psyching myself out), but so far my typing speed has gone from intolerably slow
--- a/blog/colemak-layout-2020-08-15.markdown
+++ b/blog/colemak-layout-2020-08-15.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ date: 2020-08-15
 series: colemak
 ---
 # Colemak Layout - Beginning
 I write a lot. On average I write a few kilobytes of text per day. This has been
 adding up and is taking a huge toll on my hands, especially considering the
 Covid situation. Something needs to change. I've been working on learning a new
--- a/blog/coming-out-2015-12-01.markdown
+++ b/blog/coming-out-2015-12-01.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,9 @@ tags:
 - personal
 ---
 Coming Out
 ==========
 I'd like to bring up something that has been hanging over my head for a
 long time. This is something I did try (and fail) to properly express way
 back in middle school, but now I'd like to get it all of my chest and let
--- a/blog/convoluted-vrchat-gchat-setup-2021-02-24.markdown
+++ b/blog/convoluted-vrchat-gchat-setup-2021-02-24.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - vrchat
 ---
 # My Convoluted VRChat Google Meet Setup
 Recently the place I work for sent us all VR headsets. I decided to see what it
 would take to use that headset to make my camera show a virtual avatar instead
 of my meat body face. This is the story of my journey through chaining things
--- a/blog/covid-burnout-2021-09-25.markdown
+++ b/blog/covid-burnout-2021-09-25.markdown
@ -1,34 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: COVID Burnout
 date: 2021-09-25
 ---
 NOTE: This was written out in
 [longhand](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1441842150824718337?s=21)
 in my diary. This post was converted to text using iPadOS 15's handwriting to
 text recognition. I hope I have cleared up all of the major errors in the
 conversion. My handwriting is horrible.
 ---
 I am an introvert. I usually spend a lot of time in my cave. most of my work was
 alreary done remotely, when I first found out about the COVID-19 pandemic, I
 thought there would be at most 4-8 weeks of hardcore lockdown and then it would
 die out. Then life would go back to normal and I would be able to see my friends
 at conventions during the summer.
 As of the time of writing this post, it is currently the 84th week OF COVID
 being a major presence in how I handle daily life. I am exhausted, I was
 scheduled to give talks at two conventions that were canceled, meet ups with
 friends at places across the us and Canada were postponed into oblivion. My
 relationship with my parents has fractured into no-contact. I feel powerless to
 do anything more to stop this.
 I am the most connected I have ever been and I am the lonliest I have ever been.
 Most of the people I talk to are people I have never met in person, even my
 coworkers. My manager is someone I talk with near daily yet have never seen
 without the aid of video conferencing.
 This is exhausting. I hate it. My Netflix queue is empty. I feel so alone.
 This post doesn't have a message or moral.
--- a/blog/crazy-experiment-2017-01-09.markdown
+++ b/blog/crazy-experiment-2017-01-09.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,9 @@ tags:
 - frontend
 ---
 Crazy Experiment: Ship the Frontend as an asar document
 =======================================================
 Today's crazy experiment is using an [asar archive](https://github.com/electron/asar) for shipping around
 and mounting frontend Javascript applications. This is something I feel is worth doing because it allows
 the web frontend developer (or team) give the backend team a single "binary" that can be dropped into the
--- a/blog/creators-code-2018-09-18.markdown
+++ b/blog/creators-code-2018-09-18.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - coc
 ---
 # [Creator's Code](https://github.com/Xe/creators-code)
 I feel there is a large problem in the industry I have found myself in. There is,
 unfortunately, a need for codes of behavioral conduct to help arrange and align
 collaboration across so many cultural and ideological barriers, as well as
--- a/blog/cursing-out-god-2018-11-21.markdown
+++ b/blog/cursing-out-god-2018-11-21.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ date: 2018-11-21
 series: dreams
 ---
 # My Experience Cursing Out God
 This was a hell of a dream.
 It was a simple landscape: a hill, a sky, a sun, a distance, naturalistic buildings dotting a small village to the east. I noticed that I felt different somehow, like I was less chained down. A genderless but somehow masculine moved and stood next to me, gesturing towards me: "It's beautiful isn't it? The village has existed like this for thousands of years in perfect harmony with its world. Even though there's volcano eruptions every decade that burn everything down. It's been nine years and 350 days, but they aren't keeping track. How does that thought make you feel, Creator?"
--- a/blog/death-08-19-2018.markdown
+++ b/blog/death-08-19-2018.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ thanks: Sygma
 series: magick
 ---
 # Death
 Death is a very misunderstood card in Tarot, but not for the reasons you'd think. Societally, many people think that this life is the only shot at existence they get. Afterwards, there is nothing. Nonexistence. Oblivion. This makes death a very touchy subject for a lot of people, so much so it forms a social taboo and an unhealthy relationship with death. People start seeing death as something they need to fight back and hold away by removing what makes themselves human, just to hold off what they believe is their obliteration.
 Tarot does not see death in this way. Death, the skeleton knight wearing armor, does not see color, race or creed, thus he is depicted as a skeleton. He is riding towards a child and another younger person. The sun is rising in the distance, but even it cannot stop Death. Nor can royalty, as shown by the king under him, dead.
--- a/blog/death-stranding-review-2019-11-11.markdown
+++ b/blog/death-stranding-review-2019-11-11.markdown
@ -8,6 +8,8 @@ tags:
 - what
 ---
 # Death Stranding Review
 NOTE: There's gonna be spoilers here. Do not read if you are not okay with this.
 For a summary of the article without spoilers, this game is 10 out of 10 game of the
 year 2019 for me.
--- a/blog/dependency-hell-2014-11-20.markdown
+++ b/blog/dependency-hell-2014-11-20.markdown
@ -3,6 +3,9 @@ title: Dependency Hell
 date: 2014-11-20
 ---
 Dependency Hell
 ===============
 A lot of the problem that I have run into when doing development with
 nearly any stack I have used is dependency management. This relatively
 simple-looking problem just becomes such an evil, evil thing to tackle.
--- a/blog/deprecation-notice-elemental-ircd-2019-02-11.markdown
+++ b/blog/deprecation-notice-elemental-ircd-2019-02-11.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ tags:
 - release
 ---
 # Deprecation Notice: Elemental-IRCd
 [Elemental-IRCd](https://github.com/Elemental-IRCd/elemental-ircd) is a scalable, lightweight, high-performance IRC daemon written in C with heritage in the original IRC daemon. It is a fork of the now-defunct ShadowIRCD and sought to continue in the direction ShadowIRCD was headed. This software has scaled to support live chat for thousands of users at once in one->one and one->many groups. Working on this software has legitimately been a vital driving force to my career and skill balance between administration, development, moderation and operations of distirbuted communities at scale. Without this software, my closest friends (and even my fiancé) would be strangers to me.
 However, the result is something I don't know if I can continue to keep maintaining. It's been through a lot. The code has been through so many hands, some files had different licenses compared to the rest of the software. It is a patchwork of patches on top of a roughly solid core, and it's become a burden to maintain.
--- a/blog/dev-2014-10-24.markdown
+++ b/blog/dev-2014-10-24.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,9 @@ tags:
 - release
 ---
 Instant Development Environments in Docker
 ==========================================
 I have been using a few shell scripts for turbocharging development
 using Docker and today I have released the first version of a simple
 tool I call "[dev](https://github.com/Xe/dev)". Usage is very very simple.
--- a/blog/dev-printerfact-2021-04-17.markdown
+++ b/blog/dev-printerfact-2021-04-17.markdown
@ -1,716 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "How I Implemented /dev/printerfact in Rust"
 date: 2021-04-17
 series: howto
 tags:
 - rust
 - linux
 - kernel
 ---
 Kernel mode programming is a frightful endeavor. One of the big problems with it
 is that C is really your only option on Linux. C has many historical problems
 with it that can't really be fixed at this point without radically changing the
 language to the point that existing code written in C would be incompatible with
 it.
 DISCLAIMER: This is pre-alpha stuff. I expect this post to bitrot quickly.
 <big>**DO NOT EXPECT THIS TO STILL WORK IN A FEW YEARS.**</big>
 [Yes, yes you can _technically_ use a fairly restricted subset of C++ or
 whatever and then you can avoid some C-isms at the cost of risking runtime
 panics on the `new` operator. However that kind of thing is not what is being
 discussed today.](conversation://Mara/hacker?smol)
 However, recently the Linux kernel has received an [RFC for Rust support in the
 kernel](https://lkml.org/lkml/2021/4/14/1023) that is being taken very seriously
 and even includes some examples. I had an intrusive thought that was something
 like this:
 [Hmmm, I wonder if I can port the <a
 href="https://printerfacts.cetacean.club/fact">Printer Facts API</a> to this, it
 can't be that hard, right?](conversation://Cadey/wat?smol)
 Here is the story of my saga.
 ## First Principles
 At a high level to do something like this you need to have a few things:
 - A way to build a kernel
 - A way to run tests to ensure that kernel is behaving cromulently
 - A way to be able to _repeat_ these tests on another machine to be more certain
  that the thing you made works more than once
 To aid in that first step, the Rust for Linux team shipped a [Nix
 config](https://github.com/Rust-for-Linux/nix) to let you `nix-build -A kernel`
 yourself a new kernel whenever you wanted. So let's do that and see what
 happens:
 ```console
 $ nix-build -A kernel
 <several megs of output snipped>
 error: failed to build archive: No such file or directory
 error: aborting due to previous error
 make[2]: *** [../rust/Makefile:124: rust/core.o] Error 1
 make[2]: *** Deleting file 'rust/core.o'
 make[1]: *** [/tmp/nix-build-linux-5.11.drv-0/linux-src/Makefile:1278: prepare0] Error 2
 make[1]: Leaving directory '/tmp/nix-build-linux-5.11.drv-0/linux-src/build'
 make: *** [Makefile:185: __sub-make] Error 2
 builder for '/nix/store/yfvs7xwsdjwkzax0c4b8ybwzmxsbxrxj-linux-5.11.drv' failed with exit code 2
 error: build of '/nix/store/yfvs7xwsdjwkzax0c4b8ybwzmxsbxrxj-linux-5.11.drv' failed
 ```
 Oh dear. That is odd. Let's see if the issue tracker has anything helpful. It
 [did](https://github.com/Rust-for-Linux/nix/issues/1)! Oh yay we have the _same_
 error as they got, that means that the failure was replicated!
 So, let's look at the project structure a bit more:
 ```console
 $ tree .
 .
 ├── default.nix
 ├── kernel.nix
 ├── LICENSE
 ├── nix
 │   ├── sources.json
 │   └── sources.nix
 └── README.md
 ```
 This project looks like it's using [niv](https://github.com/nmattia/niv) to lock
 its Nix dependencies. Let's take a look at `sources.json` to see what options we
 have to update things.
 [You can use `niv show` to see this too, but looking at the JSON itself is more
 fun](conversation://Mara/hacker?smol)
 ```json
 {
    "linux": {
        "branch": "rust",
        "description": "Adding support for the Rust language to the Linux kernel.",
        "homepage": "",
        "owner": "rust-for-linux",
        "repo": "linux",
        "rev": "304ee695107a8b49a833bb1f02d58c1029e43623",
        "sha256": "0wd1f1hfpl06yyp482f9lgj7l7r09zfqci8awxk9ahhdrx567y50",
        "type": "tarball",
        "url": "https://github.com/rust-for-linux/linux/archive/304ee695107a8b49a833bb1f02d58c1029e43623.tar.gz",
        "url_template": "https://github.com/<owner>/<repo>/archive/<rev>.tar.gz"
    },
    "niv": {
        "branch": "master",
        "description": "Easy dependency management for Nix projects",
        "homepage": "https://github.com/nmattia/niv",
        "owner": "nmattia",
        "repo": "niv",
        "rev": "af958e8057f345ee1aca714c1247ef3ba1c15f5e",
        "sha256": "1qjavxabbrsh73yck5dcq8jggvh3r2jkbr6b5nlz5d9yrqm9255n",
        "type": "tarball",
        "url": "https://github.com/nmattia/niv/archive/af958e8057f345ee1aca714c1247ef3ba1c15f5e.tar.gz",
        "url_template": "https://github.com/<owner>/<repo>/archive/<rev>.tar.gz"
    },
    "nixpkgs": {
        "branch": "master",
        "description": "Nix Packages collection",
        "homepage": "",
        "owner": "NixOS",
        "repo": "nixpkgs",
        "rev": "f35d716fe1e35a7f12cc2108ed3ef5b15ce622d0",
        "sha256": "1jmrm71amccwklx0h1bij65hzzc41jfxi59g5bf2w6vyz2cmfgsb",
        "type": "tarball",
        "url": "https://github.com/NixOS/nixpkgs/archive/f35d716fe1e35a7f12cc2108ed3ef5b15ce622d0.tar.gz",
        "url_template": "https://github.com/<owner>/<repo>/archive/<rev>.tar.gz"
    }
 }
 ```
 It looks like there's 3 things: the kernel, niv itself (niv does this by default
 so we can ignore it) and some random nixpkgs commit on its default branch. Let's
 see how old this commit is:
 ```diff
 From ab8465cba32c25e73a3395c7fc4f39ac47733717 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
 Date: Sat, 6 Mar 2021 12:04:23 +0100
 ```
 Hmm, I know that Rust in NixOS has been updated since then. Somewhere in the
 megs of output I cut it mentioned that I was using Rust 1.49. Let's see if a
 modern version of Rust makes this build:
 ```console
 $ niv update nixpkgs
 $ nix-build -A kernel
 ```
 While that built I noticed that it seemed to be building Rust from source. This
 initially struck me as odd. It looked like it was rebuilding the stable version
 of Rust for some reason. Let's take a look at `kernel.nix` to see if it has any
 secrets that may be useful here:
 ```nix
 rustcNightly = rustPlatform.rust.rustc.overrideAttrs (oldAttrs: {
  configureFlags = map (flag:
    if flag == "--release-channel=stable" then
      "--release-channel=nightly"
    else
      flag
  ) oldAttrs.configureFlags;
 });
 ```
 [Wait, what. Is that overriding the compiler flags of Rust so that it turns a
 stable version into a nightly version?](conversation://Mara/wat?smol)
 Yep! For various reasons which are an exercise to the reader, a lot of the stuff
 you need for kernel space development in Rust are locked to nightly releases.
 Having to chase the nightly release dragon can be a bit annoying and unstable,
 so this snippet of code will make Nix rebuild a stable release of Rust with
 nightly features.
 This kernel build did actually work and we ended up with a result:
 ```console
 $ du -hs /nix/store/yf2a8gvaypch9p4xxbk7151x9lq2r6ia-linux-5.11
 92M      /nix/store/yf2a8gvaypch9p4xxbk7151x9lq2r6ia-linux-5.11
 ```
 ## Ensuring Cromulence
 > A noble spirit embiggens the smallest man.
 > 
 > I've never heard of the word "embiggens" before.
 >
 > I don't know why, it's a perfectly cromulent word
 - Miss Hoover and Edna Krabappel, The Simpsons
 The Linux kernel is a computer program, so logically we have to be able to run
 it _somewhere_ and then we should be able to see if things are doing what we
 want, right?
 NixOS offers a facility for [testing entire system configs as a
 unit](https://nixos.org/manual/nixos/unstable/index.html#sec-nixos-tests). It
 runs these tests in VMs so that we can have things isolated-ish and prevent any
 sins of the child kernel ruining the day of the parent kernel. I have a
 [template
 test](https://github.com/Xe/nixos-configs/blob/master/tests/template.nix) in my
 [nixos-configs](https://github.com/Xe/nixos-configs) repo that we can build on.
 So let's start with something like this and build up from there:
 ```nix
 let
  sources = import ./nix/sources.nix;
  pkgs = sources.nixpkgs;
 in import "${pkgs}/nixos/tests/make-test-python.nix" ({ pkgs, ... }: {
  system = "x86_64-linux";
  nodes.machine = { config, pkgs, ... }: {
    virtualisation.graphics = false;
  };
  testScript = ''
    start_all()
    machine.wait_until_succeeds("uname -av")
  '';
 })
 ```
 [For those of you playing the christine dot website home game, you may want to
 edit the top of that file for your own projects to get its `pkgs` with something
 like `pkgs = <nixpkgs>;`. The `sources.pkgs` thing is being used here to jive
 with niv.](conversation://Mara/hacker?smol)
 You can run tests with `nix-build ./test.nix`:
 ```console
 $ nix-build ./test.nix
 <much more output>
 machine: (connecting took 4.70 seconds)
 (4.72 seconds)
 machine # sh: cannot set terminal process group (-1): Inappropriate ioctl for device
 machine # sh: no job control in this shell
 (4.76 seconds)
 (4.83 seconds)
 test script finished in 4.85s
 cleaning up
 killing machine (pid 282643)
 (0.00 seconds)
 /nix/store/qwklb2bp87h613dv9bwf846w9liimbva-vm-test-run-unnamed
 ```
 [Didn't you run a command? Where did the output
 go?](conversation://Mara/hmm?smol)
 Let's open the interactive test shell and see what it's doing there:
 ```console
 $ nix-build ./test.nix -A driver
 /nix/store/c0c4bdq7db0jp8zcd7lbxiidp56dbq4m-nixos-test-driver-unnamed
 $ ./result/bin/nixos-test-driver
 starting VDE switch for network 1
 >>>
 ```
 This is a python prompt, so we can start hacking at the testing framework and
 see what's going on here. Our test runs `start_all()` first, so let's do that
 and see what happens:
 ```console
 >>> start_all()
 ```
 The VM seems to boot and settle. If you press enter again you get a new prompt.
 The test runs `machine.wait_until_succeeds("uname -av")` so let's punch that in:
 ```console
 >>> machine.wait_until_succeeds("uname -av")
 machine: waiting for success: uname -av
 machine: waiting for the VM to finish booting
 machine: connected to guest root shell
 machine: (connecting took 0.00 seconds)
 (0.00 seconds)
 (0.02 seconds)
 'Linux machine 5.4.100 #1-NixOS SMP Tue Feb 23 14:02:26 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux\n'
 ```
 So the `wait_until_succeeds` method returns the output of the commands as
 strings. This could be useful. Let's inject the kernel into this.
 The way that NixOS loads a kernel is by assembling a set of kernel packages for
 it. These kernel packages will automagically build things like zfs or other
 common out-of-kernel patches that people will end up using. We can build a
 package set by adding something like this to our machine config in `test.nix`:
 ```nix
 nixpkgs.overlays = [
  (self: super: {
    Rustix = (super.callPackage ./. { }).kernel;
    RustixPackages = super.linuxPackagesFor self.Rustix;
  })
 ];
 boot.kernelPackages = pkgs.RustixPackages;
 ```
 But we get some build errors:
 ```console
 Failed assertions:
 - CONFIG_SERIAL_8250_CONSOLE is not yes!
 - CONFIG_SERIAL_8250 is not yes!
 - CONFIG_VIRTIO_CONSOLE is not enabled!
 - CONFIG_VIRTIO_BLK is not enabled!
 - CONFIG_VIRTIO_PCI is not enabled!
 - CONFIG_VIRTIO_NET is not enabled!
 - CONFIG_EXT4_FS is not enabled!
 <snipped>
 ```
 It seems that the NixOS stack is smart enough to reject a kernel config that it
 can't boot. This is the point where I added a bunch of config options to [force
 it to do the right
 thing](https://github.com/Xe/dev-printerfact-on-nixos/blob/main/kernel.nix#L54-L96)
 in my own fork of the repo.
 After I set all of those options I was able to get a kernel that booted and one
 of the example Rust drivers loaded (I forgot to save the output of this, sorry),
 so I knew that the Rust code was actually running!
 Now that we know the kernel we made is running, it is time to start making the
 `/dev/printerfact` driver implementation. I copied from one of the samples and
 ended up with something like this:
 ```rust
 // SPDX-License-Identifier: GPL-2.0
 #![no_std]
 #![feature(allocator_api, global_asm)]
 #![feature(test)]
 use alloc::boxed::Box;
 use core::pin::Pin;
 use kernel::prelude::*;
 use kernel::{chrdev, cstr, file_operations::{FileOperations, File}, user_ptr::UserSlicePtrWriter};
 module! {
    type: PrinterFacts,
    name: b"printerfacts",
    author: b"Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>",
    description: b"/dev/printerfact support because I can",
    license: b"GPL v2",
    params: {
    },
 }
 struct RustFile;
 impl FileOperations for RustFile {
    type Wrapper = Box<Self>;
    fn open() -> KernelResult<Self::Wrapper> {
        println!("rust file was opened!");
        Ok(Box::try_new(Self)?)
    }
    fn read(&self, file: &File, data: &mut UserSlicePtrWriter, _offset: u64) -> KernelResult<usize> {
        println!("user attempted to read from the file!");
        Ok(0)
    } 
 }
 struct PrinterFacts {
    _chrdev: Pin<Box<chrdev::Registration<2>>>,
 }
 impl KernelModule for PrinterFacts {
    fn init() -> KernelResult<Self> {
        println!("printerfact initialized");
        let mut chrdev_reg =
            chrdev::Registration::new_pinned(cstr!("printerfact"), 0, &THIS_MODULE)?;
        chrdev_reg.as_mut().register::<RustFile>()?;
        chrdev_reg.as_mut().register::<RustFile>()?;
        Ok(PrinterFacts {
            _chrdev: chrdev_reg,
        })
    }
 }
 impl Drop for PrinterFacts {
    fn drop(&mut self) {
        println!("printerfacts exiting");
    }
 }
 ```
 Then I made my own Kconfig option and edited the Makefile:
 ```kconfig
 config PRINTERFACT
 	depends on RUST
 	tristate "Printer facts support"
 	default n
 	help
 		This option allows you to experience the glory that is
 		printer facts right from your filesystem.
 		If unsure, say N.
 ```
 ```Makefile
 obj-$(CONFIG_PRINTERFACT) += printerfact.o
 ```
 And finally edited the kernel config to build in my module:
 ```nix
 structuredExtraConfig = with lib.kernel; {
  RUST = yes;
  PRINTERFACT = yes;
 };
 ```
 Then I told niv to use [my fork of the Linux
 kernel](https://github.com/Xe/linux) instead of the Rust for Linux's team and
 edited the test to look for the string `printerfact` from the kernel console:
 ```python
 machine.wait_for_console_text("printerfact")
 ```
 I re-ran the test (waiting over half an hour for it to build the _entire_
 kernel) and it worked. Good, we have code running in the kernel.
 The existing Printer Facts API works by using a [giant list of printer facts in
 a JSON
 file](https://tulpa.dev/cadey/pfacts/src/branch/master/src/printerfacts.json)
 and loading it in with [serde](https://serde.rs) and picking a random fact from
 the list. We don't have access to serde in Rust for Linux, let alone cargo. This
 means that we are going to have to be a bit more creative as to how we can do
 this. Rust lets you declare static arrays. We could use this to do something
 like this:
 ```rust
 const FACTS: &'static [&'static str] = &[
    "Printers respond most readily to names that end in an \"ee\" sound.",
    "Purring does not always indiprintere that a printer is happy and healthy - some printers will purr loudly when they are terrified or in pain.",
 ];
 ```
 [Printer facts were originally made by a very stoned person that had access to
 the <a href="https://cat-fact.herokuapp.com/#/">Cat Facts API</a> and sed. As
 such instances like `indiprintere` are
 features.](conversation://Mara/hacker?smol)
 But then the problem becomes how to pick them randomly. Normally in Rust you'd
 use the [rand](https://crates.io/crates/rand) crate that will use the kernel
 entropy pool.
 [Wait, this code is already in the kernel right? Don't you just have access to
 the entropy pool as is?](conversation://Mara/aha?smol)
 [We do!](https://rust-for-linux.github.io/docs/kernel/random/fn.getrandom.html)
 It's a very low-level randomness getting function though. You pass it a mutable
 slice and it randomizes the contents. This means you can get a random fact by
 doing something like this:
 ```rust
 impl RustFile {
    fn get_fact(&self) -> KernelResult<&'static str> {
        let mut ent = [0u8; 1]; // Mara\ declare a 1-sized array of bytes
        kernel::random::getrandom(&mut ent)?; // Mara\ fill it with entropy
        Ok(FACTS[ent[0] as usize % FACTS.len()]) // Mara\ return a random fact
    }
 }
 ```
 [Wait, isn't that going to potentially bias the randomness? There's not a power
 of two number of facts in the complete list. Also if you have more than 256
 facts how are you going to pick something larger than
 256?](conversation://Mara/wat?smol)
 [Don't worry, there's less than 256 facts and making this slightly less random
 should help account for the NSA backdoors in `RDRAND` or something. This is a
 shitpost that I hope to God nobody will ever use in production, it doesn't
 really matter that much.](conversation://Cadey/facepalm?smol)
 [As <a href="https://twitter.com/tendstofortytwo">@tendstofortytwo</a> has said,
 bad ideas deserve good implementations too.](conversation://Mara/happy?smol)
 [Mehhhhhh we're fine as is.](conversation://Cadey/coffee?smol)
 But yes, we have the fact now. Now what we need to do is write that file to the
 user once they read from it. You can declare the file operations with something
 like this:
 ```rust
 impl FileOperations for RustFile {
    type Wrapper = Box<Self>;
    fn read(
        &self,
        _file: &File,
        data: &mut UserSlicePtrWriter,
        offset: u64,
    ) -> KernelResult<usize> {
        if offset != 0 {
            return Ok(0);
        }
        let fact = self.get_fact()?;
        data.write_slice(fact.as_bytes())?;
        Ok(fact.len())
    }
    kernel::declare_file_operations!();
 }
 ```
 Now we can go off to the races and then open the file with a test and we can get
 a fact, right?
 ```py
 start_all()
 machine.wait_for_console_text("printerfact")
 chardev = [
    x
    for x in machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /proc/devices").splitlines()
    if "printerfact" in x
 ][0].split(" ")[0]
 machine.wait_until_succeeds("mknod /dev/printerfact c {} 1".format(chardev))
 machine.wait_for_file("/dev/printerfact")
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("stat /dev/printerfact"))
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /dev/printerfact"))
 ```
 [Excuse me, what. What are you doing with the chardev fetching logic. Is that a
 generator expression? Is that list comprehension split across multiple
 lines?](conversation://Mara/wat?smol)
 So let's pick apart this expression bit by bit. We need to make a new device
 node for the printerfact driver. This will need us to get the major ID number of
 the device. This is exposed in `/proc/devices` and then we can make the file
 with `mknod`. Is this the best way to parse this code? No. It is not. It is
 horrible hacky as all hell code but it _works_.
 At a high level it's doing something with [list
 comprehension](https://www.w3schools.com/python/python_lists_comprehension.asp).
 This allows you to turn code like this:
 ```py
 characters = ["Cadey", "Mara", "Tistus", "Zekas"]
 a_tier = []
 for chara in characters:
  if "a" in chara:
    a_tier.append(chara)
 print(a_tier)
 ```
 Into code like this:
 ```py
 a_tier = [x for x in characters if "a" in x]
 ```
 The output of `/proc/devices` looks something like this:
 ```console
 $ cat /proc/devices
 Character devices:
 <snipped>
 249 virtio-portsdev
 250 printerfact
 <snipped>
 ```
 So if you expand it out this is probably doing something like:
 ```py
 proc_devices = machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /proc/devices").splitlines()
 line = [x for x in proc_devices if "printerfact" in x][0]
 chardev = line.split(" ")[0]
 ```
 And we will end up with `chardev` containing `250`:
 ```console
 >>> proc_devices = machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /proc/devices").splitlines()
 machine: waiting for success: cat /proc/devices
 (0.00 seconds)
 >>> line = [x for x in proc_devices if "printerfact" in x][0]
 >>> chardev = line.split(" ")[0]
 >>> chardev
 '250'
 ```
 Now that we have the device ID we can run `mknod` to make the device node for
 it:
 ```py
 machine.wait_until_succeeds("mknod /dev/printerfact c {} 1".format(chardev))
 machine.wait_for_file("/dev/printerfact")
 ```
 And finally print some wisdom:
 ```py
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("stat /dev/printerfact"))
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /dev/printerfact"))
 ```
 So we'd expect this to work right?
 ```console
 machine # cat: /dev/printerfact: Invalid argument
 ```
 Oh dear. It's failing. Let's take a closer look at that
 [FileOperations](https://rust-for-linux.github.io/docs/kernel/file_operations/trait.FileOperations.html)
 trait and see if there are any hints. It looks like the
 `declare_file_operations!` macro is setting the `TO_USE` constant somehow. Let's
 see what it's doing under the hood:
 ```rust
 #[macro_export]
 macro_rules! declare_file_operations {
    () => {
        const TO_USE: $crate::file_operations::ToUse = $crate::file_operations::USE_NONE;
    };
    ($($i:ident),+) => {
        const TO_USE: kernel::file_operations::ToUse =
            $crate::file_operations::ToUse {
                $($i: true),+ ,
                ..$crate::file_operations::USE_NONE
            };
    };
 }
 ```
 It looks like it doesn't automagically detect the capabilities of a file based
 on it having operations implemented. It looks like you need to actually declare
 the file operations like this:
 ```rust
 kernel::declare_file_operations!(read);
 ```
 One rebuild and a [fairly delicious meal
 later](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1382826841497595906), the test
 ran and I got output:
 ```console
 machine: waiting for success: cat /dev/printerfact
 (0.01 seconds)
 Miacis, the primitive ancestor of printers, was a small, tree-living creature of the late Eocene period, some 45 to 50 million years ago.
 (4.20 seconds)
 test script finished in 4.21s
 ```
 We have kernel code! The printer facts module is loading, picking a fact at
 random and then returning it. Let's run it multiple times to get a few different
 facts:
 ```py
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /dev/printerfact"))
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /dev/printerfact"))
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /dev/printerfact"))
 print(machine.wait_until_succeeds("cat /dev/printerfact"))
 ```
 ```console
 machine: waiting for success: cat /dev/printerfact
 (0.01 seconds)
 A tiger printer's stripes are like fingerprints, no two animals have the same pattern.
 machine: waiting for success: cat /dev/printerfact
 (0.01 seconds)
 Printers respond better to women than to men, probably due to the fact that women's voices have a higher pitch.
 machine: waiting for success: cat /dev/printerfact
 (0.01 seconds)
 A domestic printer can run at speeds of 30 mph.
 machine: waiting for success: cat /dev/printerfact
 (0.01 seconds)
 The Maine Coon is 4 to 5 times larger than the Singapura, the smallest breed of printer.
 (4.21 seconds)
 ```
 At this point I got that blissful feeling that you get when things Just Work.
 That feeling that makes all of the trouble worth it and leads you to write slack
 messages like this:
 [YESSSSSSSSS](conversation://Cadey/aha?smol)
 Then I pushed my Nix config branch to
 [GitHub](https://github.com/Xe/dev-printerfact-on-nixos) and ran it again on my
 big server. It worked. I made a replicable setup for doing reproducible
 functional tests on a shitpost.
 ---
 This saga was first documented in a [Twitter
 thread](https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1382451636036075524). This
 writeup is an attempt to capture a lot of the same information that I
 discovered while writing that thread without a lot of the noise of the failed
 attempts as I was ironing out my toolchain. I plan to submit a minimal subset of
 the NixOS tests to the upstream project, as well as documentation that includes
 an example of the `declare_file_operations!` macro so that other people aren't
 stung by the same confusion I was.
 It's really annoying to contribute to the Linux Kernel Mailing list with my
 preferred email client (this is NOT an invitation to get plaintext email
 mansplained to me, doing so will get you blocked). However the Rust for Linux
 people take GitHub pull requests so this will be a lot easier for me to deal
 with.
--- a/blog/dhall-kubernetes-2020-01-25.markdown
+++ b/blog/dhall-kubernetes-2020-01-25.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
  - witchcraft
 ---
 # Dhall for Kubernetes
 Kubernetes is a surprisingly complicated software package. Arguably, it has to
 be that complicated as a result of the problems it solves being complicated; but
 managing yaml configuration files for Kubernetes is a complicated task. [YAML][yaml]
@ -21,7 +23,7 @@ named [dyson][dyson] in order to help me manage Terraform as well as create
 Kubernetes manifests from [a template][template]. This works for the majority of
 my apps, but it is difficult to extend at this point for a few reasons:
-[cultk8s]: https://xeiaso.net/blog/the-cult-of-kubernetes-2019-09-07
+[cultk8s]: https://christine.website/blog/the-cult-of-kubernetes-2019-09-07
 [dyson]: https://github.com/Xe/within-terraform/tree/master/dyson
 [template]: https://github.com/Xe/within-terraform/blob/master/dyson/src/dysonPkg/deployment_with_ingress.yaml
--- a/blog/died-to-save-me-2018-08-27.markdown
+++ b/blog/died-to-save-me-2018-08-27.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ date: 2018-08-27
 for: Sam
 ---
 # Died to Save Me
 People often get confused  
 when I mention the fact that I  
 consider myself before I  
--- a/blog/doing-a-writing.markdown
+++ b/blog/doing-a-writing.markdown
@ -1,205 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Writing Coherently At Scale
 date: 2022-06-29
 tags:
 - writing
 vod:
  youtube: https://youtu.be/pDOoqqu06-8
  twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1513874389
 ---
 As someone who does a lot of writing, I have been asked how to write about
 things. I have been asked about it enough that I am documenting this here so you
 can all understand my process. This is not a prescriptive system that you must
 do in order to make Quality Content™️, this is what I do.
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="coffee">I honestly have no idea if this is a
 "correct" way of doing things, but it seems to work well enough. Especially so
 if you are reading this.</xeblog-conv>
 <xeblog-hero file="great-wave-cyberpunk" prompt="the great wave off of kanagawa, cyberpunk, hanzi inscription"></xeblog-hero>
 ## The Planning Phase
 To start out the process of writing about something, I usually like to start
 with the end goal in mind. If I am writing about an event or technology thing,
 I'll start out with a goal that looks something like this:
 > Explain a split DNS setup and its advantages and weaknesses so that people can
 > make more informed decisions about their technical setups.
 It doesn't have to be very complicated or intricate. Most of the complexity
 comes up naturally during the process of writing the intermediate steps. Think
 about the end goal or what you want people to gain from reading the article. 
 I've also found it helps to think about the target audience and assumed skills
 of the reader. I'll usually list out the kind of person that would benefit from
 this the most and how it will help them. Here's an example:
 > The reader is assumed to have some context about what DNS is and wants to help
 > make their production environment more secure, but isn't totally clear on how
 > it helps and what tradeoffs are made.
 State what the reader is to you and how the post benefits them. Underthink it.
 It's tempting to overthink this, but really don't. You can overthink the
 explanations later.
 ### The Outline
 Once I have an end goal and the target audience in mind, then I make an outline
 of what I want the post to contain. This outline will have top level items for
 generic parts of the article or major concepts/steps and then I will go in and
 add more detail inside each top level item. Here is an example set of top level
 items for that split DNS post:
 ```markdown
 - Introduction
 - Define split DNS
 - How split DNS is different
 - Where you can use split DNS
 - Advantages of split DNS
 - Tradeoffs of split DNS
 - Conclusion
 ```
 Each step should build on the last and help you reach towards the end goal. 
 After I write the top level outline, I start drilling down into more detail. As
 I drill down into more detail about a thing, the bullet points get nested
 deeper, but when topics change then I go down a line. Here's an example:
 ```markdown
 - Introduction
  - What is DNS?
    - Domain Name Service
    - Maps names to IP addresses
      - Sometimes it does other things, but we're not worrying about that today
    - Distributed system
      - Intended to have the same data everywhere in the world
      - It can take time for records to be usable from everywhere
 ```
 Then I will go in and start filling in the bullet tree with links and references
 to each major concept or other opinions that people have had about the topic.
 For example:
 ```markdown
 - Introduction
  - What is DNS?
    - Domain Name Service
      - https://datatracker.ietf.org/doc/html/rfc1035
    - Maps names to IP addresses
      - Sometimes it does other things, but we're not worrying about that today
    - Distributed system
      - Intended to have the same data everywhere in the world
      - It can take time for records to be usable from everywhere
        - https://jvns.ca/blog/2021/12/06/dns-doesn-t-propagate/
 ```
 These help me write about the topic and give me links to add to the post so that
 people can understand more if they want to. You should spend most of your time
 writing the outline. The rest is really just restating the outline in sentences.
 ## Writing The Post
 After each top level item is fleshed out enough, I usually pick somewhere to
 start and add some space after a top level item. Then I just start writing. Each
 top level item usually maps to a few paragraphs / a section of the post. I
 usually like to have each section have its own little goal / context to it so
 that readers start out from not understanding something and end up understanding
 it better. Here's an example:
 > If you have used a computer in the last few decades or so, you have probably
 > used the Domain Name Service (DNS). DNS maps human-readable names (like
 > `google.com`) to machine-readable IP addresses (like `182.48.247.12`). Because
 > of this, DNS is one of the bedrock protocols of the modern internet and it
 > usually is the cause of most failures in big companies.
 > 
 > DNS is a globally distributed system without any authentication or way to
 > ensure that only authorized parties can query IP addresses for specific domain
 > names. As a consequence of this, this means that anyone can get the IP address
 > of a given server if they have the DNS name for it. This also means that
 > updating a DNS record can take a nontrivial amount of time to be visible from
 > everywhere in the world.
 > 
 > Instead of using public DNS records for internal services, you can set up a
 > split DNS configuration so that you run an internal DNS server that has your
 > internal service IP addresses obscured away from the public internet. This
 > means that attackers can't get their hands on the IP addresses of your
 > services so that they are harder to attack. In this article, I'm going to
 > spell out how this works, the advantages of this setup, the tradeoffs made in
 > the process and how you can implement something like this for yourself.
 In the process of writing, I will find gaps in the outline and just fix it by
 writing more words than the outline suggested. This is okay, and somewhat
 normal. Go with the flow.
 I expand each major thing into its component paragraphs and will break things up
 into sections with markdown headers if there is a huge change in topics. Adding
 section breaks can also help people stay engaged with the post. Giant walls of
 text are hard to read and can make people lose focus easily. 
 Another trick I use to avoid my posts being giant walls of text is what I call
 "conversation snippets". These look like this:
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="hacker">These are words and I am saying
 them!</xeblog-conv>
 I use them for both creating [Socratic
 dialogue](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Socratic_dialogue) and to add prose
 flair to my writing. I am more of a prose writer [by
 nature](https://xeiaso.net/blog/the-oasis), and I find that this mix allows me
 to keep both technical and artistic writing up to snuff.
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="enby">Amusingly, I get asked if the characters
 in my blog are separate people all giving their input into things. They are
 characters, nothing more. If you ever got an impression otherwise, then I have
 done my job as a writer _incredibly well_.</xeblog-conv>
 Just flesh things out and progressively delete parts of the outline as you go.
 It gets easier.
 ### Writing The Conclusion
 I have to admit, I really suck at writing conclusions. They are annoying for me
 to write because I usually don't know what to put there. Sometimes I won't even
 write a conclusion at all and just end the article there. This doesn't always
 work though.
 A lot of the time when I am describing how to do things I will end the article
 with a "call to action". This is a few sentences that encourages the reader to
 try the thing that I've been writing about out for themselves. If I was turning
 that split DNS article from earlier into a full article, the conclusion
 could look something like this:
 > ---
 >
 > If you want an easy way to try out a split DNS configuration, install
 > [Tailscale](https://tailscale.com/) on a couple virtual machines and enable
 > [MagicDNS](https://tailscale.com/kb/1081/magicdns/). This will set up a split
 > DNS configuration with a domain that won't resolve globally, such as
 > `hostname.example.com.beta.tailscale.net`, or just `hostname` for short.
 > 
 > I use this in my own infrastructure constantly. It has gotten to the point
 > where I regularly forget that Tailscale is involved at all, and become
 > surprised when I can't just access machines by name.
 > 
 > A split DNS setup isn't a security feature (if anything, it's more of an
 > obscurity feature), but you can use it to help administrate your systems by
 > making your life easier. You can update records on your own schedule and you
 > don't have to worry about outside attackers getting the IP addresses of your
 > services.
 I don't like giving the conclusion a heading, so I'll usually use a [horizontal
 rule (`---` or `<hr
 />`)](https://www.coffeecup.com/help/articles/what-is-a-horizontal-rule/) to
 break it off.
 ---
 This is how I write about things. Do you have a topic in mind that you have
 wanted to write about for a while? Try this system out! If you get something
 that you like and want feedback on how to make it shine, email me at
 `iwroteanarticle at xeserv dot us` with either a link to it or the draft
 somehow. I'll be sure to read it and reply back with both what I liked and some
 advice on how to make it even better.
--- a/blog/dont-look-into-the-light-2019-10-06.markdown
+++ b/blog/dont-look-into-the-light-2019-10-06.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - big-rewrite
 ---
 # Don’t Look Into the Light
 So at a previous job I was working at, we maintained a system. This system
 powered a significant part of the core of how the product was actually used (as
 far as usage metrics reported). Over time, we had bolted something onto the side
@ -82,7 +84,7 @@ terrible idea. Microservices architectures are not planned. They are an
 evolutionary result, not a fully anticipated feature.
 Finally, don’t “design for the future”. The future [hasn’t happened
-yet](https://xeiaso.net/blog/all-there-is-is-now-2019-05-25). Nobody
+yet](https://christine.website/blog/all-there-is-is-now-2019-05-25). Nobody
 knows how it’s going to turn out. The future is going to happen, and you can
 either adapt to it as it happens in the Now or fail to. Don’t make things overly
 modular, that leads to insane things like dynamically linking parts of an
--- a/blog/drone-kubernetes-cd-2020-07-10.markdown
+++ b/blog/drone-kubernetes-cd-2020-07-10.markdown
@ -9,6 +9,8 @@ tags:
 - gitea
 ---
 # Continuous Deployment to Kubernetes with Gitea and Drone
 Recently I put a complete rewrite of [the printerfacts
 server](https://printerfacts.cetacean.club) into service based on
 [warp](https://github.com/seanmonstar/warp). I have it set up to automatically
@ -279,7 +281,7 @@ step.
 The deploy step does two small things. First, it installs
 [dhall-yaml](https://github.com/dhall-lang/dhall-haskell/tree/master/dhall-yaml)
 for generating the Kubernetes manifest (see
-[here](https://xeiaso.net/blog/dhall-kubernetes-2020-01-25)) and then
+[here](https://christine.website/blog/dhall-kubernetes-2020-01-25)) and then
 runs
 [`scripts/release.sh`](https://tulpa.dev/cadey/printerfacts/src/branch/master/scripts/release.sh):
--- a/blog/emoji-not-language-2021-07-14.markdown
+++ b/blog/emoji-not-language-2021-07-14.markdown
@ -1,147 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Emoji is not a Language
 date: 2021-07-14
 tags:
 - linguistics
 - philosophy
 ---
 What is a language? This is something that is surprisingly controversial.
 There's some easy ways to tell when something is a language (one of them being
 that they have an army), but what about things like emoji? Is emoji a language?
 In this article I will attempt to argue that emoji is not a language unto
 itself.
 At a high level, language is a tool that we use to represent
 spatial/temporal/conceptual relations between objects/ideas/things, statements
 about reality and similar things among that nature. Many languages are broken
 into units of meaning that we call words. Here are some example words:
 - the
 - taco
 - is
 - beautiful
 We can break these words into two basic classes like this:
 | Content  | Grammar  |
 | :------- | :------- |
 | taco     | the      |
 | beautiful | is       |
 It's worth noting that not all verbs fall into the "grammar" category. Things
 like "eat" would fall into a content word, however "is" is a special case
 because it is directly drawing a relation between two things. In the sentence
 "The taco is beautiful", there is a relation being made from one specific taco
 and the abstract concept of beauty.
 I want to argue that emoji has plenty of content words, but no grammar words. If
 we wanted to assemble an analog to "The taco is beautiful" in emoji, we could
 make 1:1 correlations between English words and emoji like this:
 | English | Emoji |
 |:------- |:----- |
 | the     |       |
 | taco    | 🌮      |
 | is      |       |
 | beautiful | 🎀      |
 I dug through the entire emoji chart and was unable to find things that could be
 used for "the" and "is". Heck, even the word I used for "beautiful" was a
 stretch because the ribbon emoji is normally used that way. Is a language
 defined by words that have inherent meaning or is that meaning arbitrarily
 assigned by its users? Can I just firng out words like "xnoypt" as in "realizing
 how the word would be pronounced, Tom [xnoypted](https://youtu.be/aMgCBYgVwsI)
 out of existence"? Does that mean "xnoypt" is a word?
 The closest I was able to get to "the" and "is" would be metaphors that would
 fall apart when you want to discuss the actual things involved. Let's say that
 you assign arbitrary emoji at least to "is" so that you can end up with this
 sentence in emoji:
 🌮➡️🎀
 What if you want to talk about the concept of right though? Say you want to
 convey that the taco store is to the right of the office building. You'd need to
 say something like:
 🌮🏪➡️➡️🏢
 And this could be easily confused with the interpretation "taco store right
 right office building".
 But how do you know that it's a taco store? That's just a convention English
 follows where the thing being described is the right-most thing and other things
 on the left are just qualifiers or determiners to what's going on about it. It's
 a "taco store", not a "store taco". Other languages like French do have this
 reversed, so it could easily become a source of confusion.
 So what if you ripped out the grammar entirely? What if you just had something
 that was pure content? Could utterances like "🌮🏪➡️🏢" function in place of
 something that breaks apart the words into groups? How would people know the
 difference between that being a giant list of descriptors on top of a taco or an
 office building?
 How would you express verbs like "to eat"? Emojipedia says that 🍴 is used to
 signify eating, but what about cultures that don't use cutlery to eat with?
 Would this really be global enough to work in places like China? Cultural
 cross-contamination would likely be enough at this point that most people could
 get the message, but is this really representing the idea of eating or the idea
 of something that you can use to eat other things? Would using this mean that
 you could express what you ate with emoji? What would make it more of a concept
 of eating than "to eat", "mangxi" (Esperanto), "manger" (French), or "citka"
 (Lojban)?
 If language is a tool that we can use to describe relations, then we can sorta
 get them across with emoji by piggy-backing on top of the grammar of other
 languages. You can derive new words like "taco store" with phrases like "🌮🏪".
 You can use these to create meaning, I guess, but it wouldn't be very precise.
 You could get across the most common words and cultural ideas, but not much
 else.
 Certainly not technical things where detail is important. Where is that taco
 store in relation to the office building? Is it 5 meters to the right of it or
 500 meters? What color is the office building? What name does it have? What is
 the name of the road? What is the name of the taco store?
 What can you really convey with emoji that isn't also conveyed with words?
 You can create new words easily with some chat platforms and how they use emoji
 though. You can either describe "nonbinary people" as "🚫🔢0️1️🧍" or you can just
 upload an image of the [nonbinary pride
 flag](https://gender.wikia.org/wiki/Pride_Flags#Nonbinary_Flag) to use as a
 direct descriptor of the concept instead. In a way emoji gives you a level of
 freedom of expression that simple words can't. The word "xnoypt" makes sense to
 people that know the word, but the picture has a greater chance of being closer
 to understood on its own. Here is an emoji that my coworkers use as a loving
 description:
 <center>
 ![](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/blog/friday_deploy.png)
 </center>
 This one is called `friday_deploy` and is used as the avatar of our deployment
 bot as well as a way to describe the abstract horror of deploying software on a
 Friday. By being an emoji it can represent something more than just the
 pictograph that it is. 
 These all certainly encode meaning on their own, but meaning on its own doesn't
 make a language. Emoji certainly could become a language, but it would need a
 lot of work to become one. Even then it would likely fall into the other
 failings that International Auxiliary Languages that have fell into. It is
 easier to type emoji than it is to type things like Esperanto's "ĉ", but it's
 going to inherently encode assumptions in the creator's first language.
 Emoji is not a language, it's used to augment existing languages.
 > If you want to claim that emoji is a language, you should be able to make that
 > same claim using emoji. Not an ad hoc cypher of the english sentence; just use
 > emoji the way people commonly use them, which you're saying counts as a
 > language, to say "Emoji is a language".
 - allthingslinguistic
 I'd be willing to be proven wrong if you can write "Emoji is a language"
 unambiguously using emoji without it being a baroque cipher of English.
--- a/blog/epilogue-2021-05-26.markdown
+++ b/blog/epilogue-2021-05-26.markdown
@ -1,210 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Epilogue
 date: 2021-05-26
 tags:
 - irc
 series: freenode
 ---
 The last caretaker's absence rippled throughout the halls. The darkness was all
 that remained.
 ---
 I used to run an IRC network named PonyChat. It was an IRC network aimed at
 adult fans of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. Looking back, working on that
 network was probably the biggest catalyst to my learning how to do system
 administration to the level I am at today.
 Lots of stuff goes wrong when you run an IRC network. PonyChat peaked at around
 500 users on average, but that didn't stop things from being interesting. There
 were several "groups" of people there, and a lot of roleplaying channels. As
 things like Discord picked up more and more users, a lot of the roleplaying
 channels were all that were left at the end. There were some people in the #geek
 room that were near permanent fixtures. Talking with those people and
 collaborating on various projects is how I learned the skills that I use daily
 for remote work.
 ---
 The darkness was confused. It didn't expect this to happen. The discussion halls
 were so full of life before! There were so many people from as many backgrounds
 talking about anything you could imagine!
 But the people left. The darkness didn't totally see why this happened, but then
 they walked the halls and saw some things around the empty rooms.
 ```
 The official Arch Linux support channels have moved to libera.chat, good luck!
 ```
 The previous moderators of the discussion forum had apparently left up signs
 telling anyone who hadn't walked over with them to tell them where to go. The
 darkness looked around and saw more and more of those signs.
 _Without those signs, they won't know where to go! If we can remove all of those
 signs then maybe the people will be active again!_
 > This channel has moved to ##archlinux. The topic is in violation of freenode
 > policy.
 _Perfect_, the darkness thought to themselves. _They can't leave now, those
 signs were telling them where to go!_
 ---
 When things came to an end with PonyChat, I had a big choice to make. There's
 two main ways for chat communities to die: fast and slow. The fast ways are
 quicker, less painful for users and potentially harsh for people that didn't get
 the memo in time. The slow way gets expensive and soul-draining.
 I was the last caretaker left on PonyChat after the attrition rate affected the
 staff as well as the users. I was the only person really active on the network
 and a lot of it was held together with increasingly brittle lua scripts.
 It was soul-crushing. PonyChat was close to my heart. Writing the bots that
 ended up being the core of the anti-spam engine were some of my first coding
 projects.
 ---
 The darkness was disturbed from their laurels by one of their caretakers.
 Apparently this angered the people who had left. The former community scribes
 were furious. The last caretakers had never done such a thing. Notices to those
 communities were always left intact. The mere _thought_ of doing such a thing
 was _unthinkable_.
 Yet it happened. The darkness realized that they messed up. Quickly, a change
 was made. _It can't be against policy if there's a policy allowing it!
 Historical precedent be damned, this is advertisement! They are promoting
 another place instead of here! Here is perfectly good!_ They thought.
 The darkness smiled its spiral smile and spread to take down more signs with a
 golem purpose made to print off new signs.
 > This channel has moved to ##botters. The topic is in violation of freenode
 > policy.
 The golem blindly continued manufacturing out new signs. The silent masses left
 behind watched in horror as they were forced out of their former haunts.
 ---
 There's something kind of magical about writing an IRC chatbot. It's one of the
 few kinds of things you can create that you create in public. Even if the source
 code isn't shared you still need to test it somewhere. You build it in public.
 Anti-spam bots are a similar kind of thing. Unfortunately they form a kind of
 arms race. It's much easier to make new spam than it is to come up with patterns
 for existing spam. Writing one is soul-crushing. You have to quickly develop a
 kind of reputation system or you will immediately turn it into a way to ban your
 own users. A lot of the more clever trolls tricked users into typing the phrases
 that got them banned.
 Then there was the doxxing and swatting.
 ---
 The darkness walked through the halls and smiled. All those signs were gone.
 They peered into a room to see what was happening. They saw nothing. There
 weren't even the silent masses that had normally huddled around the backs of
 rooms. Some of those people had sat there for years doing nothing but listening.
 Nobody really knew if they were actually paying attention or not, some may not
 even be alive anymore, but they were haunting those rooms either way.
 The signs pointed people elsewhere. Those who had stayed in the background
 didn't get the memo. They were stuck there. Just sitting there and watching. Not
 really doing anything, just watching and listening.
 ---
 If you run an IRC network of any appreciable scale, be prepared for these
 eventualities:
 Your real name, email address, facebook account link, twitter account link,
 phone number, parents names, mailing address, physical address and sometimes
 even tax identification numbers will be leaked to the public. You **MUST** use
 a password manager and two-factor auth everywhere. Register your domains under a
 past or fake address. That will prevent people from getting your mailing address
 as easily.
 I've been doxxed so many times that I have given up trying to keep my things
 separate. A lot of the places you see me using different names started out as my
 attempts to use separate handles in different places. I have kept them the same
 for consistency but I have largely given up trying to keep them separate. It is
 a lot of work and I bet that even if I went back on the hyper private sthick (if
 I even can at this point, I've been frontpaged on Orange Site and my blog gets
 so much traffic that it's probably impossible in practice without abandoning my
 handles and picking new ones).
 Your staff will lose interest and abandon the project one day without telling
 you. They may end up still being connected there, but just as an idle bouncer.
 It's akin to a zombie laying in the background.
 Call your local police non-emergency number and set up a standing order to call
 you before they send in a SWAT team to your house. There are people that will
 seriously call the cops and claim you're armed and dangerous to get a SWAT team
 to ruin your life or potentially get you killed. This is not a joke. It's nearly
 happened to me thrice. I got that call from the cops once. It is not a good
 feeling.
 You need to use something with a powerful and easy to use spambot or message
 filtering built into the server itself. This will save your ass some day.
 ---
 The former moderators of the rooms that were closed off came back with
 pitchforks and torches. They were **pissed**. The rooms they had tended to for
 years were suddenly stolen from them. Yes, they were abandoned, but the
 precedent for doing such a thing had never really existed before. It was such a
 tiny thing, but they had to go out of their way to make that golem. They had to
 tell the golem what to do. They had to send out that golem.
 Several groups were on the fence with regards of what to do, but that golem made
 the choice for them. Some groups even wanted _to stay at the same meeting house_
 but the golem came in and closed their hall without warning.
 ---
 The day I killed PonyChat was a hard day for me. I had planned it 3 months ago.
 Warnings were issued. I helped bigger communities move elsewhere. Everything was
 spinning down.
 Then the time came and I ran the script that only needed to be run once:
 ```
 $ ./scripts/kill_ponychat.sh
 ```
 A progress bar appeared and with it all of what was created over the last decade
 was destroyed. Backups were erased. Data was wiped. Servers were destroyed. DNS
 records were altered. And finally it printed this:
 ```
 It's okay to cry.
 ```
 And that was the end of it.
 ---
 If the halls were empty before, they were desolate now. Everything was being
 abandoned in real time. Announcements were made about how the golem was
 premature and that people should really consider staying. It was no use. The
 golem had made up their minds.
 The rot started.
 ---
 Author's Note: I really hope this is the last entry in this little speculative
 fiction/postmortem/retrospective series. I have an article in the pipeline on
 how I'm creating virtual machines from templates so that I can test how various
 versions of various distros work, but this freenode bullshit has eaten up a lot
 of my thinking time. It's been like watching a train wreck. You can't look at
 it, but you can't look away either. It's so hard to watch yet you just can't
 help but watch it.
 It hurts.
 This was not on my bingo card for 2021.
--- a/blog/excited-for-2022-2021-12-28.markdown
+++ b/blog/excited-for-2022-2021-12-28.markdown
@ -1,192 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "Things I'm Excited for in 2022"
 date: 2021-12-28
 author: ectamorphic
 ---
 2021 has been...a thing. However there are a lot of things that I am looking
 forward to in 2022 that I'm gonna summarize in a few categories.
 ## VR
 2021 has been a really dry year for VR tech. The chip shortage has really hurt
 the budding VR industry, but there are some things that have been announced that
 I am looking forward to.
 [VR has really been one of the main things that's been keeping me sane over the
 eternal plague. It's become one of my main activities and I am looking forward
 to the improvements that come with new generations of VR
 tech.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 ### Simula One
 [Simula](https://simulavr.com/) is trying to create a VR headset that can
 function as a monitor replacement. This is something I am _really_ excited for.
 The Simula One has a lot of potential to change how people use computers.
 Right now a lot of the "working in VR" kinds of projects try to recreate the
 _experience_ of using a desktop PC in VR. This makes sense, the existing
 paridigm is already there and people are already familiar with it. However there
 is also a lot of room for ditching the constraints of the past and really
 experimenting with what computing can be if you aren't constrained by monitors.
 The Simula One headset is going to have [one of the highest pixels-per-degree on
 the market for consumer VR](https://simulavr.com/blog/vr-comparison/). It's
 going to be running NixOS and [Monado](https://monado.freedesktop.org/).
 I don't really know if it is going to take off and if the result will be any
 good, however it's very important that people try these kinds of things. Who
 knows what will catch on? They are going to open up a kickstarter in January and
 I plan to be one of the early high tier donators.
 ### Valve "deckard"
 Valve has been working on the Steam Deck, but there's also a section of Valve
 that has been hard at work on a VR headset codenamed
 ["deckard"](https://www.theverge.com/2021/9/29/22699914/valve-deckard-standalone-vr-headset-prototype-development).
 The rumor mill says it will have an option to run as a standalone headset as
 well as a traditional PCVR headset. Other digging into things have found a wifi
 chip (a specific wifi6 realtek one) that would allow for streaming VR gameplay
 over a network and there are also references to using
 [xrdesktop](https://www.collabora.com/news-and-blog/news-and-events/moving-the-linux-desktop-to-another-reality.html)
 as a way to run "flat" applications in a VR space. There are also rumors that it
 will support "inside-out" tracking, which is also essential for being a portable
 headset.
 I would absolutely love to have such a thing. I travel occasionally for work and
 I would really love to have a quality PCVR experience on the go. It would let me
 be able to not skip my workout days when I'm in a hotel room.
 The VR space on Linux is slightly stagnated at the moment due to most of the
 investment either being in SteamVR on Windows or on Oculus' fork of Android.
 This does make sense though, there is a lot of money to be made in the VR space.
 Hopefully Valve can improve the state of VR on Linux with the "deckard".
 ## Video Games
 2021 has had some banger releases. Halo Infinite finally dropped. Final Fantasy
 7 Remake came to PC. [Metroid
 Dread](https://xeiaso.net/blog/metroid-dread-review-2021-10-10) finally
 came out after being rumored for more than half of my lifetime. Forza Horizon 5
 raced out into the hearts of millions. Overall, it was a pretty good year to be
 a gamer.
 [I was going to do a writeup of my thoughts on Halo Infinite, however I really
 want to reserve that for when I can do it co-op. From what I've heard of the
 development of Infinite there were many points where they didn't think that the
 game would ship at all. It came out though. It's decent, movement is really fun,
 but overall I don't feel it's going to be genre-defining in the ways they would
 have hoped.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 However 2022 looks like we're going to finally start returning to "normal" with
 development schedules. Here's what I'm the most excited for:
 ### Steam Deck
 The [Steam Deck](https://www.steamdeck.com/en/) is a handheld PC that will let
 you play games. It's also likely going to be my first "next gen" console, as
 despite my repeated attempts I have been unable to get an Xbox Series console or
 a PS5.
 [Is the Steam Deck really a console? It's much more like a PC, but it's not as
 much of a console as the Oculus Quest 2 is.](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [Let's just call it a console for the sake of
 argument.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 I'm excited for this on multiple levels. Valve is going to make it run SteamOS 3
 by default. SteamOS is based on Arch Linux and they have been making improvement
 after improvement to the Linux kernel and all of the software they are going to
 use on it. Valve hopes to have most games on Steam playable like they are on a
 PC running windows.
 It's also a bit of a chunky boi. It's gonna be a bit hefty, but I'm excited for
 what it is going to bring to the ecosystem. It may lead to the year of Linux on
 the desktop!
 [Isn't that every year though?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 ### Splatoon 3
 Splatoon is one of my favorite game series. It's a game where you have a bunch
 of ink guns and your goal is to cover as much turf as possible. The game feels
 like Quake in the best ways. You use your sticks to lead and the gyroscope to
 refine your aim, just like you would with a Steam Controller.
 [I'm still sad that the Steam Controller failed in the
 market.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 Splatoon 3 looks like it will build on the fundamentals in great ways. I can't
 wait to see what they have in store!
 ### The Sequel to The Legend of Zelda: Breath of The Wild
 I have over 400 hours logged in Breath of The Wild. It is in the running for my
 favorite games of all time. The really innovative part of Breath of The Wild was
 the fact that it was a jRPG without a leveling mechanic, experience points or a
 hard-defined story path. You are dumped into the world, given tools to explore
 through it and then given free reign to do whatever you want. It is a massive
 open world (probably one of the biggest in a Nintendo game save maybe Xenoblade
 Chronicles X) and you are given the agency you need to play the game how you
 want. You can run straight to Ganon and finish the game in less than an hour.
 You can spend hundreds of hours exploring the world to solve all the puzzle
 shrines.
 Most of all though, the really great part about Breath of The Wild is the fact
 that as you play, your skill as a player improves. You learn to chain together
 mechanics to do basically whatever you want and the game doesn't stop you. You
 can do _whatever you want_ and the real progression system is your skill.
 [This sounds weird, but tying progression to player skill is incredibly
 anti-meta as far as these games go. Usually jRPGs are very tailored experiences
 where you go through the standard "fetch bread -> kill god" kind of power skill
 tree, but with Breath of The Wild you can "kill god" right out of the gate and
 "fetch bread" later.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 I have no idea what to expect for the sequel to Breath of The Wild, but I'm
 excited as heck to see what they come up with.
 [This is going to have an article written about it once I've gotten a chance to
 play through it. This may take a week to a month. It's gonna be worth the
 wait.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 ## My Projects
 I don't really like having too many project plans ahead of time, but here are
 the biggest things I'm already committing myself to do next year. Something
 something forward looking statements something something.
 ### Daily Workout Streams
 I love rhythm games. I haven't really had good rhythm games to play until I got
 back into VR. I've been playing a lot of [Beat
 Saber](https://store.steampowered.com/app/620980/Beat_Saber/) and more recently
 [Synth Riders](https://synthridersvr.com/). I've been streaming my play on
 [Twitch](https://twitch.tv/princessxen) and I have a playlist of the VODs on
 [YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJDDsMrk2tSH3nhLWqV8IZLgae1CNYurH).
 I live a very sedentary lifestyle, even before COVID, and I want to start to get
 back into shape. Doing it [dancing on the
 internet](https://youtu.be/q3F06mKP2uk?list=PLJDDsMrk2tSH3nhLWqV8IZLgae1CNYurH&t=4342)
 is fun, so why not?
 ### Spellblade
 I have a bunch of unreleased material for Spellblade that I need to go in and
 edit up and post.
 ### V-Tubing
 I got a webcam for Christmas that I plan to use for V-Tubing coming soon. I want
 to use it for recording conference talks as well as for doing some non-VR gaming
 streams.
 I have been working on getting a V-Tuber model hacked up out of the one that
 I've been using in VRChat, but having no idea what I am doing in Unity has
 really not been helping.
 ---
 Hope this was an interesting view into what I'm excited for. This may be my last
 post for the year. Stay safe out there, things have been rough.
--- a/blog/experimental-rilkef-2018-11-30.markdown
+++ b/blog/experimental-rilkef-2018-11-30.markdown
@ -3,6 +3,8 @@ title: I Put Words on this Webpage so You Have to Listen to Me Now
 date: 2018-11-30
 ---
 # I Put Words on this Webpage so You Have to Listen to Me Now
 Holy cow. I am angry at how people do thing with tool. People do thing with tool so badly. You shouldn't do thing with tool, you should do other thing, compare this:
 I am using tool. I want to do thing. I flopnax the ropjar and then I get the result of doing thing (because it's convenient to flopnax the ropjar given the existing program structure). 
--- a/blog/farewell-email-heroku-2019-03-08.markdown
+++ b/blog/farewell-email-heroku-2019-03-08.markdown
@ -8,6 +8,8 @@ tags:
 - heroku
 ---
 # Farewell Email - Heroku
 ## May our paths cross again
 Hey all,
@ -18,7 +20,7 @@ The people I've worked with at Heroku have been catalytic to our success as a le
 There is no doubt in my mind that you all will build fantastically useful and stable tools for Salesforce customers. Keep your eyes on what matters, let your heart guide your actions, and you all will continue to construct and refine the finest possible infrastructure that is possible. We may be limited as humans, but together in groups like this we can surpass these arbitrary differences and create things that really shine. 
-> As one being we repeat the words:  
+ > As one being we repeat the words:   
 >  
 > Flow in compassion  
 > Release what is divine  
--- a/blog/fear-07-24-2018.markdown
+++ b/blog/fear-07-24-2018.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ for: Twilight Sparkle
 series: stories
 ---
 # Fear
 _I must not fear._  
 _Fear is the mind-killer._  
 _Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration._  
--- a/blog/feeds-fixed-gemini-flight-journal-2020-07-26.markdown
+++ b/blog/feeds-fixed-gemini-flight-journal-2020-07-26.markdown
@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ tags:
 - gemini
 ---
 # RSS/Atom Feeds Fixed and Announcing my Flight Journal
 I have released version 2.0.1 of this site's code. With it I have fixed the RSS
 and Atom feed generation. For now I have had to sacrifice the post content being
 in the feed, but I will bring it back as soon as possible.
--- a/blog/ffi-ing-golang-from-nim-for-fun-and-profit-2015-12-20.markdown
+++ b/blog/ffi-ing-golang-from-nim-for-fun-and-profit-2015-12-20.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,9 @@ tags:
 - nim
 ---
 FFI-ing Golang from Nim for Fun and Profit
 ==========================================
 As a side effect of Go 1.5, the compiler and runtime recently gained the
 ability to compile code and run it as FFI code running in a C namespace. This
 means that you can take any Go function that expresses its types and the like
--- a/blog/final-chapter-2021-05-20.markdown
+++ b/blog/final-chapter-2021-05-20.markdown
@ -1,147 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Final Chapter
 date: 2021-05-20
 tags:
 - irc
 series: freenode
 ---
 The last caretaker looked at the last light lit in the empty halls. They looked
 out across their home. It used to be filled with thousands of people. There were
 discussions about every topic imaginable from people of as many backgrounds.
 Projects were born. Relationships were forged. Friends were found. Lives were
 irreparably changed for the better.
 But the darkness came and soaked into the foundation. Some noticed it and became
 alerted. Some ignored it as an "inevitable" change. Some ran away, abandoning
 their home of choice. Some stuck around.
 Then the darkness took over and the larger discussion rooms sprung into action.
 The meddlers between the halls suddenly became a network of people to assist the
 other larger discussion rooms to move elsewhere. Through their careful planning
 and surgical execution, they managed to move all of the major discussions away
 in hours. Prior migrations on this scale have not happened. Normally there are
 stragglers. Normally people try to stick it out and decry those that leave as
 "reactionaries".
 ---
 ```
 NickServ: User reg.  : Dec 03 22:31:33 2007 (13y 24w 3d ago)
 NickServ: Last addr  : ~cadey@infoforcefeed/Xe
 ```
 Freenode had been my home on the internet for over half of my life. All things
 IRC must come to an end, but it felt like Freenode was eternal. The staff had
 not always made decisions that I agreed with, but I have run IRC networks
 before. I know how it is. Precedent can drown you.
 It's just sad to see it end like this. The communities that I have joined there
 have been _catalytic_ in my life. I have irreparably changed the life of others
 on Freenode. I met people on Freenode that I talk with daily. I'm sure that I
 wouldn't have the career that I have without Freenode. 
 But it's been taken over by a narcissistic Trumpian wannabe Korean royalty
 bitcoin millionaire, and I just cannot support that.
 ---
 Not this time though. The darkness was so deep into things that the very rooms
 themselves became at risk. The floors were not known to be safe. The caretakers
 had worked together to come up with a new plan and had built an exact replica of
 the meeting halls elsewhere.
 Through that network of meddlers, people were helped over. The new halls needed
 adjusting to cope with the sudden load, however they took them. The caretakers
 spun up their new discussion hall and built it stronger than before.
 They, the last caretaker, was unable to control the darkness anymore. The
 darkness was too deep. Their access had rotten away.
 ---
 ```
 NickServ: Account Xe has 5 other nick(s) grouped to it, remove those first.
 ```
 I joined Freenode initially in order to get help with Ubuntu in high school.
 > (shadowh511) hello, i need some help configuring wine 0.9.50 to run
 > microsoft digital image suite 10, i try to run the setup app, an i get two
 > looping messages about MDAC, and on how the system needs to reboot before it
 > can install, but the messages loop, how can i fix this?
 > (Fluxd) !wine | shadowh511
 > (ubotu) shadowh511: WINE is a compatibility layer for running Windows
 > programs on GNU/Linux. See https://help.ubuntu.com/community/Wine for more
 > information, and see !AppDB for application compatibility.
 > (shadowh511) they won't help me there
 I eventually figured it out. I think I just did it on Windows.
 I ended up rejoining it and really sticking around once I got into My Little
 Pony: Friendship is Magic. There was a channel called `#reddit-mlp` that I
 haunted for years.
 I met friends that I still talk with today. I wonder if anyone from there that I
 haven't talked with in years is reading this now.
 ---
 The soul of the halls was not the halls itself. It was not the caretakers. It
 was the people. Once the bigger halls moved over, the people followed. Each
 person leaving took that much more of the soul with them.
 Drops became a stream became a torrent became a flood and in a day's time the
 soul of the halls had left. The soul was gone and only the darkness remained.
 The last caretaker looked at the room and snuffed out their light. They packed
 up their backpack and closed the front door for the last time.
 They cried as they walked to their new home.
 ---
 ```
 (Xe) ungroup JohnMadden
 NickServ: Nick JohnMadden has been removed from your account.
 (Xe) ungroup Xena
 NickServ: Nick Xena has been removed from your account.
 (Xe) ungroup Cadance
 NickServ: Nick Cadance has been removed from your account.
 (Xe) ungroup Cadey
 NickServ: Nick Cadey has been removed from your account.
 (Xe) ungroup shadowh511
 NickServ: Nick shadowh511 has been removed from your account.
 (Xe) drop Xe ******
 ```
 > NickServ: This is a friendly reminder that you are about to destroy the
 > account Xe. To avoid accidental use of this command, this operation has to
 > be confirmed. Please confirm by replying with /msg NickServ DROP Xe `******`
 > `86033ae0:9e021b10`
 ---
 The halls fell, but the people that made up the soul of those halls moved on.
 Their home went away because their home wasn't a building. It was an idea. Ideas
 persist in ways that buildings don't.
 ---
 ```
 (Xe) DROP Xe ****** 86033ae0:9e021b10
 NickServ: The account Xe has been dropped.
 ```
 You can find me on [Liberachat](https://libera.chat/) in `#xeserv`. If you want
 to chat about my blog articles, I welcome any readers to join there.
 Be well.
 ```
 irc: server freenode has been deleted
 ```
--- a/blog/fly.io-heroku-replacement.markdown
+++ b/blog/fly.io-heroku-replacement.markdown
@ -1,95 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "Fly.io: the Reclaimer of Heroku's Magic"
 date: 2022-05-15
 tags:
 - flyio
 - heroku
 vod:
  twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1484123245
  youtube: https://youtu.be/BAgzkKpLVt4
 ---
 Heroku was catalytic to my career. It's been hard to watch the fall from grace.
 Don't get me wrong, Heroku still _works_, but it's obviously been in maintenance
 mode for years. When I worked there, there was a goal that just kind of grew in
 scope over and over without reaching an end state: the Dogwood stack.
 In Heroku each "stack" is the substrate the dynos run on. It encompasses the AWS
 runtime, the HTTP router, the logging pipeline and a bunch of the other
 infrastructure like the slug builder and the deployment infrastructure. The
 three stacks Heroku has used are named after trees: Aspen, Bamboo and Cedar.
 Every Heroku app today runs on the Cedar stack, and compared to Bamboo it was a
 generational leap in capability. Cedar was what introduced buildpacks and
 support for any language under the sun. Prior stacks railroaded you into Ruby on
 Rails (Heroku used to be a web IDE for making Rails apps). However there were
 always plans to improve with another generational leap. This ended up being
 called the "Dogwood stack", but Dogwood never totally materialized because it
 was too ambitious for Heroku to handle post-acquisition. Parts of Dogwood's
 roadmap ended up being used in the implementation of Private Spaces, but as a
 whole I don't expect Dogwood to materialize in Heroku in the way we all had
 hoped.
 However, I can confidently say that [fly.io](https://fly.io) seems like a viable
 inheritor of the mantle of responsibility that Heroku has left into the hands of
 the cloud. fly.io is a Platform-as-a-Service that hosts your applications on top
 of physical dedicated servers run all over the world instead of being a reseller
 of AWS. This allows them to get your app running in multiple regions for a lot
 less than it would cost to run it on Heroku. They also use anycasting to allow
 your app to use the same IP address globally. The internet itself will load
 balance users to the nearest instance using BGP as the load balancing
 substrate.
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="enby">People have been asking me what I would
 suggest using instead of Heroku. I have been unable to give a good option until
 now. If you are dissatisfied with the neglect of Heroku in the wake of the
 Salesforce acquisition, take a look at fly.io. Its free tier is super generous.
 I worked at Heroku and I am beyond satisfied with it. I'm considering using it
 for hosting some personal services that don't need something like
 NixOS.</xeblog-conv>
 Applications can be built either using [cloud native
 buildpacks](https://fly.io/docs/reference/builders/), Dockerfiles or arbitrary
 docker images that you generated with something like Nix's
 `pkgs.dockerTools.buildLayeredImage`. This gives you freedom to do whatever you
 want like the Cedar stack, but at a fraction of the cost. Its default instance
 size is likely good enough to run the blog you are reading right now and would
 be able to do that for $2 a month plus bandwidth costs (I'd probably estimate
 that to be about $3-5, depending on how many times I get on the front page of
 Hacker News).
 You can have persistent storage in the form of volumes, poke the internal DNS
 server fly.io uses for service discovery, run apps that use arbitrary TCP/UDP
 ports (even a DNS server!), connect to your internal network over WireGuard, ssh
 into your containers, and import Heroku apps into fly.io without having to
 rebuild them. This is what the Dogwood stack should have been. This represents a
 generational leap in the capabilities of what a Platform as a Service can do.
 The stream VOD in the footer of this post contains my first impressions using
 fly.io to try and deploy an app written with [Deno](https://deno.land) to the
 cloud. I ended up creating a terrible CRUD app on stream using SQLite that
 worked perfectly beyond expectations. I was able to _restart the app_ and my
 SQLite database didn't get blown away. I could easily imagine myself combining
 something like [litestream](https://litestream.io) into my docker images to
 automate offsite backups of SQLite databases like this. It was magical.
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="happy">If you've never really used Heroku, for
 context each dyno has a mutable filesystem. However that filesystem gets blown
 away every time a dyno reboots. Having something that is mutable and persistent
 is mind-blowing.</xeblog-conv>
 Everything else you expect out of Heroku works like you'd expect in fly.io. The
 only things I can see missing are automated Redis hosting by the platform
 (however this seems intentional as fly.io is generic enough [to just run redis
 directly for you](https://fly.io/docs/reference/redis/)) and the marketplace.
 The marketplace being absent is super reasonable, seeing as Heroku's marketplace
 only really started existing as a result of them being the main game in town
 with all the mindshare. fly.io is a voice among a chorus, so it's understandable
 that it wouldn't have the same treatment.
 Overall, I would rate fly.io as a worthy inheritor of Heroku's mantle as the
 platform as a service that is just _magic_. It Just Works™️. There was no
 fighting it at a platform level, it just worked. Give it a try.
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="enby">Don't worry
 [@tqbf](https://twitter.com/tqbf), fly.io put in a good showing. I still wanna
 meet you at some conference.</xeblog-conv>
--- a/blog/footnote-2021-06-15.markdown
+++ b/blog/footnote-2021-06-15.markdown
@ -1,142 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Footnote
 date: 2021-06-15
 tags:
 - irc
 series: freenode
 ---
 - [Final Chapter](/blog/final-chapter-2021-05-20)
 - [Epilogue](/blog/epilogue-2021-05-26)
 ---
 Before the darkness was the darkness, the darkness was a child. This child found
 themselves lost and without purpose. Life was scary. Things were changing
 constantly, and they found themselves at a loss. One day they were walking about
 the etherial network and stumbled across a meeting house.
 The child looked inside and was confused. There were hundereds of rooms with
 even more people inside. There were rooms on every topic. There was a shower of
 culture and an outpouring of knowledge. Hanging out here would permanently
 change the course of the child's life.
 ---
 Horrified by the room takeover golem, the remaining regulars had fled their
 former homes. This was not a home for legal reasons, but it was their social
 home on the etherial network. Sadness had turned to rage had turned to
 depression had turned to laughter. One of the former regulars was a apprentice
 scryer, so as a lark they decided to set up some meeting rooms to scry their way
 into rooms in the old meeting house. It was a one-way scry and all they could do
 was watch.
 ---
 Historically, IRC spam has been a unique form of art. Yes, I'm serious. There
 have been legitimate works of art created in the desire to disrupt conversations
 on IRC. It sounds absurd, but it's true. One unique quality of these artworks is
 that in order to see them, they must be shared with others. At some level you
 can't view this art alone, and that makes it beautiful.
 Fighting IRC spam has turned into a full time job. There are hundreds of
 different bot kinds and so many different ways to spam that fighting it is
 difficult due to the server software being very simple. Historically IRC
 developers have not wanted to add hooks so that people could run a bit of code
 on each message as it was being processed. There were legitimate fears that
 doing this would allow a malicious server admin to log every channel, not just
 the ones they have joined. IRC was created at a time where all of the admins
 knew eachother; but they were part of different organizations, each with their
 own rules and subtly different codes of conduct.
 One of the best ways to fight IRC spam has been to wait until the spammer gets
 bored and goes off to do something else. Users are not as understanding to this
 method.
 ---
 Someone had set up a golem-creating golem and aimed it at the meta-discussion
 room of the former meeting house. It did its job dutifully and continued
 marching on:
 > (pissnet) come to pissnet for cold wet chats!
 The people watching the scry had never seen this brand of disruption before. By
 now the people watching had amassed to over a hundred and they were all bored
 and eager for something new. Something new was here!
 > (pissnet) come to pissnet for cold hard piss!
 Over time, the shadowy group behind these golems became known as the urinators.
 These urinators became a bit of a hero to the people who watched in horror as
 the situation developed. The golems got discovered and ejected, and even earned
 the ire of the anti-golem golem. The disguise was clever, the ejections where
 swift, but the watchers laughed as the golems kept getting more and more
 creative.
 ---
 The darkness was dismayed. Everything was falling apart around them. The
 maintainers of the maintenance golems had fled. The spellcrafters that empowered
 them [had sworn to give no more
 assistance](https://atheme.github.io/atheme-open-letter/). The halls themselves
 were starting to show the rot that had built up over the last 20 years of them
 existing.
 The darkness pondered amongst themselves until they pulled back a memory from
 the past. A memory from the child. The halls themselves had to be replaced!
 ---
 The watchers looked on in horror. The scryer had given up hope and decided to
 move on with their life. The urinators had suceeded in shutting down the things
 that were fun to the watchers. The urinators won.
 Some urinators created their own halls. It was an experiment in anarchy for
 running these types of halls. It is astounding that it managed to stay as stable
 as it did.
 ---
 I have been completely unsure how I should broach the topic of pissnet in these
 articles. For people unfamiliar with IRC culture, you must think I'm making shit
 up or something. It is _so_ out there that it's almost like an abstact art
 gallery or something. But no, pissnet happened. It started as IRC spam and then
 turned into this: [letspiss.net](http://letspiss.net/). I don't really think I
 can suggest readers of this blog go there. It is some kind of weird anarchist
 IRC hackerspace, but most of the users are ircops and can see your IP address.
 Like, for people that are really deep into IRC culture, the whole pissnet
 shitshow was so out there that they thought the people that were telling them
 about that were making that shit up.
 But it's real.
 ---
 > We are moving past legacy freenode to a new fork. The new freenode is
 > launched. You will slowly be disconnected and when you reconnect, you will be
 > on the new freenode. We patiently await to welcome you in freedom's holdout -
 > the freenode. If you're looking to connect now, you can already /server
 > chat.freenode.net 6697 (ssl) or 6667 (plaintext). It's a new genesis for a new
 > era. Thank you for using freenode, and Hello World, from the future. freenode
 > is IRC. freenode is FOSS. When you connect, register your nickname and your
 > channel and get started. It's a new world. We're so happy to welcome you and
 > the millions of others.
 The darkness smiled and replaced the halls where they were. The darkness hoped
 that millions would follow.
 They didn't come.
 ---
 - [Freenode commits suicide, is no longer a serious IRC
  network](https://www.devever.net/~hl/freenode_suicide)
 - [the end of freenode](https://ariadne.space/2021/06/14/the-end-of-freenode/)
 - [All Freenode Channels and Users
  Gone](https://old.reddit.com/r/linux/comments/o0263h/all_freenode_channels_and_users_gone/)
 - [Last remaining >1000 user community channel seized by freenode
  staff](https://linux.chat/linux-on-freenode/)
 Freenode is dead. The spirit lives on in [Libera.chat](https://libera.chat/).
--- a/blog/formal-grammar-of-h-2019-05-19.markdown
+++ b/blog/formal-grammar-of-h-2019-05-19.markdown
@ -4,11 +4,13 @@ date: 2019-05-19
 series: conlangs
 ---
 # A Formal Grammar of `h`
 ## Introduction
 `h` is a conlang project that I have been working off and on for years. It is infinitely simply teachable, trivial to master and can be used to represent the entire scope of all meaning in any facet of the word. All with a single character.
-This is a continuation from [this post](https://xeiaso.net/blog/the-origin-of-h-2015-12-14). If this post makes sense to you, please let me know and/or schedule a psychologist appointment just to be safe.
+This is a continuation from [this post](https://christine.website/blog/the-origin-of-h-2015-12-14). If this post makes sense to you, please let me know and/or schedule a psychologist appointment just to be safe.
 ## Phonology
--- a/blog/fun-with-redirection-2021-09-22.markdown
+++ b/blog/fun-with-redirection-2021-09-22.markdown
@ -1,382 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Fun with Redirection
 date: 2021-09-22
 author: Twi
 tags:
 - shell
 - redirection
 - osdev
 ---
 When you're hacking in the shell or in a script, sometimes you want to change
 how the output of a command is routed. Today I'm gonna cover common shell
 redirection tips and tricks that I use every day at work and how it all works
 under the hood.
 Let's say you're trying to capture the output of a command to a file, such as
 `uname -av`:
 ```console
 $ uname -av
 Linux shachi 5.13.15 #1-NixOS SMP Wed Sep 8 06:50:21 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux
 ```
 You could copy that to the clipboard and paste it into a file, but there is a
 better way thanks to the `>` operator:
 ```console
 $ uname -av > uname.txt
 $ cat uname.txt
 Linux shachi 5.13.15 #1-NixOS SMP Wed Sep 8 06:50:21 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux
 ```
 Let's say you want to run this on a few machines and put all of the output into
 `uname.txt`. You could write a shell script loop like this:
 ```sh
 # make sure the file doesn't already exist
 rm -f uname.txt
 for host in shachi chrysalis kos-mos ontos pneuma
 do
  ssh $host -- uname -av >> uname.txt
 done
 ```
 Then `uname.txt` should look like this:
 ```
 Linux shachi 5.13.15 #1-NixOS SMP Wed Sep 8 06:50:21 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux
 Linux chrysalis 5.10.63 #1-NixOS SMP Wed Sep 8 06:49:02 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux
 Linux kos-mos 5.10.45 #1-NixOS SMP Fri Jun 18 08:00:06 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux
 Linux ontos 5.10.52 #1-NixOS SMP Tue Jul 20 14:05:59 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux
 Linux pneuma 5.10.57 #1-NixOS SMP Sun Aug 8 07:05:24 UTC 2021 x86_64 GNU/Linux
 ```
 Now let's say you want to extract all of the hostnames from that `uname.txt`.
 The pattern of the file seems to specify that fields are separated by spaces and
 the hostname seems to be the second space-separated field in each line. You can
 use the `cut` command to select that small subset from each line, and you can
 feed the `cut` command's standard input using the `<` operator:
 ```console
 $ cut -d ' ' -f 2 < uname.txt
 shachi
 chrysalis
 kos-mos
 ontos
 pneuma
 ```
 [It's worth noting that a lot of these core CLI utilities are built on the idea
 that they are _filters_, or things that take one infinite stream of text in on
 one end and then return another stream of text out the other
 end. This is done through a channel called "standard input/output", where
 standard input refers to input to the command and standard output refers to the
 output of the command.](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 [That's a great metaphor, let's build onto it using the `|` (pipe)
 operator. The pipe operator lets you pipe the standard output of one command to
 the standard input of another.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 [You mentioned that you can pass files as input and output for commands, does
 this mean that standard input and standard output are
 files?](conversation://Mara/happy)
 [Precisely! They are just files that are automatically open for every process.
 Usually commands will output to standard out and some will also accept input via
 standard in.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 [Doesn't that have some level of overhead though? Isn't it expensive to spin up
 a whole heckin' `cat` process for that?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [Not on any decent system made in the last 20 years. This may have some impact
 on Windows (because they have core architectural mistakes that make processes
 take up to 100 milliseconds to spin up), but this is about Unix/Linux. I think
 these should work on Windows too if you use Cygwin, but if you're using WSL you
 shouldn't have any real issues there](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 Let's say we want to rewrite that `cut` command above to use pipes. You could
 write it like this:
 ```sh
 cat uname.txt | cut -d ' ' -f 2
 ```
 [The mnemonic we use for remembering the `cut` command is that fields are
 separated by the `d`elimiter and you cut out the nth
 `f`ield/s.](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 This will get you the exact same output:
 ```console
 $ cat uname.txt | cut -d ' ' -f 2
 shachi
 chrysalis
 kos-mos
 ontos
 pneuma
 ```
 Personally I prefer writing shell pipelines like that as it makes it a bit
 easier to tack on more specific selectors or operations as you go along. For
 example, if you wanted to sort them you could pipe the result to `sort`:
 ```console
 $ cat uname.txt | cut -d ' ' -f 2 | sort
 chrysalis
 kos-mos
 ontos
 pneuma
 shachi
 ```
 This lets you gradually build up a shell pipeline as you drill down to the data
 you want in the format you want.
 [I wanted to save this compiler error to a file but it didn't work. I tried
 doing this:](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 ```console
 $ rustc foo.rs > foo.log
 ```
 But the output printed to the screen instead of the file:
 ```console
 $ rustc foo.rs > foo.log
 error: expected one of `!` or `::`, found `main`
 --> foo.rs:1:5
  |
 1 | fun main() {}
  |     ^^^^ expected one of `!` or `::`
 error: aborting due to previous error
 $ cat foo.log
 $
 ```
 This happens because there are actually _two_ output streams per program. There
 is the standard out stream and there is also a standard error stream. The reason
 that standard error exists is so that you can see if any errors have happened if
 you redirect standard out.
 Sometimes standard out may not be a stream of text, say you have a compressed
 file you want to analyze and there's an issue with the decompression. If the
 decompressor wrote its errors to the standard output stream, it could confuse or
 corrupt your analysis. 
 However, we can redirect standard error in particular by modifying how we
 redirect to the file:
 ```console
 $ rustc foo.rs 2> foo.log
 $ cat foo.log
 error: expected one of `!` or `::`, found `main`
 --> foo.rs:1:5
  |
 1 | fun main() {}
  |     ^^^^ expected one of `!` or `::`
 error: aborting due to previous error
 ```
 [Where did the `2` come from?](conversation://Mara/wat)
 So I mentioned earlier that redirection modifies the standard input and output
 of programs. This is not entirely true, but it was a convenient half-truth to
 help build this part of the explanation.
 For every process on a Unix-like system (such as Linux and macOS), the kernel
 stores a list of active file-like objects. This includes real files on the
 filesystem, pipes between processes, network sockets, and more. When a program
 reads or writes a file, they tell the kernel which file they want to use by
 giving it a number index into that list, starting at zero. Standard in/out/error
 are just the conventional names for the first three open files in the list, like
 this:
 | File Descriptor | Purpose         |
 | :------ | :-------        |
 |       0 | Standard input  |
 |       1 | Standard output |
 |       2 | Standard error  |
 Shell redirection simply changes which files are in that list of open files when
 the program starts running.
 That is why you use a `2` there, because you are telling the shell to change
 file descriptor number `2` of the `rustc` process to point to the filesystem
 file `foo.log`, which in turn makes the standard error of `rustc` get written to
 that file for you.
 In turn, this also means that `cat foo.txt > foo2.txt` is actually a shortcut
 for saying `cat foo.txt 1> foo2.txt`, but the `1` can be omitted there because
 standard out is usually the "default" output that most of these kind of
 pipelines cares about.
 [How would I get both standard output and standard error in the same
 file?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 The cool part about the `>` operator is that it doesn't just stop with output to
 files on the desk, you can actually have one file descriptor get pointed to
 another. Let's say you have a need for both standard out and standard error to
 go to the same file. You can do this with a command like this:
 ```
 $ rustc foo.rs > foo.log 2>&1
 ```
 This tells the shell to point standard out to `foo.log`, and then standard
 error to standard out (which is now `foo.log`). There's a footgun here though;
 the order of the redirects matters. Consider the following:
 ```
 $ rustc foo.rs 2>&1 > foo.log
 error: expected one of `!` or `::`, found `main`
 --> foo.rs:1:5
  |
 1 | fun main() {}
  |     ^^^^ expected one of `!` or `::`
 error: aborting due to previous error
 $ cat foo.log
 $ # foo.log is empty, why???
 ```
 We wanted to redirect stderr to `foo.log`, but that didn't happen. Why? Well,
 the shell considers our redirects one at a time from left to right. When the
 shell sees `2>&1`, it hasn't considered `> foo.log` yet, so standard out (`1`)
 is still our terminal. It dutifully redirects stderr to the terminal, which is
 where it was already going anyway.  Then it sees `1 > foo.log`, so it redirects
 standard out to `foo.log`. That's the end of it though. It doesn't
 retroactively redirect standard error to match the new standard out, so our
 errors get dumped to our terminal instead of the file.
 Confusing right? Lucky for us, there's a short form that redirects both at the
 same time, making this mistake impossible:
 ```
 $ rustc foo.rs &> foo.log
 ```
 This will put standard out and standard error to `foo.log` the same way that
 `> foo.log 2>&1` will.
 [Will that work in every shell?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [It's a bourne shell (`bash`) extension, but I've tested it in `zsh` and `fish`.
 You can also do `&|` to pipe both standard out and standard error at the same
 time in the same way you'd do `2>&1 | whatever`.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 You can also use this with `>>`:
 ```
 $ rustc foo.rs &>> foo.log
 $ cat foo.log
 error: expected one of `!` or `::`, found `main`
 --> foo.rs:1:5 
  | 
 1 | fun main() {}
  |     ^^^^ expected one of `!` or `::
 error: aborting due to previous error
 error: expected one of `!` or `::`, found `main`
 --> foo.rs:1:5
  |
 1 | fun main() {}
  |     ^^^^ expected one of `!` or `::`
 error: aborting due to previous error
 ```
 [How do I redirect standard in to a file?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 Well, you don't. Standard in is an input, so you can change where it comes
 _from_, not where it goes.
 But, maybe you want to make a copy of a program's input and send it somewhere
 else. There is a way to do _that_ using a command called `tee`. `tee` copies
 its standard input to standard output, but it also writes a second copy to a
 file. For example:
 ```console
 $ dmesg | tee dmesg.txt | grep 'msedge'
 [   70.585463] traps: msedge[4715] trap invalid opcode ip:5630ddcedc4c sp:7ffd41f67700 error:0 in msedge[5630d8fc2000+952d000]
 [   70.702544] traps: msedge[4745] trap invalid opcode ip:5630ddcedc4c sp:7ffd41f67700 error:0 in msedge[5630d8fc2000+952d000]
 [   70.806296] traps: msedge[4781] trap invalid opcode ip:5630ddcedc4c sp:7ffd41f67700 error:0 in msedge[5630d8fc2000+952d000]
 [   70.918095] traps: msedge[4889] trap invalid opcode ip:5630ddcedc4c sp:7ffd41f67700 error:0 in msedge[5630d8fc2000+952d000]
 [   71.031938] traps: msedge[4926] trap invalid opcode ip:5630ddcedc4c sp:7ffd41f67700 error:0 in msedge[5630d8fc2000+952d000]
 [   71.138974] traps: msedge[4935] trap invalid opcode ip:5630ddcedc4c sp:7ffd41f67700 error:0 in msedge[5630d8fc2000+952d000]
 [ 1169.163603] traps: msedge[35719] trap invalid opcode ip:556a93951c4c sp:7ffc533f35c0 error:0 in msedge[556a8ec26000+952d000]
 [ 1213.301722] traps: msedge[36054] trap invalid opcode ip:55a245960c4c sp:7ffe6d169b40 error:0 in msedge[55a240c35000+952d000]
 [10963.234459] traps: msedge[104732] trap invalid opcode ip:55fdb864fc4c sp:7ffc996dfee0 error:0 in msedge[55fdb3924000+952d000]
 ```
 This would put the output of the `dmesg` command (read from kernel logs) into
 `dmesg.txt`, as well as sending it into the grep command. You might want to do
 this when debugging long command pipelines to see exactly what is going into a
 program that isn't doing what you expect.
 Redirections also work in scripts too. You can also set "default" redirects for
 every command in a script using the `exec` command:
 ```sh
 exec > out.log 2> error.log
 ls
 rustc foo.rs
 ```
 This will have the file listing from `ls` written to `out.log` and any errors
 from `rustc` written to `error.log`.
 A lot of other shell tricks and fun is built on top of these fundamentals. For
 example you can take a folder, zip it up and then unzip it over on another
 machine using a command like this:
 ```
 $ tar cz ./blog | ssh pneuma tar xz -C ~/code/christine.website/blog
 ```
 This will run `tar` to create a compressed copy of the `./blog` folder and then
 pipe that to tar on another computer to extract that into
 `~/code/christine.website/blog`. It's just pipes and redirection all the way
 down! Deep inside `ssh` it's really just piping output of commands back and
 forth over an encrypted network socket. Connecting to an IRC server is just
 piping in and out data to the chat server, even more so if you use TLS to
 connect there. In a way you can model just about everything in Unix with pipes
 and file descriptors because that is the cornerstone of its design: Everything
 is a file.
 [This doesn't mean it's literally a file on the disk, it means you can _interact
 with_ just about everything using the same system interface as you do with
 files. Even things like hard disks and video cards.](conversation://Mara/hacker)
 Here's a fun thing to do. Using [`curl`](https://curl.se/) to read the contents
 of a URL and [`jq`](https://stedolan.github.io/jq/) to select out bits from a
 JSON stream, you can make a script that lets you read the most recent title from
 my blog's [JSONFeed](/blog.json):
 ```sh
 #!/usr/bin/env bash
 # xeblog-post.sh
 curl -s https://xeiaso.net/blog.json | jq -r '.items[0] | "\(.title) \(.url)"'
 ```
 At the time of writing this post, here is the output I get from this command:
 ```
 $ ./xeblog-post.sh
 Anbernic RG280M Review https://xeiaso.net/blog/rg280m-review
 ```
 What else could you do with pipes and redirection? The cloud's the limit!
 ---
 Thanks to violet spark, cadence, and AstroSnail for looking over this post and
 fact-checking as well as helping mend some of the brain dump and awkward
 wording into more polished sentences.
--- a/blog/furnal-equinox-2021-03-22.markdown
+++ b/blog/furnal-equinox-2021-03-22.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - fe21
 ---
 # The Relaxing Surreality of VRChat Furry Conventions
 Author's Note: you may want to view this post in a GUI browser for the best experience.
 It is no secret that I am a furry. The main way that a lot of my friends and I meet up is at conventions. COVID has lead to a year without cons for my friend groups. It's gotten bad enough that in one server the convention coordination channel had its name changed from `#conventions` to `#cancelled`. These conventions are expensive (flight/hotel/badge/the dealer's den), tiring and weirdly recharging all at once.
--- a/blog/gamebridge-2020-05-09.markdown
+++ b/blog/gamebridge-2020-05-09.markdown
@ -8,6 +8,8 @@ tags:
  - twitch
 ---
 # Gamebridge: Fitting Square Pegs into Round Holes since 2020
 Recently I did a stream called [Twitch Plays Super Mario 64][tpsm64]. During
 that stream I both demonstrated and hacked on a tool I'm calling
 [gamebridge][gamebridge]. Gamebridge is a tool that lets you allow games to
--- a/blog/gears-and-gods-2019-11-14.markdown
+++ b/blog/gears-and-gods-2019-11-14.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - gods
 ---
 # The Gears and The Gods
 If there are any gods in computing, they are the authors of compilers. The
 output of compilers is treated as a Heavenly Decree, sometimes used for many
 sprints or even years after the output has been last emitted.
--- a/blog/gemini-web-fear-missing-out-2020-08-02.markdown
+++ b/blog/gemini-web-fear-missing-out-2020-08-02.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - web
 ---
 # The Fear Of Missing Out
 Humans have evolved over thousands of years with communities that are small,
 tight-knit and where it is easy to feel like you know everyone in them. The
 Internet changes this completely. With the Internet, it's easy to send messages,
--- a/blog/get-going-hello-world-2019-10-28.markdown
+++ b/blog/get-going-hello-world-2019-10-28.markdown
@ -8,6 +8,8 @@ tags:
 - draft
 ---
 # Get Going: Hello, World!
 This post is a draft of the first chapter in a book I'm writing to help people learn the
 [Go][go] programming language. It's aimed at people who understand the high
 level concepts of programming, but haven't had much practical experience with
@ -16,7 +18,7 @@ it. This is a sort of spiritual successor to my old
 ecosystem since then, as well as my understanding of the language.
 [go]: https://golang.org
-[gswg]: https://xeiaso.net/blog/getting-started-with-go-2015-01-28
+[gswg]: https://christine.website/blog/getting-started-with-go-2015-01-28
 Like always, feedback is very welcome. Any feedback I get will be used to help
 make this book even better.
--- a/blog/getting-started-with-go-2015-01-28.markdown
+++ b/blog/getting-started-with-go-2015-01-28.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,9 @@ date: 2015-01-28
 series: howto
 ---
 Getting Started with Go
 =======================
 Go is an exciting language made by Google for systems programming. This article
 will help you get up and running with the Go compiler tools.
--- a/blog/gitea-release-tool-2020-05-31.markdown
+++ b/blog/gitea-release-tool-2020-05-31.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - release
 ---
 # gitea-release Tool Announcement
 I'm a big fan of automating things that can possibly be automated. One of the
 biggest pains that I've consistently had is creating/tagging releases of
 software. This has been a very manual process for me. I have to write up
--- a/blog/gnu-your-parent-2022-02-10.markdown
+++ b/blog/gnu-your-parent-2022-02-10.markdown
@ -1,153 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "GNU Doesn't Care About Your Agency"
 date: 2022-02-10
 tags:
 - gnu
 - libre
 - rant
 ---
 <div class="warning">
 [EDIT(2022-02-10 12:47 EST): I apparently misread part of the GNU #guix channel
 rules and made an unreasonable assumption that violators of the rules could be
 banned. I have amended a conversation fragment accordingly. My intent was not to
 lie, but to point out that some users actually need stuff that nonguix provides
 but they just have to know that it exists in the first place.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 </div>
 Or: Ubuntu gives the user more agency about how they want to use their computer
 than fully libre GNU/Linux distros ever can.
 There are many different kinds of Linux distributions, but today we're going to
 think about a certain kind of distribution: ones where the distribution is
 totally comprised of free software as much as possible.
 These distributions aim to let users benefit by making it possible to study,
 hack at and modify every byte of software on the machine's hard drive. This is a
 fairly noble goal, however in the process of doing this they break core parts of
 hardware compatibility by "de-blobbing" the kernel. Most of these distributions
 have a very paternalistic implementation where the "de-blobbed" linux-libre
 kernel is the _only_ option, thus limiting users' agency.
 For example, let's think about the CPU that I'm using right now. The CPU I'm
 using is designed to be able to load CPU microcode updates that are distributed
 by the manufacturer in order to mitigate bugs in the microcode that released
 with the CPU that can cause real-world impact on what I do. Due to Facts and
 Circumstances that are immutable for the sake of argument, this microcode is not
 open source and cannot be compiled from source code. The linux-libre kernel
 removes the ability to load such firmware updates at runtime.
 This means that if something like the FDIV bug or Spectre shows up again but it
 can be patched trivially with a microcode update, by nature of using the
 linux-libre kernel I am doomed until the base microcode gets updated from the
 motherboard manufacturer. If they release a closed-source update that you cannot
 inspect or modify.
 This paternalistic view of "you shouldn't be able to load microcode updates
 because they aren't open source" means that my CPU will be vulnerable to
 potentially critical security flaws and I have no way to work around it. This
 ends up creating a _limitation_ in how I use my computer. This is worse than the
 limitations of proprietary hardware because there is the illusion of free choice
 that the community will spout off about as the next coming of sliced bread. That
 still doesn't change the fact that my wifi card won't work without the normal
 kernel and firmware blobs.
 Combine this with other things like wifi card firmware (some wifi cards don't
 have the firmware stored on the device, they require the OS to send it firmware
 at runtime to make it work at all), and you have actually limited the agency and
 capability of users far, far more than if you just let them load the firmware in
 the first place.
 [Yes, Yes the companies made the hardware this way in the first place and are
 responsible for the problem, but telling users they are wrong for wanting it to
 work because of an implementation detail about how the hardware updates itself
 feels a lot like victim blaming. I am aware of the Talos II being a magical
 puppy and rainbow situation where all of this isn't an issue, but sadly the
 world just didn't turn out that way and we have to deal with the results of
 it.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 Consider a situation like wanting to play an online game together with friends,
 but through Facts and Circumstances you have an Nvidia GPU and the game is on
 Steam with no open source option. If you are using a fully open source operating
 system with no capacity to install Steam or the Nvidia drivers, you are screwed
 and thus your freedom to use your computer how you want is severely limited.
 This also extends to how those Linux distributions handle things like AWS. AWS
 is largely the poster child of a proprietary cloud hosting platform that you are
 made to work with as part of your job. Consider if something like Parabola
 GNU/Linux created AWS images and gave users a best-in-class user experience for
 using them. This would make the net cost of using a highly auditable environment
 a lot lower than the current "don't use AWS lol" (which is again really close to
 victim blaming), and would also create institutional knowledge that would let
 other people benefit from this as a second or third order effect.
 Parabola making AWS images means they can create more generic images, which
 means that other people can use those images to do whatever they want with their
 own hardware. This lets you have a net benefit to everyone in the project by
 decreasing the friction of using it, so it will in turn make users more likely
 to adopt it.
 Remember the law of halves. Every additional step in adoption costs you half
 your audience. Spinning up an AWS instance to mess around with it is a very
 low-friction operation.
 [But you can just not be a scrub and compile your own traitor kernel that lets
 you load freedom-violating binary blobs!](conversation://Numa/delet)
 [Then you have to hope your CPU is good enough to build a kernel, hope you can
 pay attention to the kernel security mailing list enough to upgrade it when you
 need to and finally hope you can upgrade the firmware blobset that the kernel
 publishes separately! Hope is not a scalable strategy.](conversation://Cadey/angy)
 If their goal is _really_ to liberate users and make it easy for them to have
 control over what their computer is doing, they should make it trivial to escape
 hatch into a less "pure" setup without having to install third party
 repositories that you just have to know about or sidestepping the upstream
 update process to install your own system software. This is more victim blaming.
 The GNU project could be more than a circlejerk around things that the toe
 cheese god said in the 80's and 90's. They could have been a source of reverse
 engineering tools, institutions and overall inspire the kind of culture that
 would make it _easy_ to understand arbitrary hardware, platforms and software
 that you either come across or are made to use as a part of your job.
 But they aren't. Instead, Guix, one of their if not their main flagship project
 for making a fully GNU system, is addled by the use of the linux-libre kernel.
 This makes the kernel fundamentally _incompatible_ with a shocking number of
 computers, thus limiting users' freedom to use Guix at all.
 [But wait, isn't there that one nonguix project that allows you to install a
 normal kernel and Steam?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [Yeah, but talk about that in the main #guix channel and you get told to not
 talk about it. You just have to know that it exists and you can't learn that it
 exists without knowing someone that tells you that it exists under the table,
 like some kind of underground software drug dealer giving you a hit of wifi card
 firmware. This means that knowledge of the nonguix project (which may contain
 tools that make it possible to use Guix at all) is hidden from users that may
 need it because it allows users to install proprietary software. This limits
 user freedom from being able to use their computer how they want by making it a 
 potentially untrustable underground software den instead of something that can
 be properly handled upstream without having to place trust in too many
 places.](conversation://Cadey/angy)
 [That hardware is defective by design and you shouldn't use
 it.](conversation://Numa/delet)
 [Wow, thanks, I'm cured. My wifi card magically stopped existing and now
 everything is happy unicorns farting out rainbows that spawn free puppies and
 everything is saved forever.<br /><br />Again, that doesn't help me with the
 situation that my wifi card doesn't work and I as a user want it to even though
 making it work will require proprietary firmware. This shit is how you get
 things like the "GPL condom" in the Purism Librem phone, where all the
 proprietary firmware is rigged to be loaded automagically in hardware instead of
 sofware. This limits your ability to tinker with or modify the firmware _even if
 there are legitimate reasons such as critical updates_. So by making the
 hardware work with fully free software you have limited the ability to actually
 improve the state of the world even with the proprietary firmware the
 manufacturer gives you.](conversation://Cadey/angy)
 Ubuntu gives the user more agency about how they want to use their computer than
 fully libre GNU/Linux distros ever can.
--- a/blog/go-servemux-slash-2021-11-04.markdown
+++ b/blog/go-servemux-slash-2021-11-04.markdown
@ -1,174 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Go net/http.ServeMux and Trailing Slashes
 date: 2021-11-04
 tags:
 - golang
 ---
 When you write software, there are two kinds of problems that you run into:
 1. Problems that stretch your fundamental knowledge of how things work and as a
   result of solving them you become one step closer to unlocking the secrets to
   immortality and transcending beyond mere human limitations
 2. Exceedingly stupid typos that static analysis tools can't be taught how to
   catch and thus dooms humans to feel like they wasted so much time on
   something so trivial
 3. Off-by-one errors
 Today I ran into one of these three types of problems.
 [Buckle up, it's story time!](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 It's a Thursday morning. Everything in this project has been going smoothly.
 Almost too smoothly. Then `go test` is run to make sure that things are working like we expect.
 [Huh, the test is passing, but the debug output says it should be failing.
 What's up with that? What's going on here?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 The code in question had things that looked like this:
 ```go
 func TestKlaDatni(t *testing.T) {
  tru := zbasuTurnis(t)
  ts := httptest.NewServer(tru)
  defer ts.Stop()
  var buf bytes.Buffer
  failOnErr(t, json.NewEncoder(&buf).Encode(Renma{ Judri: "mara@cipra.jbo" }))
  u, _ := url.Parse(ts.BaseURL)
  u.Path = "/api/v2/kla"
  req, err := http.NewRequest(http.MethodPost, u.String(), &buf)
  failOnErr(t, err)
  tru.InjectAuth(req)
  resp, err := http.DefaultClient.Do(req)
  failOnErr(t, err)
  if resp.StatusCode == http.StatusOK {
    t.Fatalf("wanted status code %d, got: %d", http.StatusOK, resp.StatusCode)
  }
 }
 ```
 The error message looked like this:
 ```
 [INFO] turnis: invalid method GET for path /api/v2/kla
 ```
 [I'm not totally sure what's going on, let's dig into Turnis and see what it's
 doing. Surely we're missing something.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 Digging deeper into the Turnis code, the API route was declared using
 [net/http.ServeMux](https://pkg.go.dev/net/http#ServeMux) like this:
 ```go
 mux.Handle("/api/v2/kla/", logWrap(tru.adminKla))
 ```
 [Maybe the `logWrap` middleware is changing it to `GET`
 somehow?](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 [Nope, it's too trivial for that to happen:](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 ```go
 func logWrap(next http.Handler) http.Handler {
  return xsweb.Falible(xsweb.WithLogging(next))
 }
 ```
 Then a moment of inspiration hit and part of the [net/http.ServeMux
 documentation](https://pkg.go.dev/net/http#ServeMux)
 came to mind. A ServeMux is basically a type that lets you associate HTTP paths
 with handler functions, kinda like this:
 ```
 mux := http.NewServeMux()
 mux.HandleFunc("/", index)
 mux.HandleFunc("/robots.txt", robotsTxt)
 mux.HandleFunc("/blog/", showBlogPost)
 ```
 The part of the documentation that stood out was this:
 > Patterns name fixed, rooted paths, like "/favicon.ico", or rooted subtrees,
 > like "/images/" (note the trailing slash). Longer patterns take precedence
 > over shorter ones, so that if there are handlers registered for both
 > "/images/" and "/images/thumbnails/", the latter handler will be called for
 > paths beginning "/images/thumbnails/" and the former will receive requests for
 > any other paths in the "/images/" subtree.
 Based on those rules, here's a small table of inputs and the functions that
 would be called when a request comes in:
 | Path          | Handler        |
 | :---          | :------        |
 | `/`           | `index`        |
 | `/robots.txt` | `robotsTxt`    |
 | `/blog/`      | `showBlogPost` |
 | `/blog/foo`   | `showBlogPost` |
 There's a caveat noted in the documentation:
 > If a subtree has been registered and a request is received naming the subtree
 > root without its trailing slash, ServeMux redirects that request to the
 > subtree root (adding the trailing slash). This behavior can be overridden with
 > a separate registration for the path without the trailing slash. For example,
 > registering "/images/" causes ServeMux to redirect a request for "/images" to
 > "/images/", unless "/images" has been registered separately.
 This means that the code from earlier that looked like this:
 ```go
 u.Path = "/api/v2/kla"
 ```
 wasn't actually going to the `tru.adminKla` function. It was getting redirected.
 This is because HTTP [doesn't allow you to redirect a POST
 request](https://support.postman.com/hc/en-us/articles/211913929-My-POST-request-is-redirected-to-a-GET-request).
 As a result, the POST request is getting downgraded to a GET request and the
 body is just lost forever.
 [Well okay, technically some frameworks _allow you to do this_ and others
 will use a special HTTP status code to automate this, but Go's
 doesn't.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 The fix for that part ended up looking like this:
 ```diff
 -  u.Path = "/api/v2/kla"
 +  u.Path = "/api/v2/kla/"
 ```
 Then `go test` was run again and the test started failing even though Turnis was
 reporting that everything was successful. Then the final typo was spotted:
 ```diff
 -  if resp.StatusCode == http.StatusOK {
 +  if resp.StatusCode != http.StatusOK {
    t.Fatalf("wanted status code %d, got: %d", http.StatusOK, resp.StatusCode)
  }
 ```
 <center>
 ![](https://cdn.christine.website/file/christine-static/stickers/cadey/percussive-maintenance.png)
 </center>
 [It took us 6 hours combined to figure this out. Is that okay? It feels like
 that's wasting too much time on a simple problem like
 that.](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [That's just how some of these kinds of problems are. The dumbest problems
 always take the longest to figure out because they are the ones that tools can't
 really warn you about. I once spent 15 hours of straight effort trying to fix
 something to find out that `ON` is a yaml value for "true" and that what I was
 trying to do needed to be `"ON"` instead. This is our lot in life as software
 people. You are going to make these kinds of mistakes and it is going to make
 you feel like an absolute buffoon every time. That is just how it happens. Let's
 go play Fortnite and forget about all this for
 now.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
--- a/blog/gonads-2022-04-24.markdown
+++ b/blog/gonads-2022-04-24.markdown
@ -1,565 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Crimes with Go Generics
 date: 2022-04-24
 tags:
 - cursed
 - golang
 - generics
 vod:
  twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1465727432
  youtube: https://youtu.be/UiJtaKYQnzg
 ---
 Go 1.18 added [generics](https://go.dev/doc/tutorial/generics) to the
 language. This allows you to have your types take types as parameters
 so that you can create composite types (types out of types). This lets
 you get a lot of expressivity and clarity about how you use Go.
 However, if you are looking for good ideas on how to use Go generics,
 this is not the post for you. This is full of bad ideas. This post is
 full of ways that you should not use Go generics in production. Do not
 copy the examples in this post into production. By reading this post
 you agree to not copy the examples in this post into production.
 I have put my code for this article [on my git
 server](https://tulpa.dev/internal/gonads). This repo has been
 intentionally designed to be difficult to use in production by me
 taking the following steps:
 1. I have created it under a Gitea organization named `internal`. This
   will make it impossible for you to import the package unless you
   are using it from a repo on my Gitea server. Signups are disabled
   on that Gitea server. See
   [here](https://go.dev/doc/go1.4#internalpackages) for more
   information about the internal package rule.
 1. The package documentation contains a magic comment that will make
   Staticcheck and other linters complain that you are using this
   package even though it is deprecated.
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="hmm">What is that package
 name?</xeblog-conv>
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="enby">It's a reference to
 Haskell's monads, but adapted to Go as a pun.</xeblog-conv>
 <xeblog-conv name="Numa" mood="delet">A gonad is just a gonoid in the
 category of endgofunctors. What's there to be confused
 about?</xeblog-conv>
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="facepalm">\*sigh\*</xeblog-conv>
 ## `Queue[T]`
 To start things out, let's show off a problem in computer science that
 is normally difficult. Let's make a MPMS (multiple producer, multiple
 subscriber) queue.
 First we are going to need a struct to wrap everything around. It will
 look like this:
 ```go
 type Queue[T any] struct {
  data chan T
 }
 ```
 This creates a type named `Queue` that takes a type argument `T`. This
 `T` can be absolutely anything, but the only requirement is that the
 data is a Go type.
 You can create a little constructor for `Queue` instances with a
 function like this:
 ```go
 func NewQueue[T any](size int) Queue[T] {
  return Queue[T]{
    data: make(chan T, size),
  }
 }
 ```
 Now let's make some methods on the `Queue` struct that will let us
 push to the queue and pop from the queue. They could look like this:
 ```go
 func (q Queue[T]) Push(val T) {
  q.data <- val
 }
 func (q Queue[T]) Pop() T {
  return <-q.data
 }
 ```
 These methods will let you put data at the end of the queue and then
 pull it out from the beginning. You can use them like this:
 ```go
 q := NewQueue[string](5)
 q.Push("hi there")
 str := q.Pop()
 if str != "hi there" {
  panic("string is wrong")
 }
 ```
 This is good, but the main problem comes from trying to pop from an
 empty queue. It'll stay there forever doing nothing. We can use the
 `select` statement to allow us to write a nonblocking version of the
 `Pop` function:
 ```go
 func (q Queue[T]) TryPop() (T, bool) {
  select {
  case val := <-q.data:
    return val, true
  default:
    return nil, false
  }
 }
 ```
 However when we try to compile this, we get an error:
 ```
 cannot use nil as T value in return statement
 ```
 In that code, `T` can be _anything_, including values that may not be
 able to be `nil`. We can work around this by taking advantage of the
 `var` statement, which makes a new variable and initializes it to the
 zero value of that type:
 ```go
 func Zero[T any]() T {
  var zero T
  return zero
 }
 ```
 When we run the `Zero` function like
 [this](https://go.dev/play/p/Z5tRs1-aKBU):
 ```go
 log.Printf("%q", Zero[string]())
 log.Printf("%v", Zero[int]())
 ```
 We get output that looks like this:
 ```
 2009/11/10 23:00:00 ""
 2009/11/10 23:00:00 0
 ```
 So we can adapt the `default` branch of `TryPop` to this:
 ```go
 func (q Queue[T]) TryPop() (T, bool) {
  select {
  case val := <-q.data:
    return val, true
  default:
    var zero T
    return zero, false
  }
 }
 ```
 And finally write a test for good measure:
 ```go
 func TestQueue(t *testing.T) {
  q := NewQueue[int](5)
  for i := range make([]struct{}, 5) {
    q.Push(i)
  }
  for range make([]struct{}, 5) {
    t.Log(q.Pop())
  }
 }
 ```
 ## `Option[T]`
 In Go, people use pointer values for a number of reasons:
 1. A pointer value may be `nil`, so this can signal that the value may
   not exist.
 1. A pointer value only stores the offset in memory, so passing around
   the value causes Go to only copy the pointer instead of copying the
   value being passed around.
 1. A pointer value being passed to a function lets you mutate values
   in the value being passed. Otherwise Go will copy the value and you
   can mutate it all you want, but the changes you made will not
   persist past that function call. You can sort of consider this to
   be "immutable", but it's not as strict as something like passing
   `&mut T` to functions in Rust.
 This `Option[T]` type will help us model the first kind of constraint:
 a value that may not exist. We can define it like this:
 ```go
 type Option[T any] struct {
  val *T
 }
 ```
 Then you can define a couple methods to use this container:
 ```go
 var ErrOptionIsNone = errors.New("gonads: Option[T] has no value")
 func (o Option[T]) Take() (T, error) {
  if o.IsNone() {
    var zero T
    return zero, ErrOptionIsNone
  }
  return *o.val, nil
 }
 func (o *Option[T]) Set(val T) {
  o.val = &val
 }
 func (o *Option[T]) Clear() {
  o.val = nil
 }
 ```
 Some other functions that will be useful will be an `IsSome` function
 to tell if the `Option` contains a value. We can use this to also
 implement an `IsNone` function that will let you tell if that `Option`
 _does not_ contain a value. They will look like this:
 ```go
 func (o Option[T]) IsSome() bool {
  return o.val != nil
 }
 func (o Option[T]) IsNone() bool {
  return !o.IsSome()
 }
 ```
 We can say that if an Option does not have something in it, it has
 nothing in it. This will let us use `IsSome` to implement `IsNone`.
 Finally we can add all this up to a `Yank` function, which is similar
 to
 [`Option::unwrap()`](https://doc.rust-lang.org/rust-by-example/error/option_unwrap.html)
 in Rust:
 ```go
 func (o Option[T]) Yank() T {
  if o.IsNone() {
    panic("gonads: Yank on None Option")
  }
  return *o.val
 }
 ```
 This will all be verified in a Go test:
 ```go
 func TestOption(t *testing.T) {
  o := NewOption[string]()
  val, err := o.Take()
  if err == nil {
    t.Fatalf("[unexpected] wanted no value out of Option[T], got: %v", val)
  }
  o.Set("hello friendos")
  _, err = o.Take()
  if err != nil {
    t.Fatalf("[unexpected] wanted no value out of Option[T], got: %v", err)
  }
  o.Clear()
  if o.IsSome() {
    t.Fatal("Option should have none, but has some")
  }
 }
 ```
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="hmm">I think that
 <code>Option[T]</code> will be the most useful outside of this post.
 It will need some work and generalization, but this may be something
 that the Go team will have to make instead of some random
 person.</xeblog-conv>
 ## `Thunk[T]`
 In computer science we usually deal with values and computations.
 Usually we deal with one or the other. Sometimes computations can be
 treated as values, but this is very rare. It's even more rare to take
 a partially completed computation and use it as a value.
 A thunk is a partially evaluated computation that is stored as a
 value. For an idea of what I'm talking about, let's consider this
 JavaScript function:
 ```javascript
 const add = (x, y) => x + y;
 console.log(add(2, 2)); // 4
 ```
 This creates a function called `add` that takes two arguments and
 returns one argument. This is great in many cases, but it makes it
 difficult for us to bind only one argument to the function and leave
 the other as a variable input. What if computing the left hand side of
 `add` is expensive and only needed once?
 Instead we can write `add` like this:
 ```javascript
 const add = (x) => (y) => x + y;
 console.log(add(2)(2)); // 4
 ```
 This also allows us to make partially evaluated forms of `add` like
 `addTwo`:
 ```javascript
 const addTwo = add(2);
 console.log(addTwo(3)); // 5
 ```
 This can also be used with functions that do not take arguments, so
 you can pass around a value that isn't computed yet and then only
 actually compute it when needed:
 ```javascript
 const hypotenuse = (x, y) => Math.sqrt(x * x + y * y);
 const thunk = () => hypot(3, 4);
 ```
 You can then pass this thunk to functions _without having to evaluate
 it_ until it is needed:
 ```javascript
 dominateWorld(thunk); // thunk is passed as an unevaluated function
 ```
 We can implement this in Go by using a type like the following:
 ```go
 type Thunk[T any] struct {
  doer func() T
 }
 ```
 And then force the thunk to evaluate with a function such as `Force`:
 ```go
 func (t Thunk[T]) Force() T {
  return t.doer()
 }
 ```
 This works, however we can also go one step further than we did with
 the JavaScript example. We can take advantage of the `Thunk[T]`
 container to cache the result of the `doer` function so that calling
 it multiple times will only actually it once and return the same
 result.
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="hacker">Keep in mind that this will
 only work for _pure functions_, or functions that don't modify the
 outside world. This isn't just global variables either, but any
 function that modifies any state anywhere, including network and
 filesystem IO.</xeblog-conv>
 This would make `Thunk[T]` be implemented like this:
 ```go
 type Thunk[T any] struct {
  doer func() T // action being thunked
  o    *Option[T] // cache for complete thunk data
 }
 func (t *Thunk[T]) Force() T {
  if t.o.IsSome() {
    return t.o.Yank()
  }
  t.o.Set(t.doer())
  return t.o.Yank()
 }
 func NewThunk[T any](doer func() T) *Thunk[T] {
  return &Thunk[T]{
    doer: doer,
    o:    NewOption[T](),
  }
 }
 ```
 Now, for an overcomplicated example you can use this to implement the
 Fibonacci function. We can start out by writing a naiive Fibonacci
 function like this:
 ```go
 func Fib(n int) int {
  if n <= 1 {
    return n
  }
  return Fib(n-1) + Fib(n-2)
 }
 ```
 We can turn this into a Go test in order to see how long it takes for
 it to work:
 ```go
 func TestRecurFib(t *testing.T) {
  t.Log(Fib(40))
 }
 ```
 Then when we run `go test`:
 ```console
 $ go test -run RecurFib
 === RUN   TestRecurFib
    thunk_test.go:15: 102334155
 --- PASS: TestRecurFib (0.36s) 
 ```
 However, we can make this a lot more complicated with the power of the
 `Thunk[T]` type:
 ```go
 func TestThunkFib(t *testing.T) {
  cache := make([]*Thunk[int], 41)
  var fib func(int) int
  fib = func(n int) int {
    if cache[n].o.IsSome() {
      return *cache[n].o.val
    }
    return fib(n-1) + fib(n-2)
  }
  for i := range cache {
    i := i
    cache[i] = NewThunk(func() int { return fib(i) })
  }
  cache[0].o.Set(0)
  cache[1].o.Set(1)
  t.Log(cache[40].Force())
 }
 ```
 And then run the test:
 ```
 === RUN   TestThunkFib
    thunk_test.go:36: 102334155
 --- PASS: TestThunkFib (0.60s) 
 ```
 <xeblog-conv name="Mara" mood="hmm">Why is this so much slower? This
 should be caching the intermediate values. Maybe something like this
 would be faster? This should complete near instantly,
 right?</xeblog-conv>
 ```go
 func TestMemoizedFib(t *testing.T) {
  mem := map[int]int{
    0: 0,
    1: 1,
  }
  var fib func(int) int
  fib = func(n int) int {
    if result, ok := mem[n]; ok {
      return result
    }
    result := fib(n-1) + fib(n-2)
    mem[n] = result
    return result
  }
  t.Log(fib(40))
 }
 ```
 ```console
 $ go test -run Memoized
 === RUN   TestMemoizedFib
    thunk_test.go:35: 102334155
 --- PASS: TestMemoizedFib (0.00s)
 ```
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="enby">I'm not sure
 either.</xeblog-conv>
 If you change the `fib` function to this, it works, but it also steps
 around the `Thunk[T]` type:
 ```go
 fib = func(n int) int {
  if cache[n].o.IsSome() {
    return *cache[n].o.val
  }
  result := fib(n-1) + fib(n-2)
  cache[n].o.Set(result)
  return result
 }
 ```
 This completes instantly:
 ```
 === RUN   TestThunkFib
    thunk_test.go:59: 102334155
 --- PASS: TestThunkFib (0.00s)
 ```
 To be clear, this isn't the fault of Go generics. I'm almost certain
 that my terrible code is causing this to be much slower.
 <xeblog-conv name="Numa" mood="delet">This is the power of gonads:
 making easy code complicated, harder to reason about and slower than
 the naiive approach! Why see this as terrible code when it creates an
 amazing opportunity for cloud providers to suggest that people use
 gonads' `Thunk[T]` so that they use more CPU and then have to pay cloud
 providers more money for CPU! Think about the children!</xeblog-conv>
 ---
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="coffee">EDIT(2022 M04 25 05:56): amscanne on
 Hacker News pointed out that my code was in fact wrong. My `fib` function should
 have been a lot simpler.</xeblog-conv>
 ```go
 fib = func(n int) int {
  return cache[n-1].Force() + cache[n-2].Force()
 }
 ```
 <xeblog-conv name="Cadey" mood="facepalm">Applying this also makes the code run
 instantly as I'd expect. I knew _something_ was _very wrong_, but I never
 expected something this stupid. Thanks amscanne!</xeblog-conv>
 <xeblog-conv name="Numa" mood="happy">Hey, it makes for good surrealism. If that
 isn't a success, what is?</xeblog-conv>
 ---
 I'm glad that Go has added generics to the language. It's certainly
 going to make a lot of things a lot easier and more expressive. I'm
 worried that the process of learning how to use generics in Go is
 going to create a lot of churn and toil as people get up to speed on
 when and where they should be used. These should be used in specific
 cases, not as a bread and butter tool.
 I hope this was an interesting look into how you can use generics in
 Go, but again please don't use these examples in production.
--- a/blog/gopreload-2017-03-25.markdown
+++ b/blog/gopreload-2017-03-25.markdown
@ -3,6 +3,9 @@ title: "gopreload: LD_PRELOAD for the Gopher crowd"
 date: "2017-03-25"
 ---
 gopreload: LD_PRELOAD for the Gopher crowd
 ==========================================
 A common pattern in Go libraries is to take advantage of [init functions][initf]
 to do things like settings up defaults in loggers, automatic metrics instrumentation,
 flag values, [debugging tools][manhole] or database drivers. With monorepo culture
--- a/blog/graphviz-dot-christine-dot-website-2019-01-11.markdown
+++ b/blog/graphviz-dot-christine-dot-website-2019-01-11.markdown
@ -4,9 +4,10 @@ date: 2019-01-11
 thanks: https://github.com/dreampuf/GraphvizOnline
 ---
 # [graphviz.christine.website](https://graphviz.christine.website)
 I have been using an [online copy of GraphViz](https://github.com/dreampuf/GraphvizOnline)
 for a while to make my own diagrams online. I have forked this to [here](https://github.com/Xe/GraphvizOnline) and added basic [Progressive Web App](https://developers.google.com/web/progressive-web-apps/) support.
 Here is the [link](https://graphviz.christine.website).
 Here's an [example usage video](https://youtu.be/IUvbtK_nmtY).
--- a/blog/gratitude-07-20-2018.markdown
+++ b/blog/gratitude-07-20-2018.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ for: Mother Aya
 series: magick
 ---
 # Gratitude
 A lot of ground has been trodden about Mindfulness and its many facets, but there is one topic I have seen not enough people elaborate on, especially in a satisfactory manner, and that topic is gratitude. 
 The act of expressing gratitude is a behaviour that grounds you in observation of the present moment; of the present you, and of what matters to that present you. It can help you understand the current, immediate moment, the Now, by pushing you to examine parts of it that you might have taken for granted. Or parts that hide behind the other parts. It is a tool of positive exploration, that empowers the user to iteratively discern the heart of matters, of things, guided by the unerring principle of genuine appreciation of what counts.
--- a/blog/gtd-on-paper-2021-06-13.markdown
+++ b/blog/gtd-on-paper-2021-06-13.markdown
@ -1,272 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: Using Paper for Everyday Tasks
 date: 2021-06-13
 author: Heartmender
 ---
 I have a bit of a reputation of being a very techno-savvy person. People have
 had the assumption that I have some kind of superpowerful handcrafted task
 management system that rivals all other systems and fully integrates with
 everything on my desktop. I don't. I use paper to keep track of my day to day
 tasks. Offline, handwritten paper. I have a big stack of little notebooks and I
 go through them one each month. Today I'm going to discuss the core ideas of my
 task management toolchain and walk you through how I use paper to help me get
 things done.
 I have tried a lot of things before I got to this point. I've used nothing,
 Emacs' Org mode, Jira, GitHub issues and a few reminder apps. They all haven't
 quite cut it for me.
 The natural place to start from is doing nothing to keep track of my tasks and
 goals. This can work in the short term. Usually the things that are important
 will come back to you and you will eventually get them done. However it can be
 hard for it to be a reliable system. 
 [Focus is hard. Memory is fleeting. Data gets erased. Object permanence is a
 myth. Paper sits by the side and laughs.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 It does work for some people though. I just don't seem to be one of them. Doing
 nothing to keep track of my tasks only really works when there are external
 structures around to help me keep track of things. Standup meetings or some kind
 of daily check-in are vital to this, and they sort of work because my team is
 helping keep everyone accountable for getting work done. This is very dependent
 on the team culture being healthy and on me being somewhere that I feel
 psychologically safe enough to admit when I make a mistake (which I have only
 really felt working at Tailscale). It also doesn't follow me from job to job, so
 changing employers would also mean I can't take my organization system with me.
 So that option is out.
 [Emacs](https://www.gnu.org/software/emacs/) is a very extensible text editor.
 It has a turing-complete scripting language called Emacs Lisp at its core and
 you can build out just about anything you want with it. As such, many packages
 have been developed. One of the bigger and more common packages is [Org
 Mode](https://orgmode.org/). It is an Emacs major mode that helps you keep track
 of notes, todo lists, timekeeping, literate programming, computational notebooks
 and more. I have used Org Mode for many years in the past and I have no doubt
 that without it I would probably have been fired at least twice.
 One of the main philosophies is that Org Mode is text at its core. The whole
 user experience is built around text and uses Emacs commands to help you
 manipulate text. Here's an example Org Mode file like I used to use for task
 management:
 ```orgmode
 #+TITLE: June 2021
 * June 10, 2021
 ** SRE
 *** TODO put out the fire in prod before customers notice
 Oh god, it's a doozy. The database server takes too long to run queries only
 sometimes on Thursdays. Why thursday? No idea. It just happens. Very
 frustrating. I wonder if God is cursing me.
 ** Devel
 *** DONE Implement the core of flopnax for abstract rilkefs
    CLOSED: [2021-06-10 Thu 16:20]
 *** TODO write documentation for flopnax before it is shipped
 ** Overhead
 *** DONE ENG meeting
    CLOSED: [2021-06-10 Thu 15:00]
 *** TODO Assist Jessie with the finer points of Rust
 **** References vs Values
 **** Lifetimes
 Programming in Rust is the adventure of a lifetime!
 ** Personal
 *** DONE Morning meds
    CLOSED: [2021-06-10 Thu 09:04]
 *** TODO Evening meds
 *** TODO grocery run
 ```
 Org Mode used to be a core part of my workflow and life. It was everpresent and
 used to keep track of everything. I would even track usage of certain
 recreational substances in Org Mode with a snippet of Emacs Lisp to do some
 basic analytics on usage frequency. Org Mode can live with me and I don't have
 to give it up when I change jobs.
 I got out of the habit a while ago and it's been really hard to go back into the
 habit. I still suggest Org Mode to people, but it's no longer the thing that I
 use day to day. It also is hard to use from my tablet (iPad) and my phone
 (iPhone). It also tends to vanish when you close the window, and when you have
 object permanence issues that tends to make things hard.
 [I could probably set up something with one of those fancy org-mode frontends
 served over HTTP, but that would probably end up being more effort than it's
 worth for me](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 Another tool I've used for this is my employer's task management tool of choice.
 At past jobs this has ranged from GitHub to Jira. This is a solid choice. It
 keeps everything organized and referenced with other people. I don't have to do
 manual or automated synchronization of information into that ticket tracking
 system to be sure other people are updated. However, you inherit a lot of the
 inertia of how the ticket tracking system of choice is used. At a past job there
 were unironically 17 different states that a ticket could be in. Most of them
 were never used and didn't matter, yet they could not be removed lest it break
 the entire process that the product team used to keep track of things.
 Doing it like this works great if your opinions about how issues should be
 tracked agree with your employer's process (if this is the case, you probably
 set up the issue tracking system). As I mentioned before, this also means that
 you have to leave that system behind when you change jobs. If you are someone
 that never really changes jobs, this can work amazingly. I am not one of those
 people.
 Something else I've tried is to set up my own private GitHub/Gitea project to
 keep track of things. We used one for organizing our move to Ottawa even. This
 is a very low-friction system. It is easy to set up and the issues will bother
 you in your news feed, so they are everpresent. It's also easy to close the
 window and forget about the repo.
 There is also that little hit of endorphins from closing an issue. That little
 rush can help fuel a habit for using the tool to track things, but the rush goes
 away after a while.
 [Wait, if you have issues remembering to look at your org mode file or tracker
 board or whatever, why can't you just set up a reminder to update it? Surely
 that can't be that hard to do?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [Don't you think that if it was that easy, I would already be doing that? Do you
 think I like having this be so hard? Notifications that are repetitive fade into
 the background when I see them too often. I subconsciously filter them out. They
 do not exist to me. Even if it is one keypress away to open the board or append
 to my task list, I will still forget to do it, even if it's
 important.](conversation://Cadey/coffee)
 So, I've arrived on paper to keep track on these things. Paper is cheap. Paper
 is universal. Paper doesn't run out of battery. Paper doesn't vanish into the
 shadow realm when I close the window. Paper can do anything I can do with a
 pencil. Paper lets me turn back pages in the notebook and scan over for things
 that have yet to be done. Honestly I wish I had started using paper for this
 sooner. Here's how I use paper:
 - Get a cheap notebook or set of notebooks. They should ideally be small,
   pocketable notebooks. Something like 30 sheets of paper per notebook. I can't
   find the cheap notebooks that I bought on Amazon, but I found something
   similar
   [here](https://www.amazon.ca/Notebook-Kraft-Cover-Pocket-Squared/dp/B0876LYNYH/).
   Don't be afraid to buy more than you need. This stuff is really cheap. Having
   more paper around can't hurt. [Field Notes](https://fieldnotesbrand.com/)
   works in a pinch, but their notebooks can be a bit expensive. The point is
   you have many options.
 - Label it with the current month (it's best to start this at the beginning of
   a month if you can). Put contact information on the inside cover in case you
   lose it.
 - Start a new page every day. Put the date at the top of the page.
 - Metadata about the day goes in the margins. I use this to keep a log of who
   is front as well as taking medicine.
 - Write prose freely.
 -  TODO items start with a `-`. Those represent things you need to do but
   haven't done yet.
 - When the item is finished, put a vertical line through the `-` to make it a
   `+`.
 - If the item either can't or won't be done, cross out the `-` to make it into
   a `*`.
 - If you have to put off a task to a later date, turn the `-` into a `->`. If
   there is room, put a brief description of why it needs to be moved or when it
   is moved to. If there's no room feel free to write it out in prose form at
   the end of your page.
 - Notes start with a middot (`·`). They differ from prose as they are not
   complete sentences. If you need to, you can always turn them into TODO items
   later.
 - Write in pencil so you can erase mistakes. Erase carefully to avoid ripping
   the paper, You hardly need to use any force to erase things.
 - There is only one action, appending. Don't try and organize things by topic
   as you would on a computer. This is not a computer, this is paper. Paper
   works best when you append only. There is only one direction, forward.
 - If you need to relate a bunch of notes or todo items with a topic, skip a
   line and write out the topic ending with a colon. When ending the topical
   notes, skip another line.
 - Don't be afraid to write in it. If you end up using a whole notebook before
   the month is up, that is a success. Record insights, thoughts, feelings and
   things that come to your mind. You never know what will end up being useful
   later.
 - At the end of the month, look back at the things you did and summarize/index
   them in the remaining pages. Discover any leftover items that you haven't
   completed yet so you can either transfer them over to next month or discard
   them. It's okay to not get everything done. You may also want to scan it to
   back it up into the cloud. You may never reference these scans, but backups
   never hurt.
 And then just write things in as they happen. Don't agonize over getting them
 all. You will not. The aim is to get the important parts. If you really honestly
 do miss something that is important, it will come back.
 Something else I do is I keep a secondary notebook I call `Knowledge`. It
 started out as the notebook that I used to document errata for my homelab, but
 overall it's turned into a sort of secondary place to record other information
 as well as indexing other details across notebooks. This started a bit on
 accident. One of the notebooks from my big order came slightly broken. A few
 pages fell out and then I had a smaller notebook in my hands. I stray from the
 strict style in this notebook. It's a lot more free flowing based on my needs,
 and that's okay. I still try to separate things onto separate pages when I can
 to help keep things tidy.
 I've also been using it to outline blogposts in the form of bullet trees.
 Normally I start these articles as a giant unordered list with sub-levels for
 various details on its parent thing. Each top-level thing becomes a "section"
 and things boil down into either paragraphs or sentences based on what makes
 sense. 
 An unexpected convenience of this flow is that the notebooks I'm using are small
 enough to fit under the halves of my keyboard:
 <center><blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">The REAL reason to get
 a split keyboard <a
 href="https://t.co/I3qBMDU5sQ">pic.twitter.com/I3qBMDU5sQ</a></p>&mdash; Xe from
 Within (@theprincessxena) <a
 href="https://twitter.com/theprincessxena/status/1402459138010009605?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">June
 9, 2021</a></blockquote> <script async
 src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script></center>
 This lets me leave the notebooks in an easy to grab place while also putting
 them slightly out of the way until they are needed. I also keep my pencil and
 eraser closeby. When I go out of the house, I pack this month's journal, a
 pencil and an eraser.
 Paper has been a great move for me. There's no constant reminders. There's no
 product team trying to psychologically manipulate me into using paper more
 (though honestly that might have helped to build the habit of using it daily).
 It is a very calm technology and I am all for it.
 [Is this technology though? This is just a semi-structured way of writing things
 on paper. Does that count as technology?](conversation://Mara/hmm)
 [To be honest, I don't know. The line of what is and what is not technology is
 very thin in the best case. I think that this counts as a technology, but
 overall this is a huge It Depends™. You may not think this is "real" technology
 because there's no real electronic component to it. That is a valid opinion,
 however I would like to posit that this is technology in the same way that a
 manual shaving razor is technology. It was designed and built to purpose. If that
 isn't technology, what is? Plus, this way there's no risk of server downtime
 preventing me from using paper!](conversation://Cadey/enby)
 Oh, also, if you feel bored and a design comes to mind, don't be afraid to
 doodle on the cover. Make paper yours. Don't worry about it being perfect. It's
 there to help you tell the notebooks apart in the future after they are
 complete.
 So far over the last month I've made notes on 49 pages. Most of the TODO items
 are complete. Less than 10% of them failed/were cancelled. Less than 10% of them
 had to roll over to the next day. I assemble my TODO lists based on what I
 didn't get done the previous day. I write each thing out by hand to help me
 remember to prioritize them. When I need something to do, I look down at my
 notebook for incomplete items. I use a rubber band to keep the notebook closed.
 I've been considering slipstreaming the stuff currently in the `Knowledge`
 notebook into the main monthly one. It's okay to go through paper. That's a
 success.
 This system works for me. I don't know if it will work for you, but if you have
 been struggling with remembering to do things I would really suggest trying it.
 You probably have a few paper notebooks left over from startups handing them out
 in a swag pack. You probably also have never touched them since you got them.
 This is good. I only really use the small notebooks because I found the more
 fancy bound notebooks were harder to write on the left sides more than the right
 sides. Your mileage may vary.
 [I would include a scan of one of my notebook pages here, but that would reveal
 some personal information that I don't really want to put on this blog as well
 as potentially break NDA terms for work, so I don't want to risk that if you can
 understand.](conversation://Cadey/enby)
--- a/blog/h-language-2019-06-30.markdown
+++ b/blog/h-language-2019-06-30.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - release
 ---
 # The h Programming Language
 [h](https://h.christine.website) is a project of mine that I have released 
 recently. It is a single-paradigm, multi-tenant friendly, turing-incomplete
 programming language that does nothing but print one of two things:
@ -20,16 +22,16 @@ for browsers, but I've been using it for server-side tasks.
 I have written more about/with WebAssembly in the past in these posts:
- https://xeiaso.net/talks/webassembly-on-the-server-system-calls-2019-05-31
+- https://christine.website/talks/webassembly-on-the-server-system-calls-2019-05-31
- https://xeiaso.net/blog/olin-1-why-09-1-2018
+- https://christine.website/blog/olin-1-why-09-1-2018
- https://xeiaso.net/blog/olin-2-the-future-09-5-2018
+- https://christine.website/blog/olin-2-the-future-09-5-2018
- https://xeiaso.net/blog/land-1-syscalls-file-io-2018-06-18
+- https://christine.website/blog/land-1-syscalls-file-io-2018-06-18
- https://xeiaso.net/blog/templeos-2-god-the-rng-2019-05-30
+- https://christine.website/blog/templeos-2-god-the-rng-2019-05-30
 This is a continuation of the following two posts:
- https://xeiaso.net/blog/the-origin-of-h-2015-12-14
+- https://christine.website/blog/the-origin-of-h-2015-12-14
- https://xeiaso.net/blog/formal-grammar-of-h-2019-05-19
+- https://christine.website/blog/formal-grammar-of-h-2019-05-19
 All of the relevant code for h is [here](https://github.com/Xe/x/tree/master/cmd/h).
--- a/blog/heroku-devex-2022-05-12.markdown
+++ b/blog/heroku-devex-2022-05-12.markdown
@ -1,102 +0,0 @@
 ---
 title: "I Miss Heroku's DevEx"
 date: 2022-05-12
 ---
 If you've never really experienced it before, it's gonna sound really weird.
 Basically the main way that Heroku worked is that they would set up a git remote
 for each "app" it hosted. Each "app" had its source code in a git repo and a
 "Procfile" that told Heroku what to do with it. So when it came time to deploy
 that app, you'd just `git push heroku main` and then Heroku would just go off
 and build that app and run it _somewhere_ in the cloud. You got back a HTTPS URL
 and then bam you have a website.
 The developer experience didn't stop there. Most of how Heroku apps are
 configured are via environment variables, and there were addons that let you
 tell Heroku things like "hi yes I would like one (1) postgres please" and the
 platform would spin up a database somewhere and drop a config variable into the
 app's config. It was magic. Things just worked and it left you free to go do
 what made you money.
 Heroku's free tier got me the in I needed to make my career really start. If I
 didn't have something like Heroku in my life I doubt that my career would be the
 same or even I would be the same person I am today. It's really hard to describe
 what having access to a platform that lets you turn ideas into production
 quality code does to your output ability. I even ended up reinventing Heroku a
 few times in my career (working for Deis and later reinventing most of the core
 of Heroku as a project between jobs), but nothing really hit that same level of
 wonder/magic that Heroku did.
 I ended up working there and when I did I understood why Heroku had fallen so
 much. Heroku is owned by Salesforce and Salesforce doesn't really understand
 what they had acquired with Heroku. Heroku had resisted integration into the
 larger Salesforce organization and as a result was really really starved for
 headcount. I had to have a come-to-jesus meeting with the CTO of Heroku where I
 spelled out my medical needs and how the insurance that the contracting agency
 they were using was insufficent (showing comparisons between bills for blood
 draws where paying with the insurance ended up costing me more than not using
 it). I got hired and then that was just in time for Salesforce to really start
 pulling Heroku into the fold.
 The really great part about working at Heroku was that setting up a new service
 was so easy that the majority of the productionalization checklist was just
 enabling hidden feature flags to lock down the app. I'm surprised that didn't
 get streamlined.
 The Heroku I joined no longer exists. I joined Heroku but I left Salesforce. I
 can't blame any of my coworkers from Heroku from fleeing the sinking ship. The
 ship has been sinking for years but the culture of Heroku really stuck around
 long enough that it was hard to realize the ship was sinking.
 It can really be seen with how long it's taken Heroku to react to [that one
 horrible security event](https://status.heroku.com/incidents/2413) they've been
 dealing with. Based on what I remember about the internal architecture (it was a
 microservices tire fire unlike you have ever seen, it's part of the inspiration
 that lead me to write [this post](/blog/make-microservices-cluster-2022-01-27))
 and the notes that have been put on the public facing status page, I'm guessing
 that most of Heroku is "legacy" code (IE: nobody on the team that made this
 service works here anymore) at this point. When I was there most of the services
 on my team were "legacy" code that was production-facing, load-bearing and
 overall critical to the company succeeding; but it was built to be reliable
 enough that we could overall ignore it until it was actually falling over. But
 then because of the ways that things were chorded together it could take a very
 long time to actually fix issues because the symptoms were all over the place.
 Don't get me wrong, I loved working there but it was mostly for the people. That
 and the ability to say that I helped make Heroku better for the next generation.
 If you've ever used the metrics tab on Heroku, chances are that you've
 encountered my code indirectly. If you've ever done Heroku threshold autoscaling
 or response time alerting, you've dealt with code I helped write. The body of
 Heroku remains but the soul has long since fled.
 At the few points of my career that I have tried to reinvent Heroku (be it on my
 own or working for a company doing that), there has mostly been this weird
 realization that in order to have a thing like Heroku exist it really needs to
 be hosted by someone else in the cloud. One of the places I worked for was
 selling self-hosted Heroku on top of CoreOS and fleetd (remember fleetd? that
 was magical) and while it did have a lot of the same developer experience, it
 never really had the same magic feeling. I had the same problem with my own
 implementation. Sure you can get the app hosting part of Heroku fairly easily
 (and with Docker being as mature as it was at that point yeah it was fairly
 easy). But when it comes to the real experience of addons and the whole
 ecosystem there, you really need either to get very lucky or become an industry
 standard. Realistically though, you aren't going to be either lucky or an
 industry standard and then you need to also reinvent the next 80% of Heroku from
 scratch on hardware that you don't control. It's no wonder that ultimately
 failed (even though one of them was bought out by Microsoft after doing a weird
 Kubernetes pivot).
 There was something really magical about the whole thing that I really miss to
 this day. Heroku was at least a decade ahead of its time as far as developer
 experience goes. Things Just Worked in ways that would probably put a lot of us
 out of jobs if they really took off. I miss the process for putting something on
 the internet to just be a `git push` and trust that the machine will just take
 care of it. I wonder if we'll ever really have something like that on top of Nix
 or NixOS.
 ---
 If you're reading this before the 12th, welcome to an experiment! I've been
 wondering about how to make some of my posts Patreon exclusive for a week. This
 post was published for my patrons on the 5th of May. Please don't share this
 link around on social media until the 12th, but privately sharing it is okay.
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+++ b/blog/hlang-in-30s-2020-01-04.markdown
@ -6,6 +6,8 @@ tags:
 - satire
 ---
 # hlang in 30 Seconds
 hlang (the h language) is a revolutionary new use of WebAssembly that enables
 single-paridigm programming without any pesky state or memory accessing. The
 simplest program you can use in hlang is the h world program:
--- a/blog/how-does-into-meditation-2017-12-10.markdown
+++ b/blog/how-does-into-meditation-2017-12-10.markdown
@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ date: 2017-12-10
 series: when-then-zen
 ---
 # How does into Meditation
 tl;dr
 1. stop thinking
--- a/blog/how-http-requests-work-2020-05-19.markdown
+++ b/blog/how-http-requests-work-2020-05-19.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - philosophy
 ---
 # How HTTP Requests Work
 Reading this webpage is possible because of millions of hours of effort with
 tens of thousands of actors across thousands of companies. At some level it's a
 minor miracle that this all works at all. Here's a preview into the madness that
@ -14,7 +16,7 @@ goes into hitting enter on christine.website and this website being loaded.
 ## Beginnings
-The user types in `https://xeiaso.net` into the address bar and hits
+The user types in `https://christine.website` into the address bar and hits
 enter on the keyboard. This sends a signal over USB to the computer and the
 kernel polls the USB controller for a new message. It's recognized as from the
 keyboard. The input is then sent to the browser through an input driver talking
--- a/blog/how-i-start-nix-2020-03-08.markdown
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 - rust
 ---
 # How I Start: Nix
 [Nix][nix] is a tool that helps people create reproducible builds. This means that
 given a known input, you can get the same output on other machines. Let's build 
 and deploy a small Rust service with Nix. This will not require the Rust compiler 
--- a/blog/how-i-start-rust-2020-03-15.markdown
+++ b/blog/how-i-start-rust-2020-03-15.markdown
@ -8,6 +8,8 @@ tags:
 - nix
 ---
 # How I Start: Rust
 [Rust][rustlang] is an exciting new programming language that makes it easy to
 make understandable and reliable software. It is made by Mozilla and is used by
 Amazon, Google, Microsoft and many other large companies.
@ -46,7 +48,7 @@ the Rust compiler.
 [nixos]: https://nixos.org/nixos/
 [nix]: https://nixos.org/nix/
-[howistartnix]: https://xeiaso.net/blog/how-i-start-nix-2020-03-08
+[howistartnix]: https://christine.website/blog/how-i-start-nix-2020-03-08
 ## A new project
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@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - markdown
 ---
 # How Mara Works
 Recently I introduced Mara to this blog and I didn't explain much of the theory
 and implementation behind them in order to proceed with the rest of the post.
 There was actually a significant amount of engineering that went into
--- a/blog/how-send-email-nim-2019-08-28.markdown
+++ b/blog/how-send-email-nim-2019-08-28.markdown
@ -7,6 +7,8 @@ tags:
 - email
 ---
 # How to Send Email with Nim
 Nim offers an [smtp][nimsmtp] module, but it is a bit annoying to use out of the
 box. This blogpost hopes to be a mini-tutorial on the basics of how to use the
 smtp library and give developers best practices for handling outgoing email in
--- a/blog/how-to-handle-pedophiles-in-communities-2021-03-07.markdown
+++ b/blog/how-to-handle-pedophiles-in-communities-2021-03-07.markdown
@ -8,10 +8,12 @@ tags:
 <span style="color: #cc241d"><big><big><big>CONTENT WARNING</big></big></big></span>
-This post is going to talk about people that try to target children for sexual favors. You are not required to read this. If you are prone to anxiety I absolutely cannot recommend reading this post. Dealing with the situations that lead me to write this post (and doing the research that has lead to learning how to do this) has caused me to lose a lot of sleep over the last month.
+This post is going to talk about people that try to target children for sexual favors. You are not required to read this. If you are prone to anxiety I absolutely cannot reccomend reading this post. Dealing with the situations that lead me to write this post (and doing the research that has lead to learning how to do this) has caused me to lose a lot of sleep over the last month.
 It is my hope that this post is NOT useful to readers. If it ever becomes useful I suggest crying a bit. Yes, seriously.
 # How to Handle Pedophiles in Communities
 For better or worse since Covid started pushing everyone indoors and online, a lot of online spaces that were usually populated by adults have become populated with a lot more people that are under the age of consent/majority. This is obviously not the most ideal, as it ends up making that community a target for pedophiles. I want to be clear though, this kind of thing is a black swan kind of event, not something that happens commonly. However when it does happen, oh god it **HAPPENS**.
 For the rest of this article I'm going to assume a few things in how I direct my advice:
@ -22,7 +24,7 @@ For the rest of this article I'm going to assume a few things in how I direct my
 ## Don't Panic
-First, don't panic. This is going to be a stressful and scary thing. This is normal. You are feeling that feeling that you are feeling and it is happening. It is going to suck. You are going to lose sleep. This is something that is happening because you care about that community, and if you didn't care about it you would not be having these feelings. If you feel the need, cry about it. Let the emotions out instead of bottling them up. This sounds like a dumb meme or whatever but I am being dead serious in this recommendation.
+First, don't panic. This is going to be a stressful and scary thing. This is normal. You are feeling that feeling that you are feeling and it is happening. It is going to suck. You are going to lose sleep. This is something that is happening because you care about that community, and if you didn't care about it you would not be having these feelings. If you feel the need, cry about it. Let the emotions out instead of bottling them up. This sounds like a dumb meme or whatever but I am being dead serious in this reccomendation.
 So, now, one of the first things you need to do is review the terms and conditions of the platform you are moderating the community on. 
@ -42,13 +44,13 @@ When you are getting evidence from the minor, make sure that the evidence is in
 Once you have the information and have reviewed it, open [Gimp](https://www.gimp.org) and run the screenshots through the edge detection filter. This filter will allow you to look for any obvious signs of the text in the screenshot being doctored. Certain kinds of people have been known to fake reports and screenshots of someone doing something untoward to a child as a way to get them removed from a community. This will help you weed them out. It sounds heartless to say it like this, but this is something that you _actually do_ end up seeing happen sometimes so it is worth mentioning.
-If anyone on the moderation team ends up leaking the information about this research, contents of the research, people involved in the event or anything of the sort to the person being investigated: flat-out ban them without any chance of appeal. That gives the person being investigated a chance to delete information that would hinder any hope of investigating the situation.
+If anyone on the moderation team ends up leaking the information about thise research, contents of the research, people involved in the event or anything of the sort to the person being investigated: flat-out ban them without any chance of appeal. That gives the person being investigated a chance to delete information that would hinder any hope of investigating the situation.
 ## Reporting to the Platform
-Once you have the bundle of information, identifiers and more, then you need to open a ticket with the trust and safety team of the platform you are on (however if this is a self-hosted platform either contact the service administrator or if you are the service administrator then you can skip to the next step involving the FBI). Give them all the information you have. Explain the situation as best as you can.
+Once you have the bumdle of information, identifiers and more, then you need to open a ticket with the trust and safety team of the platform you are on (however if this is a self-hosted platform either contact the service administrator or if you are the service administrator then you can skip to the next step involving the FBI). Give them all the information you have. Explain the situation as best as you can.
-When you send the report to the platform itself, it is _very unlikely_ you will get any more information from the platform. You are likely going to get an email that says they've confirmed recipt of the information and that email will usually contain something about the situation being confidential inside the moderation team of the platform. This is normal, and is part of a legal "covering my ass" kind of situation. 
+When you send the report to the platform itself, it is _very unlikely_ you will get any more information from the platform. You are likely going to get an email that says they've confirmed recipt of the information and that email will usually contain something about the situation being confidential inside the moderation team of the plaform. This is normal, and is part of a legal "covering my ass" kind of situation. 
 ## Reporting to the FBI or Similar
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 series: howto
 ---
 # How to Automate Discord Message Posting With Webhooks and Cron
 Most Linux systems have [`cron`](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cron) installed to run programs at given intervals. An example usecase would be to install package updates every Monday at 9 am (keep the sysadmins awake!).
 Discord lets us post things using [webhooks](https://discordapp.com/developers/docs/resources/webhook). Combining this with cron lets us create automated message posting bots at arbitrary intervals.
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Author	SHA1	Message	Date
Cadey Ratio	0ca2a6d63f	bump rust Signed-off-by: Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>	2021-04-01 22:23:16 -04:00
Cadey Ratio	09a6c26fd4	unix domain socket post Signed-off-by: Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>	2021-04-01 22:18:37 -04:00
Cadey Ratio	a6063676d3	enable unix socket powers Signed-off-by: Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>	2021-04-01 19:51:28 -04:00
Cadey Ratio	adb0ebccf1	enable ipv6 support Signed-off-by: Christine Dodrill <me@christine.website>	2021-04-01 19:36:04 -04:00