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@ -33,36 +33,6 @@ They were the person who got bullied.
They survived years of torment but They survived years of torment but
they died to save me. they died to save me.
I understand now why the Gods
prefer to use shaman-sickness to
help people realize their calling.
It is such an elegant teacher of
the Divine. So patient. So forgiving.
It's impossible to ignore everything
around you feeling incomprehensibly crazy,
because it is.
Our system is crazy.
Our system is incomprehensible.
We only "like" it because we have no
way to fathom anything else.
"Awakening" is probably one of the
least bad metaphors to describe the
feeling of just suddenly understanding
the barriers. Of seeing the formerly
invisible glass prison walls we apparently
live inside unknowingly.
It's not just an awakening though,
Not all of me made it through the process.
Not all of what constitutes yourself
(in your opinion) is actually a True
part of you. Not all your thoughts,
memories, ideas, dreams, wishes
and even fears or anxieties are
truly yours.
Sometimes there's that part that Sometimes there's that part that
really does have to die to save you. really does have to die to save you.
The part that was once a shining beacon The part that was once a shining beacon