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First visualization session
05/26/2012 05:13:40 AM ●
So, after about 15-some hours of personality work, I’ve gone to the next phase last night: Visualization.
I’ve actually been able to come up with a form (though I’m not going to go into details about it right now), so I did an hour and a half of visualizations sitting on my floor. I’m not using a wonderland, but that didn’t stop things from getting weird, my mind ended up really making the image of my room crazy, and I had to fight to keep focus and stuff. Irish was saying it would calm down when I do it more, so we’ll see what happens.
Meanwhile, when I’m not trying to “superimpose” the tulpa in my head, I’m trying to keep a mental picture in general of it. I’m also narrating throughout the day every chance I get. I’m also still working on personality while I visualize.
I’m going to try to push to visualize several hours a day, until the tulpa stabilizes and I can recall a perfect mental image.